Divine Feminine Stuck in Two of Swords

Hey everyone, I hope you are doing well. Welcome to another twin flame energy update. As you know, I now wait until downloads come through before coming back to you with another report because I felt like when I used to do all the tarot readings they were a distraction from having the time and space to allow deeper messages to come through when the time is right. I definitely feel it helps myself and my twin to connect much deeper with our intuition and really knowing what's going on when we have more time to go inwards. Don't get me wrong, I still love the tarot, but I feel those readings became more of a hinderance for myself and my twin when I was doing so many of them. It was like I was trying to give him all the answers and yet, in many ways I could not see the wood for the trees myself when I was focussing too much on the "surface level" of what cards came out. My twin was looking to me in many ways to see "what was happening next" and although it's fine to tap into these updates for guidance sometimes, if it's too frequent it can distract us all from finding the guidance within on a much deeper level. 

Many people have reported back to me that my updates over the previous few months have been on fire and I also agree they have been much deeper and insightful and hopefully much more helpful to you as well. These updates are current energies, they are not set in stone as things are constantly shifting, evolving and deepening. As always, take what resonates and leave the rest. They are designed to help you look deeper inwards and ask youself some questions about what feels right for you. I hope that what I relay can spark some subconscious truths within you and bring then up to the surface to help you make sense of things. 

In todays update I am going to be discussing the divine feminine and masculine's current energies, what they are feeling and experiencing and what shifts have and are occurring collectively. 

So I'm going to start with looking into the divine masculine's energies despite the title being about the divine feminine's being stuck in the Two of Swords energy. Looking into the DM first will help to explain that part about the divine feminines because it's almost as if the roles have been thrown into reverse right now. 

Current Energies

I have been seeing images of a set of strings connecting the DM and DF representing the energies between them. In the past, the DF kept waiting for the DM and trying to get closer to him. So as she stepped towards him the strings were no longer taut, they were "floppy" and limp (remember we're talking about strings!) The strings between them were falling about this way and that, back and forth, wish-washy, maybe even getting tangled. This represents how you were both stagnating in the connection, there was no sense of direction or forward movement in many ways. For some of you the masculine ran in the opposite direction, pulling the strings that way and you allowed yourself to be pulled along behind them. 

Many DF's were waiting for the DM to take the lead whilst the whole time it's the DF who is the leader! Granted, some DF's HAVE always known their energy is "the leader" but mistkenly thought that meant trying to steer the connection and control things. But no, the DF is only the leader when she continues to move forwards in the direction of her soul truth, of her divine feminine power, meaning that she must release fear and codependency and continue on her journey with or without the masculine. Many DF's have now moved into their divine feminine power and are no longer waiting, stagnation or overgiving and instead are following their divine guidance and direction forwards, going in the direction of their spiritual path. That is causing those strings between you to be pulled tight, taut, in line, and have clear direction, pulling the DM in that direction towards truth too. Basically, whomever, whether DM or DF, walk in the direction of spiritual truth and release fear and codependency in the process, is the energy who's more magnetic and "pulls the other" in that direction too. In the past, all the waiting and stagnating just made things go nowhere except in circles, or those "strings" just got all tangled and muddled. 

The old dynamic between DM and DF was causing DM to be stuck in a place of confusion. The DF's mothering attitude towards the DM was over-watering the plant so to speak and it all became limp and lifeless. When DF tried to do everything to make it work, it kept her in fear and not being her true self and that translated to DM being stuck in the same energy. It was not creating the magnetic attraction of the polar opposites of DF and DM because many DF's were acting more like the DM energy and it was pushing DM into the DF energy. Giving and receiving had become all out of whack, imbalanced and reversed in many ways. 

But now the DF is in her true divine feminine essence she is open to receiving rather than being the one giving all the time. The DM's strings have been pulled tight and he sees things more clearly, is no longer wishy-washy, he's been forced into his divine masculine energy of taking action. They are changing many things in their lives for the better. Their fears are dissolving with the clarity and they are releasing many things that are not serving that they once felt so tethered to. Their energies have now shifted into a much higher vibration and it's made it much easier for them to cut those ties. 

I've also been recieving images of DM's energies like a wet cloth be wrung out. To me this represents the sheer significance of the purging that the masculine is going through. The transition is painful and causing great anxiety in many ways, but most of the divine masculine's are greatful for this releasing of the old and are welcoming it, no matter how uncomfortable it is. They know it's for the best as they see things very clearly now. I feel a lot of anger coming from them, directed at karmic situations, themselves and maybe even at the divine feminine if she's gone quiet. But many divine feminine's are being guided to give the masculine time and space right now for them both to fully adjust to the new timelines they are now in. 

Both are feeling very relieved to be free of the heavy burdens of illusion. If the divivne masculine did something that catalysed this huge shift, which at first seemed to be "negative" then many divine feminine's felt like it gave her "permission" to stop the pattern of over-giving and burning herself out. Many DF's would have felt too guilty just suddenly pulling back so much out of nowhere. DF's are scared of being seen as "the bad guy" but unfortunately something had to give so DM appeared to be the bad guy instead. But many feminine's are now coming to understand the DM's actions all the more right now because the energies are reversed somewhat. I'll get more into this in a bit. 

Both the DM and DF are graduating the wounded child template and are emerging as the "adults" or awakened aspects of their nature, taking responsibility for their own healing and wellbeing. This is one of the reasons why the DF is no longer looking to the DM to spill her guts on all the time. Partly that was the wounded inner child wanting to feel heard. Many DM's are actually missing that in a way and are worrying that it's because the DF no longer cares that's she's stopped talking to him so much but that is not the case at all. Spirit is really guiding her to hold her tongue right now. 

Collectively, the DF's are now the ones stuck at a "Two of Swords" crossroads. For soooo long that was the divine masculine. And for all of that time, most of us DF's thought it was personal, that the DM was deciding to himself whether he was truly going to make the effort or not, whether we were "worth it" in his eyes or not. That's why we were doing so much, to try and convince him that we were worth it. But the thing is, that wasn't the decision he was trying to make at all when he was stuck in that Two of Swords energy. He ALWAYS knew your worth! (It's just that we didn't believe in our own worth).

What spirit showed me is that he was so stuck at that crossroads because he was WAITING for you, waiting for union! He wanted to get closer to you, be with you, but he could not! All this time we thought all he had to do was decide to want to be with us then make it happen, but it's so much more than that! There's a lot that goes on energetically that we cannot see. In that Two of Swords moment, that was him actually holding on! DF was not ready to move into her divine self at that time, she was in a place of fear and holding on codependently, not knowing her own worth, blocking being able to receive love. She thought it was all down to him and she thought that his confusion meant he didn't love her enough yet, so she took it personally and did everything she could to become the "perfect DF". She would jump through hoops, bend over backwards, you name it! And when that didn't work (because she was seeking approval outside of self which completely defeats the object of this journey) she felt rejected, triggering her inner child abandonment wound even more so it could actually play out quicker and so she could heal it quicker. She was stuck in her wounding and hadn't graduated that yet. She was not in the energy of union because she had not found union within. So the masculine literally could not come forward because the energies were not right at that time. The fears, codependency, illusion of separation (not yet being united with our true divine selves through healing the inner child) were blocking him from being able to move towards you. 

On this journey you feel like you're orbiting or dancing around what is meant to be, what is real, what is you, and yet indeed you are partly this piece still in orbit, not yet fully merged with the Oneness at the core. You wonder, why are we dancing around this thing? Both want to merge so passionately and yet some invisible force keeps you in orbit, keeps you in cycles, wondering when it's time to land. Of course that orbit is designed to burn off all the karma as that is the invisible force, the illusion of separation, the illusion of the false-self that keeps you in that cycle until it all burns away. You keep going round and round, slowly being pulled in closer and closer to that core of Oneness. You're waiting to be sucked in, devoured by love, imploded into the  transformation of Oneness. You're waiting for the collapse of everything false to become truth. 

The divine masculine wasn't rejecting you through not coming forward, he was stuck wanting to come forward but in the back of his mind he was always thinking that it might never work out with you (because we kept going round in circles of this karmic cycle of the wounded inner child seeking his approval to feel good enough). I'm not saying it's all our fault though because sometimes the DF's need some reassurance from the DM or him to explain how he's feeling or what's happening, but they've been taught to basically not be like that. So many DM's were wondering if someone else might be better for them. They wanted union so badly with the DF, but there was always this invisible force blocking them from coming forward and it felt out of their hands to be able to remove that block. They wondered if they hung onto the connection, would they be hanging on forever just waiting? Then many DF's started pushing even harder for them to come forward, still under the illusion that all he had to do was take action and make it happen, then taking it as a rejection when he wasn't (couldn't) do that. As she pushed harded, energetically it pushed him back further. The energies were not right, it was a fear based longing to look outside of self for wholeness. So in that moment it exaggerated the DM's doubts that union could ever happen because her blocks were being exaggerated the more she pushed for things to happen. That's when he lost a lot of hope. He thought she was never going to change, never going to heal her codependency, and he feared that union would never happen. But also, there was still karma DM had to heal with others, so it all amalgamated at the same time to create that huge tower moment! Boom!

When she pushed him, it pushed him away, or he ran. That pissed her off big time, hurt her, made her want to retreat to protect her heart but this is what gave them both the space they needed to look into self to heal and really ask themselves, "Are we really going about things the right way?" Clearly not at that time. It was a time to re-evaluate our actions. 

She needed to start living in the now with no more looking to him codenpendently. When she shifted, so did he. The energies changed, became more in line with self-union so union with each other becomes more possible. The DM was unsure for so long if he was meant to keep holding on or be with a karmic partner instead. He wondered why things were so complicated with the DF. Surely, if another relationship is "easier" then that's the direction he should go in? So he tested the waters. But he got his answer as the karmic situation blew up into a huge tower moment. He suddenly realised that the "easy option" was actually the difficult option because it meant trying to completely deny and resist his soul truth. Illusions came crumbling down. Awakening was catalysed. He got his answer once and for all. They had both wanted union for so long, to move beyond the blocks and now it's happening, but what caused this shift, the tower moment, was unexpected at the time. It needed to be something big, something shocking to really wake them both up. 

So originally, it was the DM stuck in the Two of Swords energy, wanting to move forward with DF, but literally not being able to until she shifted, until she knew her own worth and released trying to control things by focussing  more on her own life. But now this energy has reversed. It's now the DF whom is stuck at the Two of Swords crossroads. And in reverse, now it's the Divine Masculine who is feeling frustrated with the feminine, feeling a little rejected, maybe even a little angry because he thinks SHE is the one being stubborn in holding back from him and not being able to decide whether to choose him or another path. But again, it's all about the energies. Until he steps into his healed masculine energy of givine and taking action (feminine's are about recieving and being receptive), she cannot move forward with DM until he changes, until he shifts. She cannot allow him in until he faces his fears and takes action, no matter how much she may want to. It's not her being stubborn, she litterally cannot get through that block and so many DF's are now the one's wondering if DM will ever be able to change or will WE be the one's potentially waiting around forever missing out on life? We know we cannot do that. And so we are stuck for now and wondering a lot things. 

Can you see how this energy has reversed? Everything the DM went through in that Two of Swords is now what she's going through. Right now many DM's are looking for reassurance from the DF but the DF literally cannot give him any reassurance just as long as he is not shifting, not grounding the connection in the 3D, which again, is the job of the DM. She is not assured, so she cannot give him assurance. If it's not grounding, then what reassurance can she give him? She may want so badly to give him that reassurance that she will always be there, but she literally cannot as long as his blocks remain because she cannot stay in limbo forever. If he's not shifting, if he's doing the same things as before, making promises but there's no evidence of that unfolding in 3D, it's now pushing her away energetically and she cannot assure him of anything because nothing is for certain. This was her lesson to learn. Spirit is saying that in creating a tower moment it was the DM's higher self's way of forcing her to let go so he would be forced to step into his masculine energy. Her soul literally cannot stay in the stagnation. So there she is, stuck in the Two of Swords, holding on to the connection (like DM was in that energy) but also feeling her soul pushing her forward and wondering, how much longer can I hold on for, would it be easier with another? A lot of uncertainties came up.  

For such a long time, the DF was ungrounded and had a lot of blind faith. The DM's really did want union when they were stuck in that past energy, but their words weren't being matched by their actions. DF's are often told to simply "Believe, believe, believe - You must have faith!" But to me this seems like too much of an ungrounded 5D energy. As we come into balance now of our inner DM and DF energies, we understand that there must be a balance between the 5D and the 3D. It's good to have faith, BUT it's also important to have grounded 3D "proof" for want of a better word, i.e. things need to become grounded too in order for things to continue to unfold. Without that, the DF is feeling that things are simply too imbalanced and remaining in 5D and it feels a bit like castles in the sky. Even though many will disagree, it's now a good thing to have a balance of faith and grounded evidence that things are growing. I feel it's signifying the time where things are moving into a more grounded state, that we are now seeing the importance of witnessing things becoming a more solid foundation. 

Speaking more broadly, DF's are in the Two of Swords energy because we are feeling this need to make changes in our lives in general. Career, daily life, attitudes, self love etc etc. Many are feeling a bit stuck or uncertain about how to move forward. We keep asking the question, "What am I supposed to be doing now?" and the confusion keeps lingering. We are waiting for divine guidance to come in, but I feel it's meant to be a time of transitioning into our "new", more healed selves. 

Both twins have drastically transformed compared to six months ago. There's a totally different "feeling" surrounding your connection and it's a very good thing but can make you feel a little anxious and uncertain simply because it's so new and unknown to you both. The new is fresh and exciting if not a little scary. I keep seeing the twins standing on a stage and the backdrop has completely changed, yet the love between them is still the same. 

On a final note, many twin's are experiencing a lot of synchronicities since the tower moment. Those signs are to keep you on track, to help you have faith during difficult times. For me the syncs were bumping into my twin flame several times unexpectedly. Before the tower moment, we hadn't bumped into each other for a very long time. Then after, it happened 3 times in the space of about two weeks. Also, recently I had a significant conversation with DM about a time when I bumped into his friends. Since that discussion I have bumped into one of his friends many times and yet before that I never bumped into him ever. I know it's all a sync. Many of you will be experiencing synchronicities too and I feel some of you needed confirmation through me mentioning this. 

Literally, just as I am wrapping up this energy update there was a power cut for a few seconds! Everything went black except for my laptop screen as I'm reading this update back to myself (went to battery). Defo felt like a sign!

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