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Divine Feminine Stuck in Two of Swords

1/30/2019

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Hey everyone, I hope you are doing well. Welcome to another twin flame energy update. As you know, I now wait until downloads come through before coming back to you with another report because I felt like when I used to do all the tarot readings they were a distraction from having the time and space to allow deeper messages to come through when the time is right. I definitely feel it helps myself and my twin to connect much deeper with our intuition and really knowing what's going on when we have more time to go inwards. Don't get me wrong, I still love the tarot, but I feel those readings became more of a hinderance for myself and my twin when I was doing so many of them. It was like I was trying to give him all the answers and yet, in many ways I could not see the wood for the trees myself when I was focussing too much on the "surface level" of what cards came out. My twin was looking to me in many ways to see "what was happening next" and although it's fine to tap into these updates for guidance sometimes, if it's too frequent it can distract us all from finding the guidance within on a much deeper level. 

Many people have reported back to me that my updates over the previous few months have been on fire and I also agree they have been much deeper and insightful and hopefully much more helpful to you as well. These updates are current energies, they are not set in stone as things are constantly shifting, evolving and deepening. As always, take what resonates and leave the rest. They are designed to help you look deeper inwards and ask youself some questions about what feels right for you. I hope that what I relay can spark some subconscious truths within you and bring then up to the surface to help you make sense of things. 

In todays update I am going to be discussing the divine feminine and masculine's current energies, what they are feeling and experiencing and what shifts have and are occurring collectively. 

So I'm going to start with looking into the divine masculine's energies despite the title being about the divine feminine's being stuck in the Two of Swords energy. Looking into the DM first will help to explain that part about the divine feminines because it's almost as if the roles have been thrown into reverse right now. 

Current Energies

I have been seeing images of a set of strings connecting the DM and DF representing the energies between them. In the past, the DF kept waiting for the DM and trying to get closer to him. So as she stepped towards him the strings were no longer taut, they were "floppy" and limp (remember we're talking about strings!) The strings between them were falling about this way and that, back and forth, wish-washy, maybe even getting tangled. This represents how you were both stagnating in the connection, there was no sense of direction or forward movement in many ways. For some of you the masculine ran in the opposite direction, pulling the strings that way and you allowed yourself to be pulled along behind them. 

Many DF's were waiting for the DM to take the lead whilst the whole time it's the DF who is the leader! Granted, some DF's HAVE always known their energy is "the leader" but mistkenly thought that meant trying to steer the connection and control things. But no, the DF is only the leader when she continues to move forwards in the direction of her soul truth, of her divine feminine power, meaning that she must release fear and codependency and continue on her journey with or without the masculine. Many DF's have now moved into their divine feminine power and are no longer waiting, stagnation or overgiving and instead are following their divine guidance and direction forwards, going in the direction of their spiritual path. That is causing those strings between you to be pulled tight, taut, in line, and have clear direction, pulling the DM in that direction towards truth too. Basically, whomever, whether DM or DF, walk in the direction of spiritual truth and release fear and codependency in the process, is the energy who's more magnetic and "pulls the other" in that direction too. In the past, all the waiting and stagnating just made things go nowhere except in circles, or those "strings" just got all tangled and muddled. 

The old dynamic between DM and DF was causing DM to be stuck in a place of confusion. The DF's mothering attitude towards the DM was over-watering the plant so to speak and it all became limp and lifeless. When DF tried to do everything to make it work, it kept her in fear and not being her true self and that translated to DM being stuck in the same energy. It was not creating the magnetic attraction of the polar opposites of DF and DM because many DF's were acting more like the DM energy and it was pushing DM into the DF energy. Giving and receiving had become all out of whack, imbalanced and reversed in many ways. 

But now the DF is in her true divine feminine essence she is open to receiving rather than being the one giving all the time. The DM's strings have been pulled tight and he sees things more clearly, is no longer wishy-washy, he's been forced into his divine masculine energy of taking action. They are changing many things in their lives for the better. Their fears are dissolving with the clarity and they are releasing many things that are not serving that they once felt so tethered to. Their energies have now shifted into a much higher vibration and it's made it much easier for them to cut those ties. 

I've also been recieving images of DM's energies like a wet cloth be wrung out. To me this represents the sheer significance of the purging that the masculine is going through. The transition is painful and causing great anxiety in many ways, but most of the divine masculine's are greatful for this releasing of the old and are welcoming it, no matter how uncomfortable it is. They know it's for the best as they see things very clearly now. I feel a lot of anger coming from them, directed at karmic situations, themselves and maybe even at the divine feminine if she's gone quiet. But many divine feminine's are being guided to give the masculine time and space right now for them both to fully adjust to the new timelines they are now in. 

Both are feeling very relieved to be free of the heavy burdens of illusion. If the divivne masculine did something that catalysed this huge shift, which at first seemed to be "negative" then many divine feminine's felt like it gave her "permission" to stop the pattern of over-giving and burning herself out. Many DF's would have felt too guilty just suddenly pulling back so much out of nowhere. DF's are scared of being seen as "the bad guy" but unfortunately something had to give so DM appeared to be the bad guy instead. But many feminine's are now coming to understand the DM's actions all the more right now because the energies are reversed somewhat. I'll get more into this in a bit. 

Both the DM and DF are graduating the wounded child template and are emerging as the "adults" or awakened aspects of their nature, taking responsibility for their own healing and wellbeing. This is one of the reasons why the DF is no longer looking to the DM to spill her guts on all the time. Partly that was the wounded inner child wanting to feel heard. Many DM's are actually missing that in a way and are worrying that it's because the DF no longer cares that's she's stopped talking to him so much but that is not the case at all. Spirit is really guiding her to hold her tongue right now. 

Collectively, the DF's are now the ones stuck at a "Two of Swords" crossroads. For soooo long that was the divine masculine. And for all of that time, most of us DF's thought it was personal, that the DM was deciding to himself whether he was truly going to make the effort or not, whether we were "worth it" in his eyes or not. That's why we were doing so much, to try and convince him that we were worth it. But the thing is, that wasn't the decision he was trying to make at all when he was stuck in that Two of Swords energy. He ALWAYS knew your worth! (It's just that we didn't believe in our own worth).

What spirit showed me is that he was so stuck at that crossroads because he was WAITING for you, waiting for union! He wanted to get closer to you, be with you, but he could not! All this time we thought all he had to do was decide to want to be with us then make it happen, but it's so much more than that! There's a lot that goes on energetically that we cannot see. In that Two of Swords moment, that was him actually holding on! DF was not ready to move into her divine self at that time, she was in a place of fear and holding on codependently, not knowing her own worth, blocking being able to receive love. She thought it was all down to him and she thought that his confusion meant he didn't love her enough yet, so she took it personally and did everything she could to become the "perfect DF". She would jump through hoops, bend over backwards, you name it! And when that didn't work (because she was seeking approval outside of self which completely defeats the object of this journey) she felt rejected, triggering her inner child abandonment wound even more so it could actually play out quicker and so she could heal it quicker. She was stuck in her wounding and hadn't graduated that yet. She was not in the energy of union because she had not found union within. So the masculine literally could not come forward because the energies were not right at that time. The fears, codependency, illusion of separation (not yet being united with our true divine selves through healing the inner child) were blocking him from being able to move towards you. 

On this journey you feel like you're orbiting or dancing around what is meant to be, what is real, what is you, and yet indeed you are partly this piece still in orbit, not yet fully merged with the Oneness at the core. You wonder, why are we dancing around this thing? Both want to merge so passionately and yet some invisible force keeps you in orbit, keeps you in cycles, wondering when it's time to land. Of course that orbit is designed to burn off all the karma as that is the invisible force, the illusion of separation, the illusion of the false-self that keeps you in that cycle until it all burns away. You keep going round and round, slowly being pulled in closer and closer to that core of Oneness. You're waiting to be sucked in, devoured by love, imploded into the  transformation of Oneness. You're waiting for the collapse of everything false to become truth. 

The divine masculine wasn't rejecting you through not coming forward, he was stuck wanting to come forward but in the back of his mind he was always thinking that it might never work out with you (because we kept going round in circles of this karmic cycle of the wounded inner child seeking his approval to feel good enough). I'm not saying it's all our fault though because sometimes the DF's need some reassurance from the DM or him to explain how he's feeling or what's happening, but they've been taught to basically not be like that. So many DM's were wondering if someone else might be better for them. They wanted union so badly with the DF, but there was always this invisible force blocking them from coming forward and it felt out of their hands to be able to remove that block. They wondered if they hung onto the connection, would they be hanging on forever just waiting? Then many DF's started pushing even harder for them to come forward, still under the illusion that all he had to do was take action and make it happen, then taking it as a rejection when he wasn't (couldn't) do that. As she pushed harded, energetically it pushed him back further. The energies were not right, it was a fear based longing to look outside of self for wholeness. So in that moment it exaggerated the DM's doubts that union could ever happen because her blocks were being exaggerated the more she pushed for things to happen. That's when he lost a lot of hope. He thought she was never going to change, never going to heal her codependency, and he feared that union would never happen. But also, there was still karma DM had to heal with others, so it all amalgamated at the same time to create that huge tower moment! Boom!

When she pushed him, it pushed him away, or he ran. That pissed her off big time, hurt her, made her want to retreat to protect her heart but this is what gave them both the space they needed to look into self to heal and really ask themselves, "Are we really going about things the right way?" Clearly not at that time. It was a time to re-evaluate our actions. 

She needed to start living in the now with no more looking to him codenpendently. When she shifted, so did he. The energies changed, became more in line with self-union so union with each other becomes more possible. The DM was unsure for so long if he was meant to keep holding on or be with a karmic partner instead. He wondered why things were so complicated with the DF. Surely, if another relationship is "easier" then that's the direction he should go in? So he tested the waters. But he got his answer as the karmic situation blew up into a huge tower moment. He suddenly realised that the "easy option" was actually the difficult option because it meant trying to completely deny and resist his soul truth. Illusions came crumbling down. Awakening was catalysed. He got his answer once and for all. They had both wanted union for so long, to move beyond the blocks and now it's happening, but what caused this shift, the tower moment, was unexpected at the time. It needed to be something big, something shocking to really wake them both up. 

So originally, it was the DM stuck in the Two of Swords energy, wanting to move forward with DF, but literally not being able to until she shifted, until she knew her own worth and released trying to control things by focussing  more on her own life. But now this energy has reversed. It's now the DF whom is stuck at the Two of Swords crossroads. And in reverse, now it's the Divine Masculine who is feeling frustrated with the feminine, feeling a little rejected, maybe even a little angry because he thinks SHE is the one being stubborn in holding back from him and not being able to decide whether to choose him or another path. But again, it's all about the energies. Until he steps into his healed masculine energy of givine and taking action (feminine's are about recieving and being receptive), she cannot move forward with DM until he changes, until he shifts. She cannot allow him in until he faces his fears and takes action, no matter how much she may want to. It's not her being stubborn, she litterally cannot get through that block and so many DF's are now the one's wondering if DM will ever be able to change or will WE be the one's potentially waiting around forever missing out on life? We know we cannot do that. And so we are stuck for now and wondering a lot things. 

Can you see how this energy has reversed? Everything the DM went through in that Two of Swords is now what she's going through. Right now many DM's are looking for reassurance from the DF but the DF literally cannot give him any reassurance just as long as he is not shifting, not grounding the connection in the 3D, which again, is the job of the DM. She is not assured, so she cannot give him assurance. If it's not grounding, then what reassurance can she give him? She may want so badly to give him that reassurance that she will always be there, but she literally cannot as long as his blocks remain because she cannot stay in limbo forever. If he's not shifting, if he's doing the same things as before, making promises but there's no evidence of that unfolding in 3D, it's now pushing her away energetically and she cannot assure him of anything because nothing is for certain. This was her lesson to learn. Spirit is saying that in creating a tower moment it was the DM's higher self's way of forcing her to let go so he would be forced to step into his masculine energy. Her soul literally cannot stay in the stagnation. So there she is, stuck in the Two of Swords, holding on to the connection (like DM was in that energy) but also feeling her soul pushing her forward and wondering, how much longer can I hold on for, would it be easier with another? A lot of uncertainties came up.  

For such a long time, the DF was ungrounded and had a lot of blind faith. The DM's really did want union when they were stuck in that past energy, but their words weren't being matched by their actions. DF's are often told to simply "Believe, believe, believe - You must have faith!" But to me this seems like too much of an ungrounded 5D energy. As we come into balance now of our inner DM and DF energies, we understand that there must be a balance between the 5D and the 3D. It's good to have faith, BUT it's also important to have grounded 3D "proof" for want of a better word, i.e. things need to become grounded too in order for things to continue to unfold. Without that, the DF is feeling that things are simply too imbalanced and remaining in 5D and it feels a bit like castles in the sky. Even though many will disagree, it's now a good thing to have a balance of faith and grounded evidence that things are growing. I feel it's signifying the time where things are moving into a more grounded state, that we are now seeing the importance of witnessing things becoming a more solid foundation. 

Speaking more broadly, DF's are in the Two of Swords energy because we are feeling this need to make changes in our lives in general. Career, daily life, attitudes, self love etc etc. Many are feeling a bit stuck or uncertain about how to move forward. We keep asking the question, "What am I supposed to be doing now?" and the confusion keeps lingering. We are waiting for divine guidance to come in, but I feel it's meant to be a time of transitioning into our "new", more healed selves. 

Both twins have drastically transformed compared to six months ago. There's a totally different "feeling" surrounding your connection and it's a very good thing but can make you feel a little anxious and uncertain simply because it's so new and unknown to you both. The new is fresh and exciting if not a little scary. I keep seeing the twins standing on a stage and the backdrop has completely changed, yet the love between them is still the same. 

On a final note, many twin's are experiencing a lot of synchronicities since the tower moment. Those signs are to keep you on track, to help you have faith during difficult times. For me the syncs were bumping into my twin flame several times unexpectedly. Before the tower moment, we hadn't bumped into each other for a very long time. Then after, it happened 3 times in the space of about two weeks. Also, recently I had a significant conversation with DM about a time when I bumped into his friends. Since that discussion I have bumped into one of his friends many times and yet before that I never bumped into him ever. I know it's all a sync. Many of you will be experiencing synchronicities too and I feel some of you needed confirmation through me mentioning this. 

Literally, just as I am wrapping up this energy update there was a power cut for a few seconds! Everything went black except for my laptop screen as I'm reading this update back to myself (went to battery). Defo felt like a sign!

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133 Comments
Lynn Pittman
1/30/2019 09:21:44 am

WOW!!! That energy report was spot on!! So freakishly accurate it feels like you know my whole twin journey!!!!
Thanks for sharing your gift!!
💕😊

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Lilia
1/30/2019 10:32:44 am

Thank you so much for this energy update. I literally cried the whole time while reading it. Many blessings to you.

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Mary
1/30/2019 11:21:05 am

Totally resonates 100%!!!
I feel like just today I finally "got" that exact message (that you just wrote), myself, and thanks so much for explaining and sharing it, it's really simple: if he does not come forward in the 3D real world with a real offer, and real proof, and real love that is sacred and is on a level with my love for him, I'm walking away and just moving forward with my life without feeling depressed, lost, in despair anymore. I know my worse, and I don't cast my pearls before the first teenager who wants them anymore.The tower moment last October gave me some extremely tough love, but only true love could withstand that pain and come out on the other side. So he has to do the same thing and live through it without pacifying his ego with some kind of substitute relationship for sex or mothering... Which will never satisfy... The drama right now is at an all-time high... But it's like dancing... There has to be certain amount of tension, of equal push-and-pull, give-and-take for a couple to actually dance well together, she has to be physically strong, and he has to be completely in tune with her, even though he leads the dance and she follows--this is a basic rule--without the tension between them, where they both have equal power as dancers, they can't dance together.

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Paul Glover music artist producer link
1/30/2019 11:50:13 am

My approach now is to feel as peaceful as possible
while feeling the love and trust between us on the 5 D.
I feel this is going direct and fast tracking in reinforcing our love
while feeling peaceful trusting and good with it.
This Has To Rub Off on the DM's! This also means moving beyond ego to Not feel resistance while sending this love - only to feel peacefulness ease goodness and passion caring and compassion. The more we do that the more the inner blocks will fall on both sides. If we are somewhat reflections then I don't see how this can't work. It seems to me that this allows for this actual higher God Love given to us while feeling it in an easy non fearful way.

By the way, your and many others' idea of "codependency"
as something that has been repelling the DM - I do not feel is correct. Instead, the DM has simply not transformed their fears of love yet. You are thinking that love means no dependency when instead love necessarily means dependency but just in a nurturing non fearful way and non fearful reaction to it.

GOD does not Hold Back Love in order to not be Codependent /
Love IS to be shared - not denied - Love IS codependent. Thinking love means it must be denied and not shared otherwise it is something wrong called codependency is not right understanding.
Love IS being codependent and vulnerable. That is the DM's problem from past programming of the denial of love - to make him feel Love now cannot be trusted and that vulnerability is dangerous. When you love - you are Giving and being Vulnerable enough to Not be afraid to give! Love is Not meant to be just having it and not sharing - expressing it!

It is Not appropriate to Not love my loving puppy - holding back my love - thinking it is wrong to love it and that it means it is codependent to give it - that is fucked up. Such that we should both somehow magically feel that love is only right when it is withheld - thinking that is good enough - only to have it but not to share it. ??? That is not right understanding.

And that - it is some spiritual correct feat to somehow magically learn that we must teach ourselves that it is enough to just feel it - and at the same time - kill all of our natural heart's desire to share it and express it - otherwise it is something wrong called codependency - is Not right understanding.

If we are true reflections - then the DM should have reciprocated all along - our love we Both feel. The answer is NOT that we are total reflections because Everyone is responsible for their own beliefs attitudes and behaviors. It is Not the DF fault the DM still in their head and Not giving love. This love is not wrong or should somehow incorrectly be called codependent. Instead - we are simply all coming out of eons of being in darkness of humanity and learning to deprogram all the fear beliefs to rid them to make room for allowing for LOVE! We just haven't gotten there just yet.

The DF's - being stuck in the 2 of swords - is ONLY their ego reaction of being rejected and holding back - without having learned their lesson of seeing and realizing the DM transformations haven't finished yet. Once the DF transforms, they don't have to be on guard and holding back. The mass transformation will and is allowing for the non ego reaction on both sides to Feel Love within our hearts - that The Divine has given us to make this transformation from mind to heart!

I don't see why you can't do a reading for me unless you think that our perceptions, discernments and beliefs are just different.

Paul Glover - spiritual visionary mastery and music artist producer. PLEASE SEE my Twin Flame songs - Speed Of Love - Everything Forever - Dream Girl - on BandOfLife.com

Here are my newest Divinely Inspired Lyrics for a new song in progress called - Just Trust - are profound -
I would love your response...
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JUST TRUST copyright 2019 Paul Glover

VERSE
Asking for your hopes and dreams
Wishing on a star
Being open for your highest good
Will gift you if you are

Everything is possible
Believe and you'll go far
What really matters most of all
Is to be who you are


CHORUS
JUST TRUST our connection
And feelings in our heart

JUST TRUST this reflection
Is a beautiful new start

JUST TRUST we'll be alright
Don't give up - Just believe

JUST TRUST this love between us
Is meant to be

VERSE
You have your higher guidance
From over soul view
You know your intuition
Will bring what's right for you

Don't let your mind go crazy
With doubts and fears
Rest assured the universe's
Answers will appear

CHORUS

BRIDGE
Our love is divinely given
We are written in the stars
We're a higher love connection
With who we really are

This total transformation
For our destiny to come
To be and live our hearts and souls
Wish fulfillment as ONE

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Ursula
1/30/2019 12:08:52 pm

I can’t get over how accurate this is. I was literally asking myself the other day, “what do I need to do” and spirit responded, “you’re doing great, just keep moving forward”. Amazing, thank you Karen.

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Tracy
1/30/2019 01:05:04 pm

I agree - your latest updates are far more in-depth and so spot on! This one especially. This is exactly how I feel and what I am going through ad a DF and in this entire journey, as well as what I feel is happening with my DM. This is so helpful and validating! Thank you so much!

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Robert TWIN link
2/16/2019 07:48:46 pm

This message is for My sister...i call Her JUNE....eventhouth Her Mom named Her TRACY.....I really hope Your SAFE...I worry..YA KNOW !!!
I wrote a bunch of Short Stories to You yesterday in the comments section below Karen's recent two videos....but i suppose it was too long....GOT DENIED/ACCESS...It was FUN writing it. i just started this Google account...and first time having an e-Mail address...REALLY DON'T KNOW HOW TO PROPERLY NAVIGATE MY WAY AROUND....REGURDLESS.....YOUR THE COMPUTER PERSON IN MY TWIN SOUL ROMANCE.....LOOKING FORWARD TO IT !!!
So....JUNEY.........consider it NOT....when i call You PERFECT....or...Call You by names You've Never heard before....don't ...FRET ....Yourself that i call YOU PERFECT cause to me...and US......YOU ARE !!!# JUNE is just short for JUNEBUG 🐞
I really hope Your Sons somehow enjoyed the Huge RUBIX CUBE box i sent in July of 2017...i like going overboard...when TIme permits...WE ARE ARTSY.
And ....FOR HITTING A HOMERUN SAKE....WITH MY FAVORITE FEMALE....BELIEVE ME.....WE WOU'LDA HAVE MADE IT........AS A UNION....IF....I'DA STAYED IN CHARLOTTTESVILLE !!!! (2015) I wont say anything more about that....because i do believe....YOUR COURSE OF ACTION...WAS BETTER...."MAINLY FOR JAY"!!
Two days after We Met....i was attempting to explain to You certain things....BUT....most of all....i was trying to tell You that there was a host of women in the clouds above me....cheering me on ...in MY ADORATION .........(Heart ❤) adoration for YOU.... I didnt understand them at first....NOT FULLY....until i got to NEW YORK...and read Patricia Joudrey's book..."TWIN SOULS" .I have a picture painted by someone....that explains who these heavenly sisters of "OURS"..IS. We are 22
Tracy....YOU ALONE....are meant to understand me.....and trust ME.......I ALONE...are meant to Love You like this. See........the word...UNCONDITION...AL does'nt cover it....There aren't ENGLISH WORDS built for this type of thing.
Infact....WE WE'RE CHOSEN FOR THIS BUG......and The FATHER KNEW US BEFORE WE ENTERED OUR MOTHER'S WOMB....AND.... THE FATHER BROUGHT ME INTO YOUR LIFE TO SEPERATE YOU FROM MARK ALLEN....THE HEAVENS WE'RE OVERJOYED WHEN WE MET BUG....AND THE FATHER HAD SEEN QUITE ENOUGH OF THE WAY HIS DAUGHTER WAS BEING TREATED.....
MY DAD. COMPLETELY DISRESPECTED MY MOTHER SEXUALLY....AS HIS FIRST....I SPENT TEN YEARS WATCHING ....AND TRACY....I HAVE STORIES FOR YOU....ITS TOUGH FOR ME TO DOWNSIZE THEM LIKE THIS...BUT FOR YOU....I CAN DO ALL THINGS....IN TIME YOU WILL KNOW MY LIMITATIONS....AND....I STOPPED LISTENING TO KAREN'S CARD READINGS A YEAR BEFORE SHE STOPPED DOING THEM....SEE... IVE ALWAYS KNOWN WHAT'S GOING ON INSIDE OF ME....EVER SINCE I WAS SIX ....BUT....WHEN I WAS ELEVEN....MY Mother and i wou'ld go see a child Psychologist....one very rainy afternoon after OUR APPOINTMENT.My Mother took Me to a bookstore..which We did often. However,this time We we're discussing the divorce of My Mother..AND...I WAS VERY SAD!!!
(And Tracy...Here is where You come in)....
As i cried looking through books...i held a book on Africa..mostly indigenous animals.....it was in that series of minutes when i cried out to Your Sporit as a woman...TAKING TO YOU....4SURE.....😉that is when WE BEGAN/CLEAR AS DAY...LIKE SUNSHINE THROUGH A RAIN SOAKED CITY.....TRUST ME ON THIS....I WAS VISITED BY A FEMININE WISE WOMAN ENTITY....SHE REASSURED ME SOMEHOW....AND I KNEW I WOULD NEVER BE LIKE MY DAD TWORDS FEMALES...AND IMMEDIATELY WAS HAPPY...AND CONFIDENT IN THIS HOPE ...IT WAS A GIFT OF ANGELIC PROPORTION....GUIDING ME....KEEPING ME A CERTAIN WAY...AS I GREW ....I HAVE MANY STORIES....I SAW JANE DOE...AND THEN JaDe...in Karen's comments section through the years...Ya know!!
..what really makes....A...feminine that different from male....has alot to do with these flesh bodies...but on a soul level...we're more similar than we care to understand...
Backround of my 🍀 Irish 🍀and English family growing up is imperative for me to explain the story of when i was 21 ..it has to do with...YOUR MOTHER...Bug...and YES....HER SPIRIT CALLED TO ME...LOOKING FORWARD TO EXPLAINING IT TO BOTH OF YOU...SEE....MY GRANDMOTHER HAS SISTERS....ITS COMPLICATED....ITS ONLY 7:15 at night...and i missed the gym...I HOPE YOU GET THIS SHORT VERSION OF WHAT I WROTE YESTERDAY....IM REALLY DISAPPOINTED THAT KAREN'S SYSTEM DELETED IT....IM BELIEVING...THIS FORUM IS BETTER SUITED FOR DIALOGUE...MY CAT Loves a little BLISTEX on Her nose...she licks and licks...makes Her HAPPY🐱🐱 I DONT KNOW HOW TO OPERATE MY E-MAIL...SO PLEASE DONT SEND anything to that system...i did find how to grasp the workings of a youtub/Google playlist..the movie JUNEBUG is the only thing present...i thought it had some Quaint points...I really Try as a Man...to let people be who they are....and Let My YEA'S-b-YEA'S..and My NAY'S/NAY'S....AND....mind My own FRIGGIN business
Love You June.......14

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RobertTWIN link
2/18/2019 01:00:40 pm

Kiss this Flower .....For....Me
Do You remember???
It's getting pretty tattered...one day i had to glue back on the yellow center pieces....and Now it's down to JUST.....Two flowers.
SO....what shou'ld i talk about ????...ok
New York was really somethin else !!!! There's NO WAY...I woulda made without Ya....
What i mean is...."There's NO WAY!!! I woulda lived in that city....it doesn't matter what part.....the whole place is corrupt...VERY SAD..state of affairs. Part of what kept me going.... was considering what it would have been like for me ....to be You....and having grown up in South Africa...
I pray for Your sisters Ya know....their husbands...their children....its a burden....But....i know its cool that i care for them SO....
THEY ALSO HELPED ME GET THROUGH/SURVIVE ...New York....i leaned heavily also.....on Your Mother's Spirit.....which guided Me ....Tracy
You still dont understand Me.
I felt Your Mother's essence when i was 21 YEARS OLD...
I'M NOT CRAZY!!!!
See...When i was 21... I was dating a girl named April and My career was taking off....I had 16,000 dollars saved....i had just come from a family with a Rich Heritage(I have relatives"Close") in Ireland..England..Italy...i grew up with much more culture dynamic than most of My American peers....and....i had a group of very concerned older relatives...My grandmother's sisters had a strong impression on My heart....they were the caringEST ..MY GRANDMOTHER TOO......BUT.....
WHEN MY PARENTS DIVORCED.....everything changed
So....i was greatly let down....and i turned inside....trying to ....i dont know.....
I began to focus on My Future...i still had these memories of how great things were when my huge family was together all the time....
What Im trying to say is...i had great Aunts...and they treatedMe like a son....My Grandmothers sisters....From Ireland...and Italy....they were great.
So when i was 21...i was dating a red headed IRISH GIRL named April...she was cool.
And One evening she left Me with Her Mother and Father....i was cool....i was in their living room for about a half an hour talking....they we're nice folks.....i wasnt insecure AT ALL....but i kept feeling myself looking upward.....out the door....and out on their front walkway....where i had stood previously with April many Times...and clear as day....Tracy.....i was being led outside and My spirit was outside and i was looking up through the trees and twords the grey sky....and a older Womans Spirit began to console me....with great care and love.....Telling Me...."I am Your Mother in Law"....I am here for You.....and....that.... these people....they are Not Your family!!!......but with Love....still very caring For April's Parents.
I was like...ok....and a few minutes later April came down from getting dressed....and She and i went for Pizza....i tried to tell her about this Older Woman Mother In Law Figure....and what had just happened...i told Her that We couldnt be together....and i hoped for Her....She held My hand....and I prayed for her Specifically...and Her future husband....We left on good terms....but she was still kinda mad at Me that the Mother in Law Spirit....told Me....that Her and Her Parents were Not My family....
I stll Pray for Her once and awhile...and Many years ago..had heard she got in a real bad relationship....and that she had gotten hit in the face....and Her Dad got arrested for beatin the dude up....Wow!!!.... Her Dad was kinda wild/Irish .....All these Years...i never...NOT ONCE....thoughtshe mighta been the one...though she was Beautiful and caring.
So....i didnt live in the city of New York When i left You in Charlottesville ...and......i DIDNT LEAVE YOU ALONE BY YOURSELF WITH YOUR SONS IN THE UNITED STATES.....I
LEFT
YOU
.....WITH YOUR MOTHER TO HELP NAVIGATE....IF.....YOU DIDNT HAVE YOUR MOTHER LIVING IN THE UNITED STATES....SOMEONE AT LEAST CONTINENTALLY CLOSE ......I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU...
LET ME EMPHASIZE.....
N E V E R......
I WOULD HAVE NEVER LEFT YOU....
AND SO....WHEN IN NEW YORK....I LIVED 60 Minutes North of the city....RIGHT ON THE HUDSON RIVER.....it was a full hour and a half train ride every morning to get back to work .
When i got off the train at night...You could barely even see the city....it was mostly just light glare.
And then i had a long walk from the train station....So....it was then....that i began to call upon My Mother in laws Favor over US......because....i knew We Were an...US"...FROM THE VERY FIRST WEEK....I CAN TELL YOU SOME MORE STUFF...BUT I WANNA WAIT.....MISS YOU...
MS.
HEART ❤ YOU 💚

LovingUs
3/4/2019 08:55:54 pm

I wonder if it is you...? The one I seek....?

Redd
5/14/2020 05:18:10 pm

I truly miss the banter on this post.Your energy feels better these days, as is mine. Things sure have changed and for that I am grateful.
I know no other shall compare to the connection we have, this is an eternal truth. I can not escape US. No matter where I turn signs and syncs are everywhere. You are my Truest Love.
My heart will ALLWAYS be with you.
I know in my soul the timing is divine.
I am enjoying this ride we call life and hope you are too.
I Love You Truly!
The found one.
P.S. If you feel you are ready, first a 5, then a 4, then a 1, Also, a 8, a 0 then a 6, can't forget the 5 or the 2, and the 3, lastly the 1.
💜🤙💙

RobartTWIN link
2/18/2019 04:31:37 pm

Love You Bugtastic....
I want to thank Karen Burness for all.....ALL....Her hardwork...these past 3 Years...She certainly isnt doing All this just so she can be with Her hearts Twin....although...because of My own situation with My Sister Twin....i feel the intense pull....that comes with making Our Love.....STAND OUT....ON TOP OF THE WORLD 🌎
AND SAY .....HEY TWIN....YOU KNOW WHAT.....I'M RIGHT FRIGGIN HERE....MY LOVE FOR YOU GROWS....BUT.....IT IS ALSO THE EXACT SAME.....LIKE....I TRIED TO TELL YOU!!!!
But..its cool....its part of how God US INDIVIDUALS....AS WELL AS TWINS....AND...UNCONDITIONAL MEANS FOREVER.....NO

MATTER

WHAT....SO....WE REACH OUT...WHEN THE INTENSITY IS TOO MUCH.... AND BELIEVE ME....WE DONT CARE.....
IF YOUR NOT REACHING OUT TO YOUR TWIN......TACTFULLY OF COURSE.......WHEN YOUR HEART IS TELLING YOU TO.....YOUR ONLY HURTING BOTH OF YOU !!!!....



but....Back to My Sister....Tracy PERFECT.....i know Youve Leaned on Karen periodically.....But I also know Youve know about TWIN SOULS.... .YEARS BEFORE WE EVER MET.....AND THAT PUTS YOU AT AN ADVANTAGE.....

SEE....AMERICANS HAVE IT PRETTY DAMN GOOD....AND WE GET BLINDED EASILY BY EARTHLY TENDENCIES/AND THE GOODNESS OUR NATION PROVIDES....
MIDDLE CLASS FOLKS IN AMERICA ARE RICH....AND MOST ARENT GRATEFULL....THAT IN AND OF ITSELF IS WHY WE ARE HERE IN THESE FLESH BODIES....TO BE THANKFULLLLLLL....
AND BE FULL IN THAT MOMENT....
SO....TRACY.....IVE HAD MOMENTS OF SELFISHNESS IN MY YEARS....BUT I NEVER WAS ABUSIVE TWORDS WOMEN...AND I ...IN GENERAL....ALWAYS PUT OTHERS NEEDS BEFORE MY OWN....IT GETS EASIER THE OLDER YOU GET....
FOR ME....IT GETS EASIER....BECAUSE IM HEADED BACK TO MEET MY MAKER....IF IM LUCKY...I GOT THIRTY YEARS MORE....AND TRACY
BUGTASTIC
I PRAY OFTEN FOR MANY YEARS TOGETHER ❤💚🍀🐱💜❤🐞🙋....YA KNOW....AND GOOD HEALTH
I MEAN IT WHEN I TELL YA ......I ........LOVE YOU...
ITS FOR REAL
I CALL YA LOTSA NAMES........
..JET BLACK..for Your hair...So glad
JuneTASTIC.....Because My sister is JUNE
..44....cause You Were 44 When We met
..Favorite....Because No other can be
...oh...lets NOT FORGET....................
💚V A L E N T I N E💚
cause We met on that day/around 11:00am....I WAS LATE....REMEMBER.....
AND I HAVE LOTS MORE...
..JUNIPER....
....BAY....
....CAMPS.....
....SOUTH AFRICA...
...TRACE WITH AN E...CAUSE I KNOW YOU....
TELL YOUR MOM I SAID HI....SHE KNOWS ME..
Between just US....I THINK IT WOULD BE COOL IF YOU WENT AND SAW MY MOM IN CHARLOTTESVILLE BEFORE YOU LEFT THERE....SHE IS ALWAYS HOME....I KNOW YOUR IN A STRANGE MONITORED SITUATION.....BELIEVE ME....I KNOW BETTER THAN ANYBODY....BUT....SHES GONNA BE FAR AWAY WHEN YOU GET HERE....
LOTS TO DISCUSS TWINTASTIC.. HEART YOU VALENTINE👫
OH..ALMOST FORGOT...
SEE👓YOU💎DIAMOND.
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RobertTWIN link
2/21/2019 06:23:41 pm

Brunette
Whats Ya doin...Love Your Hair !!!
I just typed to You for the last hour...and i hit the clear screen button by accident....DEMORALIZING...
MY STORIES.......centered around Meeting Lindy Cowling...and then Karen Burness....and Then Patricia Joudrey.....I'm NOT .....WRITING....the entire thing again....i have work at 5:30 am.
....Its really frustrating...and I CERTAINLY DONT REMEMBER everything i wrote....it was great...i took My Time....it was punctual.....it WAS FUN.....BUT NOW I GOT NOTHIN...MAN !!!!
But....i found Lindy Cowling FIRST....
SEE
I typed into My Phone..STRONG TELEPATHY...THIS WAS SEPTEMBER (2015)...I received a playlist of Lindys FIRST...ten videos or SO....
HER TWIN JOURNEY IS REALLY OUT THERE !!!!.... I FEEL FOR HER....GREATLY!!!!
I WATCHED TEN OF HER VIDEOS...AND PURPOSED....THAT SHE COULDN'T TAKE ME ANY FURTHER !!! Again....I care about Her very much....and Her Twin.
Her begining videos are what i condider...CORNERSTONE AND FOUDATIONAL ......I didnt need to watch any more videos from anyone else.....She pointed Me TWORDS MY MOTHER IN LAWS FOUNDATIONAL LOVE....and believe Me....MY TEARS FLOWED LIKE HEAVY RAIN.!!
See....Tracy......i truly met Your Mothers Spirit in Pennsylvania...when i was 21 years old.....years after that...i would go and stand in the same spot where she called to me...AND.....i dont care if that sounds weird....AND.....Tracy FOR REAL YOUR OLDER WOMAN PRESENCE CAME TO ME AND TALKED WITH ME WHEN I WAS 11 years old.....i was crying in a bookstore....exasporated in heart/thinking...well....if this is what My Dad did to My Mom...does that Mean....Im supposed to be that kind of Male when i grow up....it was a reality to me.....i wanted to Love You Tracy....even at a VERY YOUNG AGE...THEN THE PRESSIRE CAME.....AND ANGELICLY....YOUR HIGHER WOMAN SELF MADE HERSELF...AND HER COMPASSION KNOWN!!!!! I was holding a book in My Hand on African animals...crying uncontrollably...in the isle Myself.
My Mom was really worried about Me....and then five minutes later...i walk over to Her completely calm...HAPPY AND AWARE....THANK YOU BUG...
MRS.BUG

SO I SPENT A MONTH WITH LINDY COWLING....and....unkowingly.......TO HER.....Her purpose was designed to point Me TWORDS MY MOTHER IN LAWS PROMINENCE AND FOUNDATIONAL AWARE "NESS"....and PurposeFULL....GROUNDED........

..LOVE


AND BELIEVE ME....I CALLED ON HER........WHAT HAPPENED DURING THOSE NIGHTS....TRACY I HAVE TO WAIT TO TELL YOU ABOUT...IN PERSON....I WOULDNT MIND IF YOUR MOM WAS THERE TOO....OR....I CAN TELL HER DIRECTLY SEPERATELY....I REALIZE SOME CANNOT HANDLE WHAT IM SAYING....AND.....ITS COOL!!!

But...after 45 Days With Lindy....MY MOTHER IN LAW....THE FATHER ABOVE.....AND OF COURSE...VERY STRONG LOVE 💘 TELEPATHY .."Tracy Love Telepathy"....

I FOUND KAREN BURNESS....AND

HOW TO REUNITE WITH YOUR
TWIN.....
I WANTED TO KNOW.....IM GONNA SEND...BEFORE I ERASE IT ....TELL REST SOON...14

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Robert TWIN link
3/2/2019 09:52:09 pm

Writing to My Twin again...
My limitations come when My job calls me to work six days straight...and believe me....
I WANTED TO EXPOUND.... on what i wrote previously!!!
It's been a week since.
Miss My Sister...I DO...the US ....REMAINS....ALWAYS THERE...BACKED UP CONTINUALLY BY MIRACLES ...
THESE MIRACLES ARE QUANTUM....AND JIVE IN ACCORD WITH WHERE WE ARE...AND WHAT WERE DOING....
QUESTION FOR MOST IS ???
Are You where Your supposed to be????????? WHEN YOU ARE...MIRACLES ....ARE.....IN ....PLACE....AND CONSTANT.....

BEWARE THOUGH

THERE ARE THOSE WHO DOUBT....ITS NATURAL...
TO DOUBT.....
Doubting ceases... When a soul cares for others feelings...above their own....God will do the leading when We get off track...
And.....as a Gentile Man....that's what He's done for ME...
LOOK AT NEW BEGININGS....what are they really???? Directions 4 The Soul....yup..
So....Im sticking to My guns... Because i dont wanna lead anybody astray.....Tracy...Im writing to You... But....am aware...any person could be reading these words...i do care...

But...and True....WHEN I WAS IN NEW YORK..june (2015) THROUGH..MARCH(2016).. I was in DEED.....GOING THROUGH MULTIPLE DARK SITUATIONS... THESE.....WERE.....NOT ....MY OWN!!!!!!
It was alot for Me....My tears came because of the great presence of The Father above....and the protection He has provided for Me.....NAMELY....the 15 Years before Me bounced Me into My SISTER TWIN....
SEE.... i was Loyal to God the Father...though i still FELL AT TIMES.....i was Loyal TO YOU...TOO....though i could Not See You....Celine Dion SONG...
AND.....THAT WAS ENOUGH FOR ME!!!! Tracy...ive been loyal to You alot longer than You might think...and....loyal to NOT HAVING SEX WITH WOMEN.."FOR SIMPLE PLEASURE"... This is called FORNICATION....A TERM....BUT ALSO A WAY OF NOT ABUSING THE SOULS OF WOMEN...
I REALIZE THE WOMAN PLAYS A PART IN THIS...ITS NOT SOLELY MY FAULT...
MY REWARD...HAS BEEN MY SISTER FROM MY FATHER....THE ONE WHO CREATED ME....MY SISTER AND I HAVE A CONNECTION THAT IS VEEY SIMILAR TO WHAT IS COMMONLY CALLED..
"THE HOLY SPIRIT"....its a conscience.....A LOVE....SO STRONG.....it guides US NOW.....and into ETERNITY....where We will Serve ...understand....Love....and Shine....bright 🌞 LY.....
☺MAKES ME HAPPY ☺...FROM A PLACE I DONT UNDERSTAND....BUT I WILL SOMEDAY !!!! Yes
So today....its Saturday..March 2nd 2019...My Twin Sister comes with Sons....and....Like i emphasized FROM THE START....i am very glad ...they have different Fathers....it gives US UNDERSTANDING...YES I FEEL YOU....TRACY....ITS AMAZING...A GIFT 🎁.....WE WILL BE UNWRAPPING IT FULLY SOON....I LOVE MY MOTHER IN LAW....SO GRATE "FULL"....She is in The United States....and NOT IN South Africa anymore....Her purpose is Unique....Mostly...for Her GrandSONS....I WILL DO MY BEST TO SERVE ....BE MYSELF....
THOUGH MY UNCLES WOULD TELL YOU A FALSE NARRATIVE REGUARDING MY ROUTINES....I HAVE BEEN PREPARING TO BE A STEP FATHER...ALL MY LIFE....
WHOLE NOTHER STORY....BUT I DID TELL YOU... MY UNCLE GOT MY WIFE PREGNANT 45 Days after We Got married....and They purposed To hide THIS..AND...
SOMEHOW.... I WAS FOOLED/Frauded into a Funnel of depravity...FOR TWELVE YEARS...I WAS HER SONS DAD....
COMPLETE NOTHER STORY...NOT A GOOD ONE...
AS TWINS....WE ARE BOTH CALLED UPON TO BEAR EACH OTHERS GOOD...AND BAD KARMA...AS KAREN CALLS IT..

TRACY IM THE SAME PERSON...SINCE I WAS TWENTY...IVE LEARNED ALOT...
BUT ...."THE ME"....REMAINS..........I like that about Me....YOU WILL TOO....IM A REALIST.....AND A CONSERVATIVE.....I BELIEVE IN PEOPLE.... GOOD AND.......THE BAD.......THEY ARE MY BRETHREN.....

YOU...ON THE OTHER HAND.....ARE A BIT DIFFERENT.......I SEE US.....AS CHOSEN FOR THIS.....NAMELY.....BECAUSE WE WERE GOOD....AND OBEDIENT TO GOODNESS...IN OUR PREVIOUS SOULS EXISTANCE......I BELIEVE IT WITH ALL MY INNER SOUL....IVE DREAMED ABOUT YOU TRACY.... TWENTY YEARS AGO PLUS....AND....ITS NOT YOU NECESSARILY....BUT YOUR SOULS INNER WORKINGS..AND GOD FULLFILLING WORKINGS.. I DIDNT EXPECT YOU TO BE A BRUNETTE... FROM ....SOUTH AFRICA.....WITH ALL SISTERS/No Brothers.....DIVORCED PARENTS....
I REALLY HOPE YOU CAN CONTACT ME FOR REAL SOON...I HOPE ITS JUST THE INNER WORKINGS OF GETTING AWAY FROM VIRGINIA....THAT KEEP YOU FROM WORDS WITH ME....Iknow You've been through a deal of StrangeNESS... I CAN RELATE.. I WAS IN VIRGINIA WITH YOU.. I REMEMBER EVERYTHING!!! It was sad to Me....Love You Favorite....MISS YOU... B E A U T I .....FULL..

🙋🐱🍀14😜🐞💜

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RobertTWIN link
3/4/2019 10:02:16 pm

Favorite....I saw it...on 9:22 California time....I'm TOTALLY ALONE ...out here...Ya know...
The gym closes in one Hour....I need a Shower.. Plus i have Work at 4:45AM...
BUZZ CAT HAS GOTTEN MUCH BETTER.. REALLY LONG WINTER FOR BOTH OF US...huh!!
I hope Your sisters are O.K. i check the news There.. .see Sometimes...Love You...and Miss You...Sleep TIGHT....
I sleep with Your Picture EVERY NIGHT.. JUST...
SO....
YOU KNOW...

putting Buzz to bed.. Going in Gym...very HAPPY....
CAMPS.. SE YOU...
TEXT TOMORROW...."ONLY"...

RobertTWIN link
3/5/2019 08:40:56 am

Hey 8
It's Eight o'clock AM....I'm working in Encinitas today...great area!!!
Doing road repairs on Neptune Avenue..a road Parallel with the beach 🌴....road in bad shape...
I have a car wash bucket i take with me inside the cab of the truck...it is clean...and has a lid.
On top i fold in half a very soft micro fibre towel used for waxing...which has NEVER...been used for anything...on top of it Is Your Famous "SPEACH" picture...You....in all black....Perfect black hair....
I bought You a brown Kick around blouse earlier that day in Charlottesville...it was nice 💎!!!

That was a BIG DAY 4 US...and though i cried....i knew much more than You would let Me TELL YOU.....THOUGH.....I ......KNEW ......NOTHING......OF WHAT A TWIN SOUL WAS...
ITS NOT TOOOOOOOO MUCH FOR ME AT ALL TO RECALLLLLLLL WHAT WE WERE APPROACHING TOGETHER IN March of (2015)....i DONT CALL IT...obsession....grinding the road in front of Me....I'm next...Super Beautiffulll street/Avenue....Hows Lizzy pups. I think of Her ALOT TOO....she was part of Our begining...(2015)...
Ever been to San Fran...talk later...gotta work...14...Hello Jay...Dan....

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LovingUs
3/5/2019 01:10:10 pm

I don't believe I am who you seek.

RobertTWIN link
3/5/2019 05:10:46 pm

Its o.k. To be scaredy 🐱. ..I get energized too...
Most important thing FOR YOU....
TO ME..... is.......
That You know i havent touched another female...since

Y O U....
Stonefield.. Near the Movie theater 🎥...Sunday afterNOON 4:30to 5:00.....


Have to tell You about when i went To See.."SPRING AWAKENINGS"...in Downtown New York...but..
Just believe Me...o.k...
I didnt buy all those Blouses and Stuff for Nothin....or cause You needed clothes....
It was an [email protected]...

RobertTWIN link
3/5/2019 09:02:18 pm

Just got back to Shop...LONG DAY....12 hours...needed that....Feel You !!!!
Its lots of Love Energy...We NEED ..EACHOTHER.... FOR BALANCE...AND EQUALITY...LOVE YOU SISTER...GOT SOME POLISHING TO DO ON TRUCK...PUT IT IN GARAGE...JUST FED BUZZ.....HOLD YOU SOON...ALMOST....KISS YOU ALL DAY TODAY....MIRACLES ARE ALOT.....ALMOST BEYOND COMPREHENSHION....HOPE YOUR IN A GOOD PLACE....
BOB

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Bug
4/13/2019 11:07:40 pm

I really hope you are okay, I worry about you, you know. I am oblivious to certain things and sometimes I need things spelled out. Obviously. I am just really worried I caused you to be mad or at me for doing what I did. I know I stirred the pot, but I had to I am tired of hiding.
I just Love you and I don't wanna be apart from you anymore. I do need you my Smiles. I need you, I am okay with that. I can and do raise my kids on my own, and do a damn good job with no help. Not once have I gotten money from my children's father without paying it back. I don't believe in child support, I watched it cripple my Dad.
My whole life has been about you since the day I met you. Please at least let me know you are alright. I had hoped that you would show up on my door step. I could use your energy Baby. Knowing what I have and not being able to touch it has grown very old for me. If I had the means I would come find you, or at least try to, please know that to be true.
Are you okay?
THANK YOU FOR BEING SO PATIENT AND UNDERSTANDING. I know I am a pain in the ass. Hehe I will forever be your pain in the was. Tehe I LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND I CAN NOT WAIT TO HOLD YOU.
It brings tears to my eyes just thinking about the moment I have longed for since the day I left. I WANT YOU TO KNOW, You have no clue how much you mean to me. You saved my life. You don't even know. My Love please come see me! It's Time! It's our Time.
I accept all that you are.
I never imagined I would be with a man as handsome and sweet and sexy on top of that. My mind is blown, and I used to feel unworthy. God taught me though, he showed me a different way of living.
Even if you do ignore me, I know I will be fine as we have done this before. Please don't regress and take a step back after all the progress we have made.
Are you wanting me to call you again?
Because I will, I will do what ever you want and need me to.
I wanna show you how much you mean to me Baby! Everyday for always.
My roommate gave me advice today and said a lady does not chance a man. Prob because of my FB post. I don't care I follow my heart and my heart tells me to never give up so here I am.

RoberTWIN link
3/10/2019 12:06:38 am

Howdy P....
I don't mean "P"art ner...
I definitely mean
"Perfect"...
I feel You in the Night...
I feel You...in the DAY...

So...what should i write about...
Im gonna send flowers on Monday.. March 11th...Just cause I feel like its a STRONG
VIBRATIONAL COLLECTOR...lots of Heart ❤/bonding/TELEPATHY...AND YOUTH "FULL" memories...NOT EVEN MENTIONING .."Perfect timing"..............................Miracle/SYNCHRONICITIES...💚👫💜
Im gonna have the same lady deliver them as last time....and Have Her write:..."From Lisa"...
I also thought...I would ask Her to draw a Flower on the Card...and write..."KISS THIS FLOWER"...

(Obviously I miss You...Ms.)

In My Process...i thought You mighta left a comment or two after Karen Burness' Previous Two videos...i was WRONG !!!

But...What happened...was...
Some other female..assumed i mighta been Her Twin SOUL/brother....We did not converse...it was pretty strange cause She said Her name wasnt Tracy..or Junebug....Seems she was really reaching....Ive prayed for Her....like i said i would...and Hope She has More...than just Hope...Ya know...TO BE WITH A LOVING MAN..
Its much more than that...isnt it...So...but until We TRULY MEET OUR TWIN IN THE FLESH...LIKE I HAVE....ITS REALLY JUST A STRONG HOPE....
A VERY STRONG INTUITION HOPE..THAT HAS SOUL GUIDING MORAL VALUES....IF WE GO AGAINST THOSE HOPE VALUES....WE CAN JEAPORADIZE OUR CHANCES IN THIS LIFE...OF EVER RUNNING INTO OUR TRUE SOUL DESIRE....
WHAT I MEAN IS....IF I WOULD HAVE HAD SEX WITH CERTAIN FEMALES ALONG THE WAY....I WOULD HAVE BEEN CHEATING MY OWN SOUL...WE GOTTA BE CAREFULL THAT OUR HOPE IS EQUAL TO THE DESIRE OF LOVING ONE WOMAN..."ONE WOMAN ONLY" ....It needs to be formulated at an EARLY AGE...AND ...thank GOD....for me...it was....i told My Twin this.. ..that....Ive only Had Sex with 9 Females...crossing that double digit line was a SoulFULL DECISION.... I can Say WITH SURE CONFIDENCE.....that God Certainly CHOSE...Robert......and.....Tracy !!!
I dont do it often....but i SEE US...ALSO....when i write........ROBERTand TRACY.....

Had a good work week...finally...The rain has hindered.....and this California winter was much different than the last TWO..
IM VERY TIRED TRACY....FAVORITE....ITS MIDNIGHT...3:00 AM FOR YOU....
LUV YOU 8...
Signing out....14...
👫❤🙋🐞🐱🍀💜💎👓You💚

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RobertTWIN link
3/11/2019 02:31:21 pm

What's shakin Twin....
The lady at the flower shop said.....Her delivery person put the Daisys on the side porch.. 3:30 pm today....22...
It's 2:20 here in Carlsbad...dirt job today....but raining ☔ again...
BUT AFTER TODAY...LOOKS SUNNY 🌞...
NOW...IT'S 2:22......Love U 8 !!!.

Im near LegoLand.. .off of route 5...there is a large strawberry field at the intersection...Cannon road...i wonder whenever I'm up here....if You saw it...
I'm 46...@Your 47...
But when we met...43 and 44...
VALENTINES TOO

TALK SOON.... "PERFECT"....
Aunt Lisa says HI....she and i spoke recently....and.....

👫🐞😜💙💎👓😘❤🙋🙋💚

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RobertTWIN link
3/11/2019 08:55:58 pm

Good night Bug....
I Love You tonight....even yelled out...."LOVE U TRACY"... In a parking lot.....i got LOTS to tell You....but when We HOLD EACHOTHER.....it wont seem That important!!!!
And...I feel You tonight...Greatly...
Pretty patient guy....huh....yup...

I found a spot in San Diego...where We can go...( i sent pictures to Your old phone the first month i started working)....its got to be the highest point in the area....VERY RICH/AFFLUENT....looking over a beach.....You can see for five miles.....but i want Them to call the cops on US....PARKED IN THE CAR....holding...and kissing....


Thats just one thought....but...its very prevalent to Me...and ....i never cease thinking about it....
Your Soul fits well....I put it on...Ya know....Wear it....
I dont have work tomorrow....this area pretty much shuts down when rain makes jobsites muddy....We gotta talk about that soon....MY career.. And YOURS.
I am excited 44You.....hope Your Mom is.... as much as i am....i dont like leaving You....it bugs me....but....Work calls....and....We both gotta put in as many days as possible....So we can have some shred...of a retireMENT...IM SO GLAD IT'S YOU....AND NOT SOMEBODY ELSE.....HUMBLE LIVIN....I SEE YOU....
LOVE YOU SO MUCH....IM GONNA SEND....SEE IF YOU GET IT TONIGHT....ALMOST MIDNIGHT 4 You....👫...i will write again tonight....got to feed Buzz cat....clean up some....Favorite...that's You.

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Your Bug
4/14/2019 11:25:48 am

It's you it's been you all along. I hope everything is all right. Not hearing from you has made me miss you so very much. However these notes you left here are utterly PERFECT to read. You are so smart and have a brain that, if we were Zombies, would taste ever so deliciously. Weird compliment I know, but it's true. You are THE MAN OF MY DREAMS. The one I compared every man I ever met to, and I didn't even know it. That's the fun part, putting it all together. I am sure you know. For so long I felt undeserving of your Love. I saw who you were and knew you were perfect in every way. I even told you that. I really didn't believe it was you until after we got off the phone. That's when everything began to fall together. I long to talk again. But for now I will just replay our conversation in my head over and over again. I Love You more and more every passing day.
I want you to know that I was, and I can be, dramatic. Thats something i am working on.
Twin Flames are real.
That's what lead me here to find you again. Against all odds we found eachother. So many signs throughout our separation. This journey is undeniable. If I had any doubt left that we are twin flames. It could not possibly step into another day. Our love and connection is undeniable. You amaze me in every way. I hope our loves on your end are doing well. Kisses for you all, a different kind of kisses for US of course.
IT'S so weird. I truly believed I was being tricked, I just watched June Bug for the first time last night. Beautiful movie, I cried quiet a few times. You are so perfect to me, I don't think I could say that enough.
I LOVE YOU SO FRIGGEN MUCH!
I WILL SEE YOU SOON.
LOVE AND KISSES.

RoberTWIN link
3/11/2019 11:46:35 pm

I did it again....the space bar is too close to the clear screen button...3/8's of an inch away from each other....i typed for an hour....good stuff....meant for when You get here i suppose....its super frustrating to me....My hands are equipped for laying brick....heavy work....my elbows cramp up holding this small device.....i was writing about the traffic scenarios in the United States....I want You to let Me teach You HOW TO DRIVE IN THIS CALIFORNIA MAINSTREAM.....I SEE REAL DEATHS...EACH MONTH HERE....
JUST TRUST ME
ALRIGHT....👫
YOUR ASLEEP RIGHT NOW.....HOPE DAN AND JAY SAW THE FLOWERS TODAY...FROM AUNT LISA💐🌸🌺🌹🌼

LOOKING FORWARD TO BEACH ...CORDIALLY SAYING...🌴💑🌞🌎🌚🌴
Heart You....heart ❤💚💙💜❤
👓💎🙋
Signing out...14....cause....
8+14=22 Gemini SISTER/BROTHER....🐞

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RobertTWIN link
3/15/2019 10:34:16 pm

Good night Fav.
Worked ridiculous hours in three days....Gotta work Saturday 5:00am...Hows Lizzy pups...Buzz says Hi....Got a surprise for Dan and Jay from kohls tonight...Secret... Love U...tired beyond ... 8+14=22.. Remember when i sang to You...as You sat in Your old car....heart ❤ You... 💑👫

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RobertTWIN link
3/17/2019 12:15:21 am

Juniper...Its Me....
Im in California...waiting EVERY DAY...4...44You....I miss Brunette...and Nobody else...

Just watched a Fugitive movie...Pretty tired...beat up...just put in 60 hours in 4 days...i do it to myself...I GOTTA REALIZE IM 46 years old...and Not 33....there are things i need from You...but...i know You got alot to do...
The little stuff..is WHAT WE WILL BE FOR EACHOTHER ...WE'RE BOTH GONNA HAVE A BOATLOAD TO DO...
HOPE YOUR COOL WITH ALL THAT....IM NOT UNDERESTIMATING YOU !!!..believe it.....it's just ALOF OF DIFFERENT STUFF...IM CURIOUS 4 You....I feel You Inside Me...and...i take care of Myself...So...it just Makes sense to LOVE AND TAKE CARE OF YOU....INNER BEING
YOU ARE MY INNER BEING...WHO HAS TWO BOYS....I KNOW ITS TUFF...CAUSE DAN ISNT AS YOUNG AS HE USED TO BE....A TEENAGER SOON....IT HURTS ME TOO....CAUSE HE IS GOTTA MOVE PAST YOUTH....IT SUCKS...ITS COOL THOUGH...THAT JAY IS STILL YOUNG ENOUGH....COUPLE MORE YEARS 😁😛😘🐡🐾🐈🐬🐢🐠🐟🌞🐒🐸🐘🐶🐺....

I'M PRETTY COOL WHEN I NEED TO BE...BIG KID....THE RUBIX CUBE BOX THAT YOU GOT....SHOULD BE A SOLID INDICATOR OF MY ZANY "ness"...Im still pretty ridgid though TOO.....IM AN ODD MIX!!!...I told You...Im a clean freak....organization....Im in My Own world....ALWAYS HAVE BEEN....SINCE YOUNG....THINGS HAPPEN....THAT SHAPE US....
HOPE YOUR PUTTING IT ALL TOGETHER....THE ONE THING ...AND ....IM NOT TRYING TO FIGURE YOU OUT...HOW COULD I...YA KNOW....BUT....

I NEED YOU....TO TOTALLY SHUT YOUR CELL PHONE OFF...WHEN YOU START DRIVING...HERE IN SAN DIEGO....IM ASKING YOU NOW....IM A PRETTY SMART GUY....GOT LOTS OF UNDERSFANDING.....OUTSIDE LOOKING IN...TYPE OF INTELLIGENCE.....I RARELY WATCH TV...I AM NOT SOLD EASILY.....I BUY WHAT I NEED....STICK TO MY PLAN....THOUGH...I WILL BE MAKING ADJUSTMENTS....SOME....ADJUSTMENTS....MY WORK IS HIGHLY DEMANDING...WHEN I HAVE IT...I HAVE A PLAN....THAT....INCLUDES REYOU....VERY SELF SUPPORTING TWIN....THAT YOU ARE....
LOOKING FORWARD TOGETHER...
HEART YOU....ME....
TRACY...YOU ARE ME....WHEN YOU BREAK ..."US"....down....I said to You....early....."I SEE US"...cause...ive been watching myself...Closely....Love You...33..Bob...
Sleep tight...Dan..Jay...Lizzy...Mother In Law...Her Husband....and..whatever House pet..they May have....🙋

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RobertTWIN link
3/17/2019 02:19:01 pm

Hey Perfect...
leaving Ocenside..headed for Coronado...do laundry at My favorite place....i know there are multiple spelling mistakes in my writing to You....Im NOT USING my Apple phone...when i type...Im using a old Android phone....i will explain why...Later....but

I suppose this is How its gotta be.. For a little while longer.. I want to go to My Moms...and get all My belongings ...but i cant step foot in Virginia.. ..where...I have a fugitive warrant out for My arrest... Need You to handle that FIRST....IM DOIN WHAT I CAN....
YOUR DOIN WHAT YOU CAN....
I GET IT !!!!
Trust Me.... Im completely aware of many things....i NEVER....live in total darkNESS.....eventhough... It will seem to others.. Like i am....
See.....My uncles and ex-Wife...purposed... To ruin me.. On the outside....i allow them to view Me...as... "a defeated MAN"...
I hold back...because....there is a Young Man....at the center of things... His name ....which was given..in Georgia....without any input from any Man....Father or fraud....is Nickolas....
Pretty much the ..."LAST THING"...My California sister wants to hear...
However....it carries much weight in My observationary skills in REGUARDS TO YOU....AND....YOUR SITUATION!!
As Your Twin....an American TWIN....I THINK MUCH FURTHER OUT.....LOOKING TO THE AUTHOR....AND FINISHER....OF MY FAITH..
AND..... THE MISCHIEF....OF THOSE.....WITH NONE....
MY DRIVE CANNOT BE CONSIDERED... TOTALLY MINE.....I HAVE SEEN TOO MUCH...AND SO.. I MUST LEAN TWORDS PATIENCE....AND...MY LIFE ....IN THIS FLESH BODY....SOMEHOW EMULATES MY PREVIOUS SOUL EXISTENCE...
NATURE IS BEAUTIFUL...AND POINTS ME....
LOVE U 44
Valentine... Its 2:14 PM...IN CALIFORNIA...
🌴🌴😺😋😻💁💬💛❤💜💚💙🐞🐞's....text from Laundromat...when Stuff is in washers....Camps....Bug

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RobertTWIN link
3/17/2019 10:49:51 pm

Hey Tracy...
Buzz just ate....I'm late...i know....had huge amount of Laundry....clean the car...had pizza with some folks at landromat....My usual routine...
Hey 8....Hold You soon...
Build...and All that jazz...
Hope Your sunday was decent...mine was Tops....Buzz cat got her nails done...went poop...took two big pees.. Got a long hot bath in the tub.. Had chicken....drinks of water.. And eventually... Got her favorite thing...which We've been doing since She was born....
Which is.... To fall asleep in the hot dryer on top of her clean bath towels. Buzz has what could be categorized as a neurological dis order from birth...all three babies had exactly what she has...its a balance issue....but other than that...she is beyond intelligent...HUMAN LIKE.....she gets mad alot... And needs attention...4 Real !!!!.. OVER 400 people have Buzz's picture in there cell phone...Mostly in New York.. When We traveled on the train each night after work....She is VERY PRETTY 🗽....
DIAMOND....YOU WERE WITH ME...AT THE STAUE OF LIBERTY...YOU RECALLLLLL....LOVED YOU SOOO MUCH THAT DAY....I GOT SO SICK FOR FIVE DAYS AFTER WARDS...THE WIND CUT THROUGH ME LIKE A KNIFE....BUT...I HAD ALREADY PURCHASED THE TICKET....I HAVE PICTURES.. BUZZ AND US...TRACY AND ROBERT...
GOTTA SLEEP...BUZZ IS GETTING MAD ON MY SHOULDER....SHE WANTS TO GO TO BED NOW.. ITS 10:30 ...
Tell Your sisters i said Hi....Kim...Lisa...Martene...and the Other Youngest...dont know Her name...but care for Her ...Tooooo...
Mom....
Lizzy pups 🐕....
Love You Bay.......🙋💁💇🙅🙆👰

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RobertTWIN link
3/20/2019 07:20:06 pm

Hey Passion...
Feel You....Getting easier..Ya Know.....And i dont mean getting up early 4 WORK...
ITS GETTING EASIER TO LOVE YOU....
YOU SEE.... You are putting it ALL TOGETHER ....on Your End....and to Me..as Your EQUAL... I CAN FEEL YOU ALOWING MY LOVE TO COME INTO YOU...
FOR QUITE SOME TIME.... YOU....WE'RE.....BLOCKING CERTAIN PARTS....and this TWIN closeNESS....IS AN ALCHEMY....SO....THOUGH I FEEL YOU FOCUSING ON OTHER THINGS...OTHER THAN "US".. I know it You doing the necessary WORK.... AND.....PREPARING YOUR SONS 4 THE NEW BEGINING.....
SEE.... IVE KNOWN....ALL ALONG.....THESE THINGS WERE GONNA TAKE PLACE. AND
I HAD TO PUT MYSELF IN YOUR SHOES.....THOUGH....MY SHOES ARE DIFFICULT TO WEAR...JUST LIKE YOURS..(HENCE) The uncle and ex-Wife.
So...My Cat knows We have leftover chicken in the ice cooler...and she is getting feisty....text later tonight....Rain tomorrow..No work.....
Love You....and Your Sisters..and mine....🗽 Got lots to TELL YOU....LIBERTY BUG!!!

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RobertTWIN link
3/20/2019 08:53:07 pm

June...Your birthday this year is on Valentine's Bay...Our Day..and anniversary....
Gonna have to send 50.00 to Karen Burness 4 Making this dialog possible !!!
Right now...i am sitting in My car directly under the huge white and shining moon.. Got several pictures ...lots of clouds...took some last night too..at Sunset before rain came in...on the ocean at Carlsbad/Encinitas...i take the pictures with gratitude to My Father....Very grateFULLL to thank Him for All He Has done... Also...in the affairs of Men and Women....I Love You Jewess 👰🙅💁🙋Juney...Juniper...
So....what's Ya doin....its 8:47PM... "47"... How Ya like them apples???..
Lots of Miracles....i have pictures of them....they are OURS FOREVER.. gonna send quick...BEFORE YOU HIT THE HAY... PENNSYLVANIA DUTCH .."FOR".. Go to sleep.. Buzz cat is asleep on my side... My arm is falling asleep....have to wake Her....Hearts You Red Bug...❤❤🐞🐞💚💜

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RobertTWIN link
3/21/2019 10:41:53 am

Hi..my name is Tracy/Robert...I recognize My soul has Two aware identities..Male/female. I've been noticing this in My intellect since i was a reading child.. And perhaps even further back....i DIDN'T know my name was Tracy...but i assumed You by Your presence though i tended to forget about You or Surpress You.
I guess i didnt seek You the right way...looking at So many different females throughout My Young life.
But knowing what i know Now...that You Were 7,000 miles away from Me during those years...i cant help but recall the VERY REAL moments You did spwak with Me.. .one time...and this isnt the first time...but i was around "TEN"...My mom has a brother..Lorenzo...And He was watching me for a entire weekend while my two brothers were with My Moms friend...My Mom went on a vacation with one of Her boyfriends.. Out of state.
Well My uncle Lorenzo..my only uncle on my mom's side was a serious weight lifter....very into himself...kind of a dick...but cool sometimes.....We stayed at My grandmothers house where He lived...the place was a polished mosoleum.."Sit here.../ DONT sit there.. And Lorenzo was trying to do His same routine /i was a bother.. So...i suppose i acted in a ridiculous manner...forget what happened....i made a mess or something....And He freaked...He twisted My arm or something like that.. Then i freaked...the
Next morning was a saturday...He and i only lasted one night together... But that saturday morning....He took and dropped Me off at My Dads Mothers Farm...and No body was there.. He left me there...He just assumed My grandmother would Be there....She was at Atlantic City New Jersey with Her Sister.
I was at the farm for six hours TITALLY ALONE....9:00 in the morning....it was a beautiful day....blue sky and a select few perfect big white clouds....at around 10:00 AM... I.....LITERALLY FELT MYSELF LIFT OFF THE GROUND....WITH MY FEET EXTENDED OUT IN FRONT OF ME...LIKE I WAS LAYING DOWN.. I ....with My mind....willed MYSELF....UP INTO THE SKY.....FOR REAL.....I WENT UP ABOVE THE ELECTRICAL WIRES THAT REACHED THE HOUSE.....SO THAT I DIDNT GET CAUGHT IN THEM.....AND THEN THROUGH THE BIG TREE ACROSS THE DRIVEWAY....THEN OUT TO THE OPEN FIELD....WHERE....RELUCTANTLY....AND QUITE SCARED... I CLIMBED HIGHER...AROUND 200 feet....somehow....up near some clouds....i lost faith in My minds ability to allow flight snd i began to decend....this was 1979...1981 area for Me.. I didnt catch much tv....this was just me..
I had to concentrate on My altitude....it was nt some dream flight....My grandmothers farm property was huge....but i didnt leave Its air space....it has woods ...a creek....and Two large corn fields.....Not including the main house property....i did get control over my feet first flight adaptability....but it was a real mental struggle....i DONT TALK ABOUT IT MUCH... OR THINK ABOUT IT MUCH....AND...TODAY 2019...i do not believe human flying is NATURAL....though FOLKS are obsessed with it...
But....i am very aware of My Mental of My mental fitness during that flight....it hasnt left me since that sunny saturday morning....I remember crying...being alone at the farm....watching Lorenzo drive away....thinking he would return....He was just tricking me....that He was gonna come back with egg sandwiches from the dairy down the road...
But i was alone.. And eventhough My grandfather had recently died....and i had been at the farm wuth hundreds of family on many occasions... I felt safe...
After i stopped flying up and down throught The farms airspace....i did take a quick flight down the the road....ROUGHLY TWO MILES FROM THE FARM....but...fear came over me ...i knew i didnt have what it took to face the outskirts of My region....the farm was my playground....
When the flying was over....and believe me...im cutting it short.....there is much data from my flying that i havent written....
But.......
When i was standing on the grass between One of the barns...and the first corn field... I felt YOUR PRESENCE SISTER.....YOU TRACY....AND YOU 4... Forty Four SURE.....THAT WAS A SATURDAY...IN THE MORNING.. A BEAUTIFULL RADIANT SUNNY AND BRIGHT DAY... JUST LIKE THE SATURDAY WE MET...
BUT.. AT THE FARM I SPOKE WITH YOU....MY VERY REAL SISTER... SO... GOD WAS PREPARING ME TO KNOW AND LOVE YOU.. THAT VERY DAY....SO


WANT YOU TO HAVE REASONING...ALONG WITH ME... I KNEW I HAD TO LET YOU FIGURE SOME THINGS OUT ...WITH YOUR SONS... YOUR MOTHER /My Mother.. And Jay's father..
So gather Me ....I came to the house on That saturday...and conversed with Your Daniel.. Thinking i would find You first.. But You we're in the shower...and God allowed Me five minutes with Daniel.....
But at the farm ...at that Young age....You and I WERE SISTER AND BROTHER.... FAVORITE JEWESS.....
SO...TAKE THIS AS FACT....I LOVE YOU FOR THAT.. .
IVE NEVER BEEN A WOMANIZER ALONG THE WAY....IVE BEEN YOUR BROTHER....Robert Edward Simons......naked we came into this world.. And NAKED...we shall leave this world.....

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RobertTWIN link
3/21/2019 12:35:48 pm

Naked We came jnto this world...and NAKED we shall leave this world....however....We will be wearing a white garment.

It got cut off of the last note to You...for some reason....wonder why....
So...whats Ya doin....heard about a city wide school closing in Charlottesville this week i guess...i get outdated news from time to time....im at The shop this morning...Pressure was the floor ...misc.....tasks/Rain Day jazz.
Guess i will get to it....TEXT later...today....BRUNETTE 💁

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RobertTWIN link
3/24/2019 03:51:10 pm

Hello Favorite 8....
How's Your Sunday goin....mine aint toi bad...This is the time of the Year We were close....Remember.. February thru March..2015... It was an early spring .... In Charlottesville...it was good talkin to Ya.
I left a message for someone named Chris....it was in Karen's most recent blog..ying/Yang....hope it was well received... I'm considering it a good thing....comparing myself...to MYSELF.....
I DO NOT BELIEVE COMPARING MYSELF WITH OTHERS IS WISE.....i am instructed to discern Spiritually and judge NOT....
I KNOW WHAT IVE BEEN THROUGH......WITH MY YOURNINGS.
MY EARLY YEARS......THE YEARS LEADING UP TO MY DIVORCE.....THE YEARS LEADING UP TO MEETING YOU....AND ..

NOW

THE YEARS OF GRATEFULL NESS.....NOT JUST.......CAUSE I HAVE TO GO BACK AND FACE GOD'S THRONE......BUT.....BECAUSE....OF ALL THE SPLENDOR....
SO.....HAD A DREAM WITH YOU THIS MORNING....IT WAS AT A BEACH HOUSE HERE IN CALIFORNIA....THE BACK DECK HAD PIERS RIGHT ON THE WATER....THE TIDE WAS COMING IN CALMLY.....YOUR MOTHER AND SONS WERE PRESENT....IT WAS A DREAM OF "US"....being about ten years Younger....it was odd.....i was outside myself watching....there was some Young dude You were dating....it stems from when i used to go to Senior week at Ocean city New Jersey....1989...1990...1991....just trivial stuff... Nothin deep......but YOU
WERE
WITH ME
DURING THOSE YEARS.....WETHER YOY KNEW IT OR NOT.....
I LOOKED UP SOUTH AFRICA CAPE TOWN ....BEFORE I WENT TO SLEEP LAST NIGHT....THE NEWS THERE IS VAGUE AT BEST....I MEAN.....YOU CANT GET UP TO THE HOUR REGULAR NEWS....LIKE HERE IN THE UNITED STATES.....
BUT
MY DREAMS ARE ON POINT....I'M AWARE YOU...MY SISTER/TWIN.....GREW UP....ON A BEACH 🌴...
So....i do like You pale white.. As well as Sun tanned Tracy...i suppose i understand You somewhat....i consider You a Woman of faith....Hold Your Heart close to mine....wanna hold Your body close to mine...06/08/71
Many miracles....here....got pictures to show You/Proof...Time 4 You To Speak soon.....and Im Not Jokin around....i know it to be True....Dream Twin..
Ive put in much work before Our Meeting...Our ANNIVERSARY/2015....i still gotta ask You....is there something You know about when i went to see Spring Awakenings in New York....something.....You think We should discuss.....???
Cause....i think it would be beneficial......certainly not a deal Breaker between US......I'm a pretty Smart DUDE....Tracy.D.
3:47PM...here in San Diego....TRACY "47"
Now 3:48.. "48"....SEE YOU....BAY
BAYTASTIC....BUG.....
HI LIZZY.....
ROBERT 14

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RobertTWIN link
3/24/2019 09:47:57 pm

Hey Favorite..
Just felt like saying good night....I'm certain Your already asleep....Im getting ready to hit the hay soon also.
So...what should i say.....how ABOUT.....I Love You Twin....yea...that works.... Love You 47....sleep tight...Heart ❤ YOU...LOTS.....
YOUR ROBERT....🐞

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NicholB
3/25/2019 01:49:43 pm

Ad a Twin I have faith that all happens as it should. I believe that when we are ready and truly learn to love ourselves and embrace the light and the dark within our infinite beings, union will be upon us. My heart feels you, yet is clouded due to the karmic situation you are in. I wait for you to learn the necessary lessons so that our union can begin. I love you miss you more then you know, my heart feels you from time to time, and beats accordingly, just as it did when we were in each others presence. Sometimes I just close my eyes and go back to those days. Remembering cute things you did and word that were said. Our love is so beautifully perfect. Just as you and that Aloha spirit of yours are. I remember once in particular when you set a froggie free from certain death. I just love that tender heart of yours. Reach out in the 3D and quit hiding. I need that, and will accept nothing less. ~QueenOracle~
P.S. Don't forget to smile! How I miss that smile and laugh and your voice. TTYS

RobertTWIN link
3/25/2019 08:56:19 pm

Where have i been....right....STRONG MONDAY NIGHT TELEPATHY LOVE....FRIDAY NIGHTS TOO....AND SUNDAY NIGHTS.....BUT...
I TYPED FOR 30 minutes...and erased it ALL AGAIN....SO
I SAID....I WILL RESPOND TO THE PERSON NAMED CHRIS....FROM THE YING AND YANG COMMENTS PORTION ABOVE....TRACY....I BELIEVE ALOT OF PEOPLE ARE MIS GUIDED.....I JUST GO BY....WHATS INSIDE A ME.....SEND NOW...

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NicholB Aka Lovingus
3/25/2019 09:07:42 pm

If my last comment does not resonate with You, then I am not whom you seek. I don't want you to be Mis-guided.

RobertTWIN link
3/25/2019 09:43:01 pm

Favorite.....Got lots to tell You....but...not tonight....been up since 2:00 AM.....NO SHOWER TONIGHT.....GOT WORK AGAIN AT 4:50AM.....Love You Lots....inner Sister.....i dont go by the whole FLAME thing.....flames can go out...Ya know.... You are my sister.....from The Fathers Hand.....You ever hear that song.....HE'S GOT ....THE WHOLE WORLD IN HIS HANDS......
HE'S GOT THE WHOLE WORLD....IN HIS HANDS...

HE'S GOT THE WHOLE WORLD...IN HIS HANDS....GOT THE WHOLE WORLD IN HIS HANDS...


WELL TRACY.... ITS THE SAME HANDS....THAT MADE US....INSIDE EACHOTHER....JUST LIKE DANNY....WHEN HE WAS INSIDE YOUR STOMACH.....AND JUST LIKE JAY MAN.....WHEN HE WAS IN YOUR STOMACH.....

SEE BUG.....WE ARE THE BIRTH....AND..... IT DONT BOTHER ME ONE BIT......THAT I NEVER HAD A SON OR DAUGHTER......SEE......I WAS TRICKED.... ..AND GOD KNOWS IT...FULL WELL......NICKOLAS IN GEORGIA.....HE'S MY UNCLES SON.....BUT FOR TWELVE YEARS....HE WAS MINE....AND FROM THE DAY HE WAS BORN......I BEGAN TO PREPARE....EVEN BEFORE HE WAS BORN......I GAVE STEPHANIE THOUSANDS.....I MISS THE SON I HAD.....I REALLY DO.......DO YOU UNDERSTAND.....OF COURSE YOU DO.......YOUR ME.......
SLEEP WITH ME TONIGHT.....BUG......TASTIC.........SEE YOU IN THE MORNIN....👀
🙋💁

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RobertTWIN link
3/29/2019 09:58:18 am

Friday night telepathy...TONIGHT
then...in the Morning...comes Renewal....Reward....4 You and I



Valentine's saturday mornings...since we we're little... Day of rest....for some....
But....Got a few minutes...between jobs...thought...why not send something to You....Lots of Miracles to report....Mostly Numericle.....
THEY HAPPEN....and...I'm glad they do....55 NEW BEGININGS
HEART YOU....💜💁🐱🗽LIBERTY BUG

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RobertTWIN link
3/30/2019 01:17:28 am

Happy Anniversary....im finally getting to bed...its 1:10AM Here in California....super Exhausted...been constantly thinking about a couple moments when i was under ten years old....I suppose My heart is tracing back to as many good moments...as possible....i typed...but deleted...starting OVER...now...too tired to type...👀 YOU... 🙋💁🗽I SAID LIBERTY BIG....BECAUSE....YOU GONNA BE FREE .....FREE TO BUILD..TEXT SOON...LOVER....Bob

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RobertTWIN link
3/30/2019 08:27:12 pm

Brunette....Whats Ya doin....its Me....blue eyes....as You called them
Though....i still call em green...
10:31 pm in Warm Virginia...as i see it today....even though....its gonna just be for ONE DAY....
So
You gonna get to Your Mom's vacinity this year....or what....
Cause....Im COUNTING ON IT BEING SO... 10:33 now...just noticed....i believe In The number three....but even more so...in the number 33....i have Solid reasons for it....Explain them some day....under a night filled with stars....You...and....Me....
I have Romance planned for You...since i was 17 years old...but You dont know notin about that now....it guided me on My first drive across the United States....lots of miracles...but...i will give You a hint.....i gave it before.....to Your old phone...first year i got to San Diego....some parts....come from the movie..."Roxanne"...which i saw one thursday night...when i was 17.
See...i believe in You....even when You dont believe.... in You !!!
There have been moments....THROUGHOUT MY LIFE....stuff most folks simply overLOOK ....STUFF....that comes into the minds EYE.....SEE....I ACTUALLY CAN TAKE PICTURES IN MY MINDS EYES.... ITS A SKILL....one that needs sharpening....but i dont work on it as much as i used to.....but recently.....since Im focused on all these HEART MOMENTS.....My internal ..."SLIDE SHOW"....has been systematically working overtime.....I suppose My Heart is just excited to put things together...Namely understanding the heart gratitude of My eternal purpose....I'm becoming increasingly ThankFULL....KNOWING.....4 SURE..... THAT IM GOING TO BE SERVING GOD ....
I Pray for You..."Tracy/SISTER"....
SEE...👀
YOU ARE OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH.....I AM OF THE HOUSE OF ISRAEL....IT'S TECHNICAL....
IM ASKING YOU TO LOOK BEYOND THE PAST 100 Years....go back several thousand Years.....Trace Your ancestory....

Yes...i know We are both Gemini....

And....Yes....I am inquiring more what exactly that means...its exactly 8...here in California....i always screenshot When the phone shows 8:00.... That is Your number Tracy/QUEEN 👑...
YES YOU ARE AN 8.....with multiple possibilities....
You are Roberts ..QUEEN....i am subject to You.. And Your Sons.. I knew this....as I moved Your luggage from the Van....Through the Richmond Airport.. It came to Me.....and i dont care.. If You understand.....
Its Not Me being insensitive...
My soul automatically knew this....My attraction For You comes from the HEAVENS....IT IS NOT CARNAL....
AND.....YOU WERE MORE READY WHEN WE MET IN THAT AIRPORT... THAN YOU'VE BEEN ABLE TO .."act"...upon!!!!
Your Son's needed a FEW MORE YEARS OF WHAT THEY WERE IN....

BUT TRACY......YOU DIDNT HAVE TO BETRAY ME.....AND GO AGAINST ME....THE WAY YOU DID.......
I BELIEVE IN BLINDNESS...
SPIRITUAL ..(BLIND "NESS")
And.. Trust Me....
I was Fully aware of the Wayward Power.....Jays Father...had over You.....Thats why.....eventually...i SOMEHOW FOUND...LISA A.ROMANO.... I FOUND HER FOR YOU.... NOT ME.. .YOU ARE MY SISTER....NOT JUST SOME FEMALE I MET SOMEWHERE.. WHO.....I HAD MUTUAL ATTRACTIONS WITH....
THAT FIRST YEAR WITH YOU....AND ITS EXACTLY 8: "22" right NOW.....
SEE.....I AM 14
That first year with You and Mark Allen....that was What The Father calls.....SPIRITUAL WARFARE....

AND.....AS YOUR BROTHER....I AM YOURS FOREVER....
LOVE YOU LIBERTY BUG...
GOTTA FEED BUZZ CAT.. 🐱
TEXT AGAIN TONIGHT...
HEART US...22

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RobertTWIN link
3/31/2019 08:33:59 am

So whats New...
I wrote some things last night late...but deleted it on purpose...seemed right to Me...
Cause some of it is supposed to be For later....22
So...I HOPE FOR YOU....AND THOSE... "WHO YOU".... CARE FOR MOST.....feel You ....👀 You....even embrace You👬💑....Thirty Three...11:33Am...For You......Love You...14

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Eliza
3/31/2019 11:46:45 am

"Life is really simple, but men insist on making it complicated."

RobertTWIN link
3/31/2019 07:08:50 pm

E L I Z A
here is what i want You to do......
When it starts to get dark tonight....off the road somewhere....
Find a place with STANDING WATER...preferably with a patch of long standin...GREEN.....reeds....You will probably hear them beforehand....but walk up slowly...tread even slower....
And

When You get right up to the edge of the water...crouch down.....think to YourSELF.....I......AM .....NOT .....HERE.....I AM INVISIBLE......AND ONCE THAT IS DONE....

LISTEN TO THE FROGS🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸🐸....
HAVE A....GOOD....WEEK....
SIGNED....ROBERT 14

RobertTWIN link
3/31/2019 06:02:13 pm

Love You...Juney....feel You...SO MUCH.....HOLDING YOU....RIGHT NOW... I TOLD YOU...IT WAS GONNA BE WARM FOR ONLY ONE DAY.....GONNA BE CHILLY IN THE MORNING....WISH I COULD LEAVE SOME COOL STUFF ON YOUR CAR... BUT....IN ALL THE WAY WEST....FAR AS THE LAND GOES. I MISS THE PAN TOPS CAR WASH....WISH I WOULD HAVE SAID...OR DONE MORE.....
BUT

YOU WERE LATE TO PICK UP
JAY MAN....AND.....I WOULD NEVER DO ANYTHING THAT WOULD MAKE HIM WONDER WHERE YOU ARE.....I RECALL OFTEN.... WHAT IT WAS LIKE TO BE HIS AGE.... IN GENERAL...

SO...JUST HAD PIZZA AND CAESAR SALAD.. BUZZ CAT IS SLEEPING..HAD THE LAST PIECE OF 15.00 dollars worth of farm raised turkey.....look up JIMBOS MARKET....WE SHOP THERE....
LOOK FORWARD TO OUR BUDGET TOGETHER....ITS GONNA BE THIN....EACH WEEK....BUT....I KNOW YOUR FRUGAL...AND WISE WITH MONEY.....GETTING TIRED OF THIS FORM OF DIALOGUE... DEAR ONE.. ITS 6:00 on the dot.. .that means ...JUNE

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RobertTWIN link
3/31/2019 07:22:46 pm

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Nichol
4/17/2019 10:42:18 pm

I also wanted to thank you for being so amazing and bringing me back to a place of faith. You have given me a gift I can never repay and that my Love means more to me then the stars in the sky. And you know how much I love the Stars. Soon we will be in each others arms laying under the night sky worshiping God and thanking him for our bond. I can not wait to consummate our Love. I too have waited and withheld simple pleasures of the body. I know what I want and even when we weren't talking at all i still only wanted you. When we were together before, I was so angry with you. I felt as if you were being an ass but truly now I know you were just being yourself. I learned through you that not every one has malicious intents even if it does seem that way. You have such a pure heart, that matches my own. We surely are two of a kind my Love! I do hope you are well. I miss your comments but rereading these suffice for now. I do want you to know that after all of this. My sexual energy has increased exponentially and continues to as the days go on. I have not been this hungry for you since we were in each others presence. I can not tell you through this forum how exactly things have been as those things are private, only meant for you and I. I Love You, you sexy handsome man you. Kiss Kiss from your sweet miss. Oh and I can't wait to do our own little Yoni ritual.
The Found One
Nichol

RobertTWIN link
4/1/2019 03:43:25 pm

Don't have much to say...or
Maybee i do..I just do not know it yet....
Buzz cat got sick last night...Royal poop mess...
Made my night...SO MUCH FUN...she literally....is very much like having a young child....FINALLY ...getting my shot i suppose....I wont let Her get poop ALL OVER HERSELF....so i have to grab her....She fights me....Im learning not to let Her bite me....I use 70%alcohol to clean Her first....its the only thing that thins out that stringence....We went through three rounds of Misery....Than the baths....
Wanted to say I Love You....thats it...Monday night telepathy....coming up.....NO FLOWERS....NO PACKAGES IN THE MAIL.....NO COOL STUFF LEFT ON YOUR CAR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT....
JUST US.....06/08/71...
06/14/71....headed to laundromat....Text at 11:11PM Virginia time....🗽🐞

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RobertTWIN link
4/1/2019 08:02:42 pm

Hey Jet Black...
I'm early....couldnt wait...plus...i didn't make the laundromat...Me and Buzz went early this week to Our favorite dinner spot...believe Me...Buzz was completely empty inside...She needed a warm meal...We kinda hold back from spending money on the weekends....fast a bit....But the turkey i got for Her friday night....it was not as perfect as it could have been... they make it..but ...its out of season....it was still good..but....it wasnt perfect.
Little dry...
Its 8:00 pm...
I will send Now...Text more in five minutes...Bob

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RobertTWIN link
4/1/2019 08:27:04 pm

So...I'm back....8.....im close to the between the sheets store...I took You there one friday night not long after i got here....Your old phone came along....i still have pictures....slept in the car with You...near the ocean....saw alot of loving couples heading back from the beach ....
Bet Your tired....its 8:11....i wont send yet....Felt You this morning on Your way to drive the LADS to school...7:15... 7:33....7:46....My morning started at3:45 am.....long drive on monday mornings...impossible traffic....so i leave super early....
How was Your weekend...i saw it was almost 80 on saturday....
Hope Your ...My Mother...is doing well.....im putting money aside for a fitted suit....i have a few sport coats in My mothers garage...
I miss You...i gather...that You are alone in the united States...away from everybody You know...So am i....I reall am just Buzz and me....here in Sun ville.....i wonder how much/ If any.... Your Mom..and mine....perhaps is giving You advice on how to go about Your New direction..(With Us)....i perceive My mother in law to be in similitude to My grandmothers sisters....when they were much younger....of course... But...the things ive told You...are very true.....and meant FOR YOUR EARS SPECIFICALLY.... ..
WELL....HAVE A GOOD WEEK....LOVER....TEXT YOUR HEART....RICHMOND AIRPORT !!!!44-47.....✈Valentine 02/14/2015....Favorite...and ONLY....THATS YOU....CAMPS...JEWESS...

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RobetTWIN link
4/6/2019 03:45:33 pm

Tracy Junebug Diamond
Robert Junebug Simons
June 8 1971
June 14 1972

Valentine's Bay 2015
Richmond Virginia

Diamond 💎....71
Simons 🍀......72
Sister and Brother
Buzz is being nice today.....
Look at the clock.....47th minute every hour....and.... Telepathy Emphatics......heart You.....
Bob

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True Love
4/6/2019 08:15:58 pm

Hold me now 'cause I'm tired here
Coming down slowly from the life that I've lived
Into your arms, side by side again
So many lifetimes, so many changes in the wind
We go on and on, for my forefathers
Sharing their stories, sharing their traits as we tread
And it's you I see when I close my eyes
Coming down slowly, wings open wide

My angel love, the one I've waited for
Whispering softly to the depths of my soul
This is love

Space and time, the old man's voice inside
Showing me slowly from the vision of your smile
And to you I sing when I close my eyes
Coming down slowly, wings open wide

My angel love, the one I've waited for
Whispering softly to the depths of my soul
This is love
This is true love
This is true love

There are chances we take
There are hearts that we break
And the choices we make
Our hearts they can ache
And our fates can seem slow
'Cause we just wanna know
But it's clear when it comes
It's true love
This is love
It's true love

You and me beneath these old gone trees
Hand in hand it will be
Forever you and me
You and me beneath these old gone trees
Hand in hand it will be
Forever you and me
You and me beneath these old gone trees
Hand in hand it will be
Forever you and me
You and me beneath these old gone trees
Hand in hand it will be
Forever you and me
You and me beneath these old gone trees
Hand in hand it will be
-Xavier Rudd

RobertTWIN link
4/6/2019 09:42:35 pm

Hey ...Bay
On this cheapie android phone...the Young girls hair is brown....💁👰👫🙆🙅💇🐞🐞
But on the Apple phone...she is a blond.....💁👰👫🙆🙅💇🐞🐞 i like her better in the android ...i will show You eventually...

Got the poem....third stanza...MY FAVORITE.....Ya know why.......

Space and Time....Recall...i told You.. That first week...on a saturday night...."TIME STANDS STILL FOR US"....You at Your Mom's....Me out driving a van in the snow....❄ ❄

The old Man's voice inside....
👀 SEE 👀 IT WAS A SUNDAY EVENING...YOU HAD JUST FINISHED CLEANING BATHROOMS....I TOLD YOU...SOON....YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO DO THAT ANY MORE...CAUSE...IN THE HOUSE I GREW UP IN...MY DAD CLEANED THE TOILET...TUB...WHOLE BATHROOM....IT RUBBED OFF ON ME.....BUT ANYWAY YOU SPOKE OF ...."Do You have Your running shoes"... And i asked if We would go running tonight....and .....You said YES.....BUT....."No FATHER TALK"........REMEMBER??.....i would have CERTAINLY MET YOU THAT NIGHT QUICK....but a military student got off the train in Charlottesville.....and had to be transported half way across Virginia.....twords North Carolina....I was OUT OF TOWN... .BUT THE ...."No Father Talk"
Comment is My heart ❤...SEE

WE ARE A COMBINED FORCE OF LOVE ...TRACY.....BECAUSE THE FATHER IS LOVE....AT HIS ROOT PURPOSE.....AND WHAT YOU AND I HAVE....AS BROTHER AND SISTER .."FIRST".....and above ALL ELSE.......I LOVE YOU SISTER...LIKE WE ARE 6 years old...and actually growing up together in the SAME HOUSE...RIGHT NOW....AND ALL THESE PAST HOURS....DAYS.....MONTHS....AND YEARS...SINCE 02/14/2015...So today was a saturday....making it OUR ANNIVERSARY....AND...IT IS EXACTLY 9:33 on the clock ⏰... So sleep tight sister.... got lots to do.....ME......on My end.....JUST believe me.....ok......TELL YOU SOON......
SLEEP TIGHT DAN AND JAY....
AND ELIZABETH PUPPIES....
HAVE A GOOD DAY TOMORROW....FINISH THE STORY SOON....You were telling me one sunday....i was driving Girls to the vineyards in Virginia...remember....i sent You pictures.....and.....You spoke of Your Dad and His Wife at Vineyards...We will get to finish the conversation....i missed You SO MUCH THAT DAY.....
HEART YOU...💁💚💜💁
🗽Liberty 🐞

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Love
4/6/2019 10:11:18 pm

❤❤❤❤❤🤙💚💚💚💚💚

Clair ity
4/6/2019 11:18:33 pm

Questions flow through my mind.
Swirling like a tornado, ready to rip up the countryside.
Letting the wind wash away the worry, and whip me around like a leaf.
I fear so many things.
Today I had a major realization.
I lost a piece of myself along the way. I let the pain drain out all my happiness and replace it with fear.
When fear and pain creep through to your heart, it changes you.
I broke open, my heart built this wall.
A very tall wall, one that kept out any and everyone who showed they cared. The door would shut and the wall would be up.
She is sorry, my heart..
She knows she hurt others with her wall.
Mostly herself.
All is forgiven, for that is how she found the heart she thought she had lost.
Forgiveness
Please forgive me and my tender heart, for being afraid of true love.

RobertTWIN link
4/7/2019 03:10:01 pm

GOT IT 8
But.....i want You to know...i dont need an Apology from You.....for what i wrote as ..."You betraying Me".......Your Robert......You had told Me plenty.....and i explained to YOU PREVIOUSLY....AT ONE POINT......that i assumed the dating pool in Camps and Cape.....to be Quite shallow....
Im Just as Sorry as You....Im sorry You got womanized and controlled.....and Downsized....it happens .....Some was Your fault....and Some was Jay's Fathers fault......
BUT.. TO ME.....THAT.. MAN BROUGHT .......ME..............................................
MY HEARTS 💚❤SISTER💜💙...ITS 2:47....right now...
Im almost through....got lots to do today....BIG WEEK COMING UP FOR BUZZ AND I....
I HAVE A EXPERIENCE TO TELL YOU AND MY MOTHER IN LAW ABOUT SOON.....IF HAPPENED IN NEW YORK.....YOU ARE SO MUCH MY SISTER.....IT ISNT EVEN FUNNY....SO.....GO TELL SOMEBODY YOU LOVE ME....I WANT IT TO BE LISA......IVE TOLD LOTS OF PEOPLE.....I LOVE YOU !!!!
Strangers even....its a story of ...
NO WORDS FOR THAT ....BUT.....YOUR MOM WILL BE ABLE TO DISCERN FOR US.....WE ARE YOUNGER THAN SHE....SO...COOL......
I HAVE A FEAR.... YA KNOW WHAT IT IS....
HEAR IT IS... I REALLY NEED YOU AND YOUR/MY MOM.....to shelter Danny AND Jay.....as much as possible.....i get scared that Dan will want to start surfing 🏄....and get eaten by a shark....there are alot of sharks here.....SCARY TO ME......im used to the Atlantic off New Jersey........but......I worry For Your LADS.....ITS PRETTY CRAZY OUT HERE !!!!!!
Im just a Dude from North East Pennsylvania.... Land lover...
Im serious though....OUR LOVE...IS WHATS BRINGING YOUR BOYS TO THE WEST COAST.....I FEEL SELFISH SOMETIMES.....BUT.....I WORRY FOR THEM GETTING HURT.....ITS JUST ME.....YA KNOW.....SKATE BOARDING.....LOTS OF MEAN KIDS OUT HERE TOO....I AM PRAYING FOR THEM....BELIEVE ME.....
AND TRACY......THE CAR ACCIDENTS OUT HERE.....
IM JUST BRACING YOU FOR IT NOW.....CAUSE.....THIS PLACE IS NOTHING LIKE PENNSYLVANIA/VIRGINIA.....
SO....have a good evening...Love You...Dear....Your 14 👫hand in hand.....Right....like Your poem....its 3:05....right now.....THAT MEANS....8.... To me.....LOVE YOU...8
Thanks Karen....gonna send You 100.00 in 90 days...I promise...help with Your expenses....📠💻📀💾📡

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RobertTWIN link
4/7/2019 07:49:01 pm

22....
I listened to Mr.Rudds song....i honestly was thinking... It was a oldschool Jewish poem....but...i hung out a bit with Xavier...."True Love" was the only song i approached.... See 👀....i looked at Your pictures the WHOLE TIME......His song played.... Thought how great it would be FOR YOU AND I TO BEGIN TALKING....MY SOUL HAS SO MUCH EXUBERANCE WHEN I GET CLOSE TO YOU.... I SAY WORDS LIKE THAT... AND I CANT CARE WHERE IT TAKES US....EVEN IN A FIGHT....I WANT YOU TO END UP WITH YOUR WAY.....CAUSE......WELL....FOR ALOT OF REASONS... BUT MOSTLY CAUSE...THE WHOLE LIBERTY "BUG"...THING.....IS SO VERY REAL TO ME.....HOW CAN I SAY SUCH A THING.....RIGHT... WELL......
YOU SEE 👀....I WAS AN INSTRUMENT... WHICH I KNOW TO BE....THE HAND OF GOD....
REGUARDLESS OF HOW MUCH YOU NEEDED....AND I WANTED TO BE THE ONE WHO GAVE IT.....A HUG.....WHEN I LEFT YOU AND YOUR FIGHTING LADS AT THE AIRPORT....TRACY.....HONESTLY.....I. STILL STANDING AT THE CHECK IN LINE....IN THE RICHMOND AIRPORT.. I SHOWED YOU IN PICTURE FORM....HOW I WENT BACK SND TOOK PICTURES OF WHERE I CAME BACK TO GIVE YOU MY NUMBER.....AND LOOK YOU SQUARE IN GREEN EYES....SEND NOW.....FAVORITE.....🌞

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RobertTWIN link
4/7/2019 08:12:49 pm

8....its exactly 71 comments...under the "Two of swords" ....i just thought how...she is a liberty lady....
But.....hey.....Im trying to get You to come out and play...
Remember.....We are 6 YEARS OLD.....i know we are growing up in the same HOUSE....ALL I TELL YOU IS ILLUSTRIOUS GOOFY STUFF.....HUH....
I'VE BEEN HOLDING BUZZCAT FOR THREE HOURS STRAIGHT...WE WERE LISTENING TO CAT VIDEOS....THEN I FIGURED YOU WOULD HAVE PUT YOUR SONS TO BED....
WE ARE MUCH MORE THEN FRIENDS.....SISTER......YOU HAVE MUCH TO EXPLAIN FROM OUR TIME TOGETHER....BACK IN 2015.....but TO ME.... WE ARE 80's kids.....and reguardless how shallow the dating pool was......and however many others we may have kissed.....i was looking for You when i heard My first Bryan Adams cd.....8:11 here

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RobertTWIN link
4/7/2019 08:48:02 pm

I saw this....wall thing....You wrote in there.....something about a door......
You do remember.. I used to build masonry block walls...for a living.....i know a thing or ten....when it comes to walls....
There are many types of walls....cinder block...like i just stated 15.5 inches long...by various widths 7.5 inches tall...
Stone walls....in various forms...boulders...field stone....bedrock ....
Brick walls..the nominal 8"×3.5"...clay kiln fired...or horse hair mud/Sun dried...like the Egyptians coined....

Tracy....Im being ridiculous....lets look at GOOD KARMA....I KNEW YOU TO BE VERY CONSIDERATE....HIGHLY KIND....
SO.... BUZZ NEVER PURRS....BUT IS RIGHT NOW.....IVE NEVER HELD HER THIS LONG....HER BODY WEIGHT IS GONNS CAUSE MY HEART TO STOP....33 time..right NOW....
SO YEA....I HAVE FACTS TO BACK UP MY PURPOSES WITH YOU.....AND THEY HAVE CAUSED ME TO GO OVERBOARD....BUT TRUST ME.....I DONT CARE.....I ATTEMPT TO CATER TO YOUR SITUATION.....BUT WHEN IT WAS SQUARELY TOO MUCH....I GOT CREATIVE....AND SENT BOXES OF COOL STUFF TO DANNY...YOUR SON......I WOULDNT PUT JAYS NAME ON THE PACKAGE....CAUSE IT WOULDNT BE RIGHT.....BUT I WANTED TO.....IM NOT GOING TO SIT BACK.....IVE BEEN SHOWN THINGS....WAY BEFORE WE MET IN THAT AIRPORT....AND I KNOW I CAN BE MY TOTAL SELF IN THE PRESENCE OF YOUR MOM....THATS ALOT.....YOU KNOW WHY.....CAUSE IM THE GUY COMING IN.....I ALWAYS USED TO SAY....GROWING UP....."This Guy".....i know it was judgemental....pios....egocentric...

But.....like i spoke before.....i have an outside looking in perspective....i blame it on MY UNCLES 6....And My DAD.... Whom i still care about.....BUT HONESTLY TRACY....YOU AND I ARENT GETTING A DAY YOUNGER......AND ALL THE CARING IN THE WORLD....ISNT GONNA PAY YOURS AND MY BILLS IN TWENTY YEARS....47

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The bug-ger not the kind from your nose.
4/14/2019 05:39:04 pm

I BUG you long time. Hehe For always my love and you love it.
I will see you when the time is perfect. I know all I need to do is just keep standing in that fire with my faith.
I can not wait to find put how you also feel about all of this Magic. That's what we are, magic.
I've actually been thinking what are we as Twin Flames? Why have we reincarnated here in this time? I MEAN WE AS IN ALL TWINS.
I remembered that we are here to bring about True Love. So much has been lost and the evil won for a while.
We fight the good fight and always take that high road. We walk with God first and then eachother. I don't have to run I don't have to chase, it all came right at the perfect moment. UNION is upon us I can feel it. I care not if you are upset with me for blowing it all open and making a spectacle of myself. For you Baby I will be a spectacle every day. Hehe YOUR LITTLE, NOT SO LITTLE, SPECTACLE! I want this for everyone. I want everyone to feel what we do. This is beautiful. So loving beautiful. I Love You and will SEE you when I SEE YOU! HEHE You sneakie sexy man. I wonder if you are watching me right now like you used to. I totally dig it so... there is that. I know you don't like the word fuck, but I FUCKING LOVE YOU! KISS KISS MY SWEET. I look for you all day everyday.

RobertTWIN link
4/7/2019 09:38:44 pm

So...i hope Your ALRIGHT....i HAVE TO ASSUME YOUR PHONE...AND ITS BILL ARE STILL BEING PAID FOR BY JAYS DAD....TODAY....EARLIER I THOUGHT TO SEND YOU A OPERATING PHONE....ONE WHERE YOU COULD MANEUVER WITHOUT TRACE.....
BUT....I URGED AGAINST THAT....IM JUST GONNA STICK WITH FLOWERS....FOR HOWEVER LONG THE TIME....BUT.....I DONT WANNA BE SENDING FLOWERS....AND YOU NOT BE LIVING THERE ANYMORE......AND REMEMBER... IF YOU NEED MY HELP IN SOME FASHION.....I DONT HAVE A JOB WHERE I CAN JUST UP AND LEAVE....I HAVE TO GIVE AT LEAST TWO MONTHS NOTICE.....MY SITUATION....IS NOT A TENURE TYPE THING.....ITS JUST THE WAY IT IS.....IM AN OUTTA STATER.....
SAME AS YOUR GONNA BE....
SO I HOPE YOUR NOT ANTAGONIZING JAYS FATHER....LIKE I SPOKE ON WITH THE PUDDLES PHONE......NO MATTER WHAT.....PLEASE DONT DO THAT.......I KNOW BETTER THAN ANYBODY.....THE WRATH OF DEMONS THAT HOLD SWAY OVER HIM......trust me on this... OK.
I dont care who hears what i say on this topic.....i FULL WELL REALIZE THE SPIRITUAL PURPOSES IN THE LIVES OF MEN AND WOMEN......ESPECIALLY.....
BETWEEN....
ROBERT SIMONS
TRACY DIAMOND 💎
AND MARK ALLEN🇬🇧
SO....IM STARTING AGAIN.....EXACTLY WHERE I WAS.....2015......a frigid DECEMBER NIGHT....ON THE HUDSON RIVER....40 miles north of New York city......Calling out To My Mother in Laws Spirit.....FULL STORY/REVELATION...AT A LATER DATE.....
TODAY...APRIL 7th 2019....Im considerably Wiser.....
See Ya ......BAY
...
WHEN THE LIGHTS GO DOWN IN THE CITY
AND THE SUN SHINES ON THE BAY..
Ooh..I WANNA BE THEREIN MY CITY.OH
OH OH OH

SO YOU THINK YOUR LONELY
WE'LL MY FRIEND I'M LONELY TOO
I WANT TO GET BACK TO MY CITY BY THE BAY
OH OH OH

JOURNEY SONG.."Lights"

Alrighty....i hope You get Where Im coming from TONIGHT
I HEAR YOU.....ITS BEEN SOMETHING FOR YOU....BELIEVE ME....YOUR BROTHER....OK.....GOD THE FATHER LOVES YOUR MINUTEST THOUGHTS.....TRACY.....YOUR GONNA BE SERVING HIM FOR ALL ETERNITY.....HE HEARS YOUR PRAYERS AND UNDERSTANDS YOUR FRETS....THIS IS A VERY SPECIAL TIME.....HOPE YOUR COOL....AND TALKING WITH YOUR MOM AND SISTERS.....BUT SOON.....YOUR GONNA HAVE TO BE BUSINESS BUG.... I HOPE KIMMY IS DOING WELL.....I WORRY ABOUT HER....HOPE GOOD THINGS FOR HER DAUGHTER GABS.....33
9:33 Pm...Love You Juniper
👫😘🌞🐱💁🐶💑💌💎💚💚👀

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Light
4/8/2019 02:18:08 am

Awake, can't sleep.
Patience has become a virtue.
Turned me in to a statue.
Some would say I am crazy.
I pay no mind.
When you are ready.
I will be here.
Promises were made.
My heart is not someone I ignore.
I promised my heart.
Never again will I chase.
Even if I have to be alone 4ever.
You get to choose.
I push no more.
True Love will knock on my door.
See you when the time is right.
Goodnight.
Dream sweetly.


RobertTWIN link
4/8/2019 01:44:16 pm

Alright....You obviously need to be thrown into a swimming pool...a cold one....I dont blame You for that...
Your getting closer.....heres what i camd up with five minutes ago.......the last day We talked on the phone......I told You the Rain must FALL......AND THE SHIT NEEDED TO HIT THE FAN..!!!...WELL........ That same day.....the last Time You chose to talk to me......You dropped off. A BAG OF COOL STUFF....AT THAT PARK.......UP BY THE ALBEMARLE AIRPORT.....YOU PLACED THE BAG UNDER NEATH THE WOODEN MESSAGE BOARD....i said something about a scavenger hunt.....You know......right away that i drove the van up there and retreived the bag.....and i called You an hour or So later.....ALL RELATIVE....
BUT

MY POINT TO YOU TODAY IS....TAKE A TRIP UP THERE....GO TO THE SAME PLACE WHERE YOU PLACED THE BAG.....I WROTE A MESSAGE TO YOU ON THE BACK...UP UNDER THE ROOF....THEY MAY HAVE PAINTED THE WOOD SINCE....BUT I PUT THE WORDS UP HIGH...CLOSE TO THE TOP..LEFT HAND SIDE......I FORGET WHAT I WROTE.....BUT THATS NOT IMPORTANT.....AS SOON AS YOU CAN.....GO UP TO THAT PARK.....TAKE DAN AND JAY....AND ELIZABETH.....GO TO THE WOODEN SIGN....AND STAND IN THE SAME PLACE WHERE I STOOD.....AND RELEASE WHATEVER YOU NEED TO.....TRUST ME.....I AM THERE.....TAKE THE TRAIL NORTH....LOOK AROUND.....KNOW THIS MY DEAREST......I DIDNT LEAVE THOSE WOODS WITHOUT YOU.....I WALKED AROUND FOR A GOOD HOUR PLUS.....TALKING WITH YOU.....TALKING WITH MY FATHER.......

BUT.......YOU STILL DONT UNDERSTAND WHO I AM YET !!!!
....i inclined to begin to explain it to You previously.....I feel You...ok....there is no Continual pattern within You....that doesnt come right through me.....BUT....THAT IS NOT ALL THAT WE ARE AS TWIN PRODIGY....YOUR SOUL AND MINE......Honored God in the first Earth Age......and....You Will never chase.....when it comes to OUR UNION.....THOUGH I FEEL THE REACHING YOUR SOUL IS GOING THROUGH RIGHT NOW.....ESPECIALLY WHEN WE FIRST MET......TWO MONTHS AGO......AND ONE YEAR AGO....I AM THE ANTENNA.....YOU .....THE WAVE......I HEARD WHAT YOU SAID LAST NIGHT....WHILE I SLEPT.....THE STATUE..........WE ARE TOLD....."Be still....and know that I am God"...:I will be exalted among the heathen,I will be exalted in the earth.🌎 Psalm46:10

TRACY....
YOU ARE OF THE HOUSE OF JUDAH

ROBERT.....YOUR ROBERT....IS OF THE HOUSE OF ISRAEL

I dont know FULLY WHERE YOUR AT IN YOUR FAITH......BUT ....I CERTAINLY KNOW MY PURPOSE IN YOUR LIFE.....WE ARE NOT DESIGNED TO BE SOME AVERAGE COUPLE 💑.... THOUGH I LOVE YOU LIKE THIS TOO.....I SAW XAVIER RUDD AND HIS NEW LOVE FROM 2016.... But....thats none of my business... 💎 DIAMOND 💎....YOU GOTTA COME OUT OF WHATEVER YOUR GOIN THROUGH.....AND I KNOW YOU ARE.....AND SOON.....BUT ON A SOUL LEVEL.....ON YOUR INSIDE.......AND........WETHER YOU WANT ME IN THERE....AT YOUR DEEPEST CORE.....GUESS WHAT.......ME AND THE FATHER ARE THERE....ITS 12:47 now... And i didnt see it first.....i felt YOU..........FIRST........SEE.......THE MIRACLES BETWEEN US.....THEY ARE BUILDING A VERY STRONG HOUSE.......DEAR ONE
BUT...... LET ME GET TO WHAT I TYPED EARLIER.....BUT ERASED IT.....GOING TO FAST.....
WE ARE TOLD TO BE LIKE CHILDREN.....EVEN AS ADULTS.....SO......THIS IS FOR YOU AND ME NOW.......AND FOR DANNY AND JAY .... SOON THERE AFTER....
..THANKS...I LOVE YOU 💌



I know You know this.....But....its ONE.... of MY FAVS.....

Daniel 3:16-18
16 Shadrach,Meshach,and Abednego answered and saidto the King,O Nebuchadnezzar,We are not careful to answer thee in this matter. 17 If it be so, Our God whom we serve is able to deliver us from the burning fiery furnace, and He will deliver us out of thine hand,O king. 18 But if not, be it known unto thee, O king, that we will not serve thy gods, nor worship the golden image which thou hast set up.
Verses 19....20.....21...23....24....25....26......27.....
19 Then was Nebuchadnezzar full of fury, and the form of visage was changed against Shadrach,Meshach,and Abednego:therefore he spake,and commanded that they should heat the furnace one seven times more than it should wont to be heated. 20 And he commanded the most mighty men that were in his army to bind Shadrach,Meshach,and Abednego,and to cast them into the burning fiery furnace. 23 And these three men, Shadrach,Meshach,and Abednego, fell down bound into the midst of the burning fiery furnace. 24 Then Nebuchadnezzar the king was astonished, and rose up in haste,and spake,and said unto his councellors, Did not we cast three men bound into the midst of the fire? They answered and said unto the king, true,Oking. 25 He answered and said, Lo,I see four men loose, walking in the midst of the fire,and the form of the fourth is like the Son of God. 26 Then Nebuchadnezzar came near to the mouth of the burning fiery furnace, and spake,and said, Shadrach,Meshach,and Abednego ye servants of the most high God, Come forth and come hither.Then Shadrach, Meshach,and Abednego, came forth of the midst of

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RobertTWIN link
4/8/2019 05:04:38 pm

So....whats shakin....
You dont expect me to not send anything to You for a whole week.....like i noticed i did last week.....i honestly had to go back and check the dates....how many days it was between texts to this dialog source.
I remember how it was when We talked and texted openly (2015)...as if i need to remind....but when i would say something really loving and true.. You would freak and say....its words like that im uncomfortable with......or......thats it.....no texting for a week.....or 3 days.....
Look.....ive been...with You...every hour....of every day since You changed Your first phone...(434) 249-0919......i might be off a couple numbers.... .
Me ...and YOU......are the same....and i dont hold back from You.....not one time.
I believe in Spiritual Discerning.....and NOT judging.....
I know far more about Your day to day plight with Spark Allen...then You could guess......AND THATS JUST BECAUSE I LIVE INSIDE OF YOU... AND......YOU LIVE INSIDE OF ME......I WAS QUIET BACK WHEN......ONLY BECAUSE....
AND I WANT YOU TO HEAR THIS
STRAIGHT UP

I DIDNT NAIL JAYS DAD FOR HIS BEHAVIOR......CAUSE I KNEW SOMEDAY YOU WOULD COME AWAY FROM HIM.....AND THAT HIS SON WOULD NEED AS MUCH POSITIVE REINFORCEMENTS AS YOU AND YOUR MOTHER COULD POSSIBLY GIVE......I LEFT YOU .....BECAUSE YOU HAD YOUR MOM HERE IN THE GOOD O'LE....US... of A......It gets called that sometimes....
Plus......I wanted You to work this joke of a marriage.....out on Your own......And You dont give Me the opportunity to tell You the truth.....SO........I AGAIN......AM SAYING THIS TO YOU.........AND..........THE ONLY REAL REASON THAT I PUT UP WITH IT.......
IS THAT I BELIEVE YOU ARE IN A VERY STRANGE AND INDIFFERENT SEPERATION SITUATION......THAT SPARKY ...IN ALL HIS CONTROLLING WAYS......IS GONNA MONITOR YOU RIGHT DOWN TO THE LAST SECOND YOUR IN VIRGINIA......CAUSE.......I CAN FEEL THAT HE HAS HIMSELF ANOTHER WOMAN IN HIS LIFE......SO.......
WEAR IT WELL MY TWIN....RIGHT DOWN TO THE LAST DAY.......I KNOW HOW YOU AND HIM USED TO BE......I LIVED THROUGH IT.....QUITE PLAINLY.....I lived through it......with......."BOTH of YOU"....

I found three kittens in a building that We were tearing down in Manhattan one monday....November16th 2015.....had i not gone back there to take a pee......they would have all been crushed.....but.....i was busy working.....threw the kittens in a cardboard box....in the dump truck.....and had to work out the day.....i put some towels down....but they were just born....maybee two days old... .i never had em that young before....and one was dead by the end of the day....i got done work. At 9:00pm that day....the vet was closed.....So the other two went a day and a half without the bottle feeding formula they desperately needed....that next morning i got a kitten kit...and got some formula in them....that night i got em to the vet.....by the end of the week.....the middle kitten passed away on my shoulder....it was is tough.....i had failed.....but......the vet told me to take good courage....And the other cat....which was the healthiest....and most nourished by the mother......grew strong....She is NOW 3 years and 5 months.....Her name is Buzz.....see.....at two weeks...i was texting YOUR OLD PHONE....AND I THREW IT DOWN ON THE BED....WITH THE KEYBOARD STILL ABRITE.....THE CAT AT TWO WEEKS FLOPPED DOWN ON THE BED....BOUNCED NEAR THE PHONE.....AND SOMEHOW TYPED THE FOUR LETTERS....B....U....Z.....Z
SO SHE NAMED HERSELF...
IM TRYING TO BE CONFIDENT IN YOU TWIN......I DONT LIKE BEING SPOON FED YOUR LOVE......I DUG THE POEMS...OR SONG FROM THE GUY IN AUSTRALLIA.....BUT I WANT YOU.......YOU KNOW DARN RITE WELL.....IM NOT GONNA GO WITH SOME OTHER FEMALE....AND I DONT BELIEVE I HAVE EVER USED A CURSE WORD IN ANY DIALOGUE.....SO IM ASKING YOU ......LET YOUR HAIR DOWN.......THOUGH....I VERY MUCH LIKE IT.... IN A BUN...PRINCESS LEA.... .OR PONYTAIL.....SUPER SEXY WONDERWOMAN......YOU DO REMEMBER IM A REAL MAN.....RIGHT.......NOT A FIGMENT OF YOUR IMAGINATION.....I HAVE WORKED MY ASS OF HERE IN CALIFORNIA.... I GET VERY LITTLE CONSOLATION FROM THE BOSS.....INDIFFERENCE....INFACT !!!.....IM BRACING YOU FOR WHAT TO EXPECT.. In this workforce.....the last text to You got cut off.....but... remember its 3 hours behind You.....
Hoping for honest....and open ....normal begining with You....
Your words....not the words of a poem.......ok.....its been almost. 4.5 years....Bugtastic..
Queen bee....🐞🐝
Your poem...needs clarification on my end....second one.....I call Rudds song....a poem ....
Am i aloud to be hungry for You....???....My work is gonna take You away from Me alot in the years to come....ALSO....

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Poet
4/8/2019 06:34:31 pm

It's becoming easier for me to realize that it might just be you.
I am releasing my past.
I have been fooled so many times throughout my life and I am releasing this. And so it is.
Things feel so good within my heart, even when the doubt is swirling.
I feel an inner knowing. I don't understand where this faith came from. I can't even pinpoint when it started. All I know is that I know we will be in each others arms. When the time is right.
If this is You my sweet man,
I Love You So fucking Much!
For all ways, in all ways, on all days!

Hungry
4/8/2019 08:51:49 pm

I too hunger for you in ways only my subconscious can fathom. Someday I will explain😜😎😍😁

RobertTWIN link
4/8/2019 09:17:38 pm

If Your name is .....
Tracy Junebug Diamond....and You grew up in Camps Bay , South Africa....And You have TWO SONS....named Danny and Jay....and You have Four sisters...all beautiful Souls...with several children of their own....if You were born on June 8th 1971....If Your Jewish with a Beautifullllll face and Perfect jet black hair......If Your mom is living in San Diego California somewhere.....And Your Dad has a wife and happy i think You said Australia...If You have a puppy that You got from the shelter and HER name is Lizzy.....If You met Me on Valentine's Day 2015 in Virginia....and We looked into eachothers eyes at the Richmond airport.....if THIS IS YOU... AND AGAIN.......your name must be Tracy Junebug Diamond 💎/and Absolutely NO other name....


Than My name is Robert Edward Simons....and I am Your very closest SOUL LOVER... even closer than a guardian ANGEL....I am called to Love You....and No other female.....if You can believe that.......AND......MORE......THAN ....THESE ALL.......I AM NOT SUPPOSED TO LEAVE YOU.....NOR FORSAKE YOU........ YOU TOLD ME ON A SATURDAY MORNING....."I wanna live in California"...... And i said....Ok......

So....today is A new day....i am in California....roughly 4 years since We embraced ......I am not an angel.....But i do posses a Spirit of Righteousness.....given to me to keep me from the evil of this world 🌎....

So....Dear.....TRUST YOUR MANUSCRIPTS AS A JEWESS.....THEY ARE YOUR GUIDE .....LOOK TO THE AUTHOR AND FINISHER OF YOUR FAITH........GAIN THE PERSPECTIVE OF THE MAJOR AND MINOR PROPHETS....THEY ARE THE TRUE FORTUNE TELLERS OF THIS WORLD.......

JUST TRUST ME...OK.....IM COUNTING ON YOU AND YOUR MOM ....I HAVE BEEN FROM THE LAST DAY I SAW YOU.....AND HONESTLY......YEARS BEFORE WE MET......IVE LOVED HER TOO.....A LONG WHILE..
...DO YOU SEE
I AM A SERVANT TO HER AS WELL.....I AM HER SON.....
I SAY THESE THINGS WITH CONFIDENCE.....AND BAY.....
CAMP'S BAY......YOUR NOT GONNA LOSE ME......8:47 PM....here......Your keeping Me out of the loop for some reason....and i know how YOU'VE BEEN CONTROLLED IN EVERY WAY....SO.....YOUR GONNA HAVE TO RECEIVE ALIMONY AND CHILD SUPPORT FOR AT LEAST JAY......HEALTH BENEFITS....
ITS TOTALLY OK FOR YOU NOT TO SPEAK TO ME.....UNTIL YOUR SAFELY AT YOUR MOMS....I DONT KNOW HOW MONITORED YOU ARE RIGHT NOW.....
LIKE I SAID ....YOUR MOM IS TOUGH.....LIKE MY GRANDMOTHERS SISTERS....
SHE WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO BE SHAMED FOR LONG.....OR ALLOW JAYDEN TO BE USED AS A PAWN OF CONTROL AND DECEIT......SO.......
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.....I WANT US TO COMMUNICATE. THROUGH KAREN.....IN THIS FORUM.....FOR THE NEXT FEW MONTHS......BUT......I BELIEVE IN THIS BEING YOUR LAST SUMMER IN CHARLOTTESVILLE.....AND YOUR CAREER TAKING FORM.....YOUR GONNA BE GREAT.....BUT YOUR MOM....AND I ......WE ARE YOUR GREATEST SUPPORTERS....
TEXT ME YOUR TRUTH....AND DONT HOLD BACK.......
LOVE YOU....IN BUSINESS SLACKS.....NICE BLOUSE.....WORKING FORTY HOURS A WEEK......HAVING WORK FRIENDS.....BEING CORDIAL.......DONT LISTEN TI THE DOGSHIT MARK ALLEN TELLS YOU.....HIS CONTOL OVER YOU IS ALMOST OVER.....JUST PROMISE ME......YOU DONT ANTAGONIZE HIM......GO IN ANOTHER ROOM....LOCK THE DOOR......AND LET HIM KNOW....
TRACY....YOUR NOT IN EUROPE....YOUR NOT IN AUSTRALLIA.......YOUR NOT IN SOUTH AFRICA......YOUR IN THE U.S.A. ......AND YOUR RIGHTS HAVE MEANING.....
MISS YOU SO MUCH.....
REMEMBER.....EVEN DURING THE DAY..... I WANT YOU TO TEXT THIS FORUM.....MARK IS GONNA DO WHAT HE DOES.....REGUARDLESS..... THE F.B.I......IS OVER IN PAN TOPS....TRUST ME......BEFORE I LEFT CHARLOTTESVILLE.....I WENT AND TALKED WITH A FELLA ABOUT YOUR SITUATION....AND HOW YOU ARE SMOTHERED..... THE GUY CALLED ME WHEN I WAS IN CALIFORNIA.....He told me...if things get bad.....to call Him....i have His card somewhere in a tote.....I understand What Your protecting.....when YOU PROTECT JAYS FATHER.....IM HOPING FOR A GOOD TURNOUT....

HEART YOU .....GRATEFULL TO SERVE YOU MY DEAR.....🐞💑💁🐱🐶🌞💚💚💜💜❤❤
DONT HOLD BACK......BLOW THE WHOLE THING WIDE OPEN IF YOU HAVE TO....BUT DONT USE SWEAR WORDS.....JUST BE CALM HEART YOU... PAN TOPS CAR WASH👫

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Tracy
4/8/2019 11:55:55 pm

Tracy is a name familiar to me.
One I have heard many times throughout my life.
Just to let you in a bit. As I know you miss hearing how my days are, even though I know you can and do get inside of my head. Ill tell you later how i know. Sometimes it bothers me, but I am starting to truly dig it.
I got fired from the Job I loved (long story), however that led me to find a better paying job. So I am quite happy about that transition. My son's father is out of the picture. We communicate minimally but cordially as he is, well, who he is. Hasn't changed since the day I met him. He is still the same person. To be honest there were days when he seemed to have been learning. However a situation would arise (a stressful situation) and he would regress back to old habits. Can you say emotional roller coaster? As Wayne Dryer once said, something to the regard of people being like Oranges, when a stressful situation arises the way we act is who we truly are. When you squeeze an orange what comes out? Orange juice. When you squeeze a person, what comes out? Their true character.

That's what karmic partners are for. Preparing us for eachother.
Remember when we first met, I remember that day. The memories of you are my favorite to relive. But I know I must live in the present. So here I am my heart the treasure waiting for you. I am not being monitored or watched. I am free to do as I please.
Thank you for bringing out the best in me.
I have never felt as alive as I did when you were physically in my life.
Just in case I need to be a little more direct.... hint hint.... I am Single, just being Mommy! My kids talk about you from time to time and recall all the fun times. You really made an impression on them. I asked them, one night if they wanted their Dad and I to get back together. And do you know what they said?
They don't want him with me, only you.
They of anyone know the truth of that dynamic, so I trust their judgment.
Intuitive children they are.
So you are working a lot you say?
You also say your work will take you away from me in the future. Hmmm idk that sounds like a decision that should be up for discussion, not a finite one. A true partnership is one of compromise and mutual understanding. Both parties must agree, votes must be taken and double checked by an outside party (the kids) then another discussion along with some long kisses and a glass of wine.
I miss you and can feel your energy. Better now then earlier. I hope all is well with you!
I Love You!
🐞🐜🐬🐱

RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 02:10:03 am

Good times....You must see....You havent read ....

I never had good times with Your kids... Never could have made an impression on them.....I hope You find Your..... Twin /brother...Im looking for My Jewish Sister....We are both born in June... .
Hope the best for You...
Bob

Nichol
4/9/2019 07:24:57 am

This is my real name. Good luck, I also hope you find your twin! Thank you for the entertainment, sending Love and Light your way.

RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 09:10:06 am

Nichol B......I am sad for You....just as i was over a month ago.....You can say i am.....
REACHING
If You want to.....but My twin is in a very controlling situation.. With a soon to be X-husband....her self esteem has been stretched to its breaking point.....many ......times over by this man....He is an ADULTER....AND A NARCISSISTIC TRAINWRECK....THOU EVERYONE IN HIS LIFE THINKS THE SUN SHINES OUT OF HIS KABOOS.....BEHIND CLOSED DOORS HE IS CRUEL TO MY TWIN... THREATENING IN THE MOST DECISIVE....AND DEVISIVE.....WELL PLANNED OUT WAY.....I WOULD CERTAINLY....
AS ROBERT EDWARD SIMONS.....GO OVER THERE AND INTERVENE PHYSICALLY.....BUT ....I HAVE BEEN INSTRUCTED TO LEAVE IT IN THE HANDS OF MY TWINS MOTHER....THE ONLY OTHER PERSON SHE HAS IN THE UNITED STATES... BECAUSE SHE IS FROM SOUTH AFRICA.....I CONSOLE MY TWIN IN THIS WAY...SHE IS BREAKING AWAY FROM THIS MAN TACTFULLY ....SO AS TO NOT STRAIN THE SON SHE AND HE HAVE TOGETHER....
I GUESS YOU THINK I WANNA THROW SOME SORT OF PARTING SHOT AT YOU.......BUT NO......
I FEEL FOR YOU THOUGH........ROBERT

RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 06:20:24 pm

Some good miracles today... Got pictures....feel You....RIGHT NOW....33....5:33 PM....and i didnt look at the time first....
See 👀....the miracles come to me.....i dont look for them...and thats the best part... ..they come when im at my most genuine.....it was an obsession years ago....and i said to myself...."This is crazy"....."Who does this".....
Miracle chasing????
But....it was fun to watch Karen's card readings....for two years....i dont think i need em anymore....They helped Me come in from the cold....what they do is help us relate to others....and see we are not the only ones....but...When You and i are together.....i want to get a telescope.....i had A pretty good one when i was young....and i want to go to star gazing places....with lots of other couples......thats part of What i got romantically from the movie "Roxanne"...when i was 17....and...i know its hard for You to grasp this.....but i was ready to love You then......just like today....it seems tragic....but its not...............
...if You can....get the movie....it will make You laugh....5:"47"PM.....and i didnt look for it first............similar to a shooting star....My Twin is 47...and i Love Her....
.but the primary actor in the movie is truly a genius.....and super silly....i also liked the Pink Panther movies.....but i still like the Cartoon better.....
June = 6:00..... I can add....
Tracy + Robert =LOVE AND HAPPINESS

Sorry things had to get off track last night.....after hours......just a bit......i dont wanna bash anybody.....ITS REALLY IMPORTANT FOR ME TO LOVE ANYBODY I COME IN CONTACT WITH....I'M LEARNING MORE AND MORE WHAT MY GRATITUDE IS FOR.....though My cat peed on Me today....and i got super pissed.....You cant wash out that smell.....and i had to live with it for a couple hours....She just doesnt get it.... She is very spiteFULL.....and she hates going to the storage place.....its crazy....
But..........My joy is importantant to me Now....for awhile....and it still happens sometime.....but my joy is a bi-product of gratitude.....

And ....My gratitude is a result of My taking care of myself....focusing on My Father above.....Yes Tracy i serve You...and Your Mom....My Blessed Mother...from My Sister....Whom i invent ways to make happy....and its no bother....
You'll see......And i serve Your LADS.....Daniel....Jayden...............Courageous cat and minute mouse....Hope they liked those guys......Heart You Tastic....its only 6:15 where Im at....So....day light still.....text in 2 hours and 47 minutes......See if i can remember....👀 ya

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Found
4/9/2019 09:31:39 pm

Miracles indeed I can not wait to tell you. Maybe someday, at least that's what all the good people will say.
I truly understand now. I feel it too, the Miracle.

Found
4/9/2019 09:44:48 pm

The fog has lifted and I can feel you again. To clarify, nothing about us is tragic. All growth and so very beautiful. I really wanna show you my nail polish, it is the bees knees... hehe
Do bees even have knees?
Of course they fucking do! 🐝
Lady bugs have knees too 🐞
I think I had too much coffee today, oh wait, I only had one cup. 😋

RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 09:40:19 pm

I remember things You said....gaining knowledge of Who You are by the words You chose to use.....or by a secondary vocabulary that just comes out of You.....wether You pay attention to those words or not.....But .....alot of people just use any old words.....most of the time not putting much emphasis on the multi purpose...or word meanings.. Ive been like that most of my life......I was a brick layer for nearly 20 years.....i made...and im not bragging...i have a point...
But i made 83,000 (1995 and 1996)......my language consisted of hardly any meaning.....but ....in those same years.....i began to study whats called the ......."Strong's concordance"
It's a Hebrew dictionary.....The english is quite limited....
But.....in and of itself....i noticed how Your emphasis on words seemed to carry a symbolic accumulative"Ness"...
I was well educated growing up....but certain things came up...

So....i wrote in a card to You.........."You can reach Me through Karen"....and I'm glad You did.......THIS IS WHO WE ARE.....
AT AGE 46-47.... .soon to be.....47-48....... So... I havent gone in the water past my knees...The Huge Pacific.....i guess ive watched too many marine biology videos.....good ones though......accurate ones.....i watch folks Surf.....🏄. ......me and Buzz cat......i take Her at least once a month.....she cries.....but We go at Sunset.....So......I. Glad You said SOME GOOD STUFF....PLEASE SEND SOME SHORT THINGS DURING THE DAY.......IM.... IN CALIFORNIA....TOTALLY ALONE........THIS JUNE.....
YOUR BIRTHDAY IS ON VALENTINE'S DAY ....
NOT AFRAID TO TELL YOU....
ANYTHING.....REALLY......BUT I GUESS OTHERS SEE IT TOO.....TRUST ME.....I TEXT TO YOU......LIKE ITS JUST US.....
SO.....IT IS WHAT IT IS.....
I MEAN IT THOUGH.... I NEED YOU TO TURN OFF THE RADIO....AND CONSPIRE WITH DAN.....TO HOLD YOUR PHONE WHILE YOU DRIVE HIM AROUND.....THESE FOLKS HERE DONT CARE ABOUT CLASS AND ETHICS.....WHEN THEY DRIVE.....
IM NOT SPEAKING DOWN TO YOU....."AT ALL".....DEAREST ....It never stops......There is never a brake......You cant look away for a second......There's No class amongst drivers......its a Sea of Sharks....but......On side roads....once and awhile.....You can pull over.....
Its ridiculous......The further NORTH YOU GO.....THE WORSE IT GETS.....BUT SAN DIEGO HAS GOTTEN WAY WORSE IN THESE THREE YEARS.... DONT WANNA TELL YOU WHAT IVE SEEN ON THESE HIGHWAYS.....
WANT YOU TO HAVE A SEPERATE.....NEW PHONE SOON......IM NOT MESSIN AROUND......9:33 Send Now.....
Wait.......i dont have to......Sleep tight.....Heart You... Tonight.....
Bay.....i like calling You Bay....
Baybug.... Sleep with Your picture...in a glass frame.....Havent broken it yet....
Smiling.....👫🐱Pee cat💑💎🎃halloween box.....You can reach me....THROUGH KAREN BURNESS🎃

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RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 10:09:45 pm

Hey Bay Bug......im not gonna tell Ya what to do Much.....Trust me 100%....on this.....I see US.....TOGETHER......JUST LIKE THE FIRST DAY.....AND SECOND WEEK........I TOLD YOU I WOULD WAIT 8 days remember.....You.......
to get back to Your reality.....
Then You said......8 days exacly !!

Well here it is You are plenty sexy enough for Me.....QUITE HOT...... Please dont say FUCK....... i Love Your legs.....i pet them always.....
But i will never Curse around You.....I curse ALL FUCKIN DAY......YOU CAN SAY ALL THE OTHER CURSE WORDS....JUST NOT FUCK......THATS SOMETHING PURE......JUST BETWEEN US.......
PUT IT THIS WAY.....YOUR BOYS WILL NEVER HEAR ME CURSE...MY MOTHER IN LAW EITHER......AND YEA. YOUR RIGHT.....THE TRAGIC WORD WAS HASTY......I JUST WISH WE COULD MET EARLIER......BEEN TOGETHER SINCE COLLEGE....OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT.... AND....I WILL TELLLLLL YOU AGAIN......I ......AM ......SO.......GLAD.........DANNYS DAD.......ISNT FROM THIS MARRIAGE YOUR IN......
OK........I WANTED YOU VERY MUCH THAT SATURDAY NIGHT I SAID IT TO YOU......THEN YOU HAD TO HANG UP ON ME......CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW I FELT......
NOT HOLDING YOU ACCOUNTABLE......I AM EATING YOU UP.... EVERY DAY SINCE.....IVE WAITED FOR YOU A VERY LONG TIME......AMAZING BRUNETTE.....SEND NOW

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Nichol
4/10/2019 07:50:53 am

For so long I felt stuck, Today, I am free! I really can't wait to talk, I can feel it, my heart remembers now. It remembers us, our past. We have been together much longer then we both can fathom, our souls have been intwined since the creation of time.
My last Love, my One and Only True Love. It's you forever and always.
And as for eating me up, you have no damn clue. I need you in a way I am sure only you can understand.
Our Love Story is so beautiful.
I can not wait to finally learn you Baby, all the little things. Wow! I am so damn blown away that this is actually happening. I Love You!

RobertTWIN link
4/9/2019 10:18:37 pm

So have a good day tomorrow.....Thank You...for being Natural.....God knows I needed that..... Your. A Queen to Me.....From the Ethnos......look it up......first and FOREMOST... .TRACY IS A QUEEN....AND I EXHALT HER.......I TOLD YOU THIS......BACK WHEN......TEXT ME SOMETHING TOMORROW....DAY BUG

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Awake
4/10/2019 01:11:13 am

I am stuck in a is this really happening moment. I keep smiling like a fool. But I always was your fool my Love over and over again. Words have whatever meaning you set behind them, and I don't feel like fool is a bad word. So it's not. Fool to me means, I just loce you so much am your fool. I will love you eternally and have loved you since eternity. I am in awww I almost never thought this moment would come. Like you know when you've hoped so many times that today would be the day but it never happened. You have no loving clue how much I loving miss you. This has been one crazy journey and I fear we will lose days if not weeks of sleep, talking inbetween sweet sweet lovins of course. I keep getting flashes of our life my Love!
Today it's like all the pieces came together. Everything fell on my eyes ever so perfectly today and I was able to perceive everything in a different light. It's as if the heavens opened and said, it's time. Damn right it's time, I've earned this, us, our love. My life has all been in preparation for us. Every moments. It's so very magical. So many things to say and words to share with you. I am not one for spoilers though. I love you so much! I hope you are dreaming sweetly. I felt you tonight. Stronger then I ever have, I was in the shower, you naughty man you... hehe I don't mind though, you can help me wash my hair, but only if you let me wash you, and not just your hair...😜 I feel so full tonight. Comparable to when we were in each others presence. You have this affect on me you see. It's something I've been looking for since I was a little my Love. I can't wait to talk, for realz. Is this really happening, pinch me Baby! I think I just fainted!
Goodnight my Love,
I will see you in our dreams of sweetness.
One thing I am excited to see is who goes for the first Kiss, our first Kiss!
I need to sleep now as I must be up as 6 for our loves. Kiss kiss my Love right on those lips! Ooo those lips. I remember staring at them with such, mmm hungry! Hehe I hope you are freaking out as much as I am.
We are on time, Nahko Bear and medicine for the people. Beautiful song.
Final Goodnight.
Still in awe.
You are so amazing and perfectly beautiful. I feel every part of you and it's something I know I am destined to hold for all eternity. I will always cherish your beautiful heart in ever way, always take every part of you and your life into consideration. It may have fault as if I was in complete disregard for your feelings and your situation. But I was blind. And followed what my heart said to do. I have been through enough to trust my own instincts. So even if things seemed to be going wrong at that time and I was internally longing grasping reaching smothering you when you had enough to deal with. I understand it all and know that you always only came from the right place. Hehe since you are my mirror, I know you too must see it all as I do. We are connected now, and the magnetic pull is getting stronger. Can you feel it.? Another song, India Arie, I am ready for love.
I can't wait to hold you and finally feel your energy in all its glory. You invoke such passion inside me. The words keep flowing effortlessly.

DayBug
4/10/2019 07:28:12 am

Goodmorning sweet lips. This feels surreal, I feel like I am dreaming. I almost can't wrap my mind around us fully just yet. I wish we could've met sooner too my love. College would've been perfect ,before kids. However I was a brat and had lessons to learn. That's why I feel it was all so perfect. I met you in my darkest hour, which turned into my brightest day. You saved me from certain peril. Holding on to you gave me hope. I know I have been such a pest. For that I am sorry too. First and Foremost you are my King I exalt you my love. I will hold you and squeeze you and call you my precious. Kiss kiss! Gunna go back to sleep for a bit l, I'm tired stayed up a bit late last night. Basking in the beauty of our love Baby. It's amazing!

RobertTWIN link
4/10/2019 12:47:14 pm

All that You said....i have Known...
FOR CERTAIN....
FROM THE FIRST WEEK .....
YOU AT YOUR MOTHERES... ME AT MY BROTHERS..AND MOTHERS TOWN OF CHARLOTTESVILLE.....I HAD BEEN visiting that town for over 20 years ...went to two weddings there.....visited fifty times....mostly on my way to Atlanta.....
I even on many occasions thought to myself....perhaps i would find You in CHARLOTTESVILLE.....i recall praying about that specifically on two nights.....right before i drove back to Pennsylvania......
But...i was very busy.....and very focused on providing for Nickolas... The young lad who Stephanie said was my son. ..and HAD DELOVERED....IN ATLANTA.

NICKOLAS IS WHAT PRESERVED YOU AND ME.....
TRACY AND ROBERT...SEE 👀....His schooling was expensive....and i refused to put my desires to be with a woman. .in front of being with Him.. Its a long story....
I care about Him daily.....He is My uncles Son......in etirety......all i went through.....and just one week before i met You on Valentine's Bay.....i was in court in Atlanta.....Where i was refused a D.N.A TEST.....and that my 15,000. Would not be getting released to me.....that it would remain in the escrow account of the Georgia State Bar. They froze my bank account....it was 25,000...but Stephanie got 10,000.
But that was right before We met....and My 15,000 is still sitting in the State Bar.....its a process that costs thousands....and i still cant give up on it.....
I wanna erase all that i just wrote....hope I dont spoil OUR JOY.......i am VERY HAPPY TO SEE YOUR. EXPERIENCING WHAT I EXPERIENCED....OVER FOUR YEARS AGO....WITH YOU.....CAUSE..... I DO NOTHING....WITHOUT YOU NOW....AND
BAY BUG.....FROM CAMPS......GOD DOES THE SAVING......HE HAS GIVEN TO ME DIRECTION.....JUST BECAUSE YOU EXIST......I FEEL FOR ALL THESE OTHER PEOPLE.....WHO HAVE NOT THE CONFIDENCE THAT I HAVE HAD SINCE OUR FIRST THREE CONVERSATIONS....IVE BEEN PREPARING FOR YOU FOR TWENTY PLUS YEARS.....Im so glad You come to me already with The Fathers Wisdom.....and yes....The "GOOD FOLKS".....do say.....(If The Lord Wills)...or .......(Maybee Tomorrow).
So....i was bratty too.....just like You....but when i was 20 -years old.....i was drawn of God......giving me WISDOM.....on how to perceive......Your voice Has always been inside me....
You are Tracy Diamond NOW.....to me......and My soul says.....Yes....certainly...Her Name is Tracy Diamond.....i knew this Bug from OUR FIRST WEEK....I CAN RECALLL.... EVERY CONVERSATION WE HAD.....and Yes...... I knelt down in the rain...in the high grass....in the house You were sleeping in.....WEPT....and with both great Joy... And understanding.....Sent My love to You through the walls of that yellow house... So......the walls You put up......i knew would be coming down soon.....Your presence is More to me Than just a sister.....there are attributes within You.....that My heart kneels to......yet i am standing.....
True Love is from THE FATHER....ok......He is calling US TO REMEMBRENCE...and GiviNG US CLUES ABOUT OUR PREVIOUS. EARTH AGE SOUL EXISTENCE......WHICH FOR YOU AND I......AND MANY....MANY OTHERS.......WE SERVED THE FATHER IN GREAT LOVE
I HAVE A VERY TRUE STORY FOR YOU AND MY MOTHER IN LAW....IT HAPPENED ON THE HUDSON RIVER....IN NEW YORK....WHILE I SLEPT....AND I CANNOT TYPE IT TO THIS DIALOG SOURCE.....IT IS MEANT FOR JUST US FAMILY....FOR NOW AT LEAST......BUT YOURS AND MINE SOUL EXPERIENCE.....IS TRULY DESIGNED YO HELP OTHERS.....BUT YOU AND I NEED TO PUT FOOD ON THE TABLE....TAKE CARE OF DANNY AND JAY.....SUPPORT YOUR MOM AS SHE GETS UP THERE....SHE HAS DONE SO MUCH FOR OTHERS....AND I SERVE HER ON THAT SECONDARILY......I SERVE MY MOTHER IN LAW......PRIMARILY CAUSE SHE IS THE FATHERS DAUGHTER...AND HE CHOSE HER...FOR ME TO SERVE....
SO...IT TOOK YOU A LITTLE LONGER TO COME AROUND...I KNOW
AND I ALSO KNOW YOU ARE A PROTECTOR OF MANY.....EVEN IF THEY ARE CRUEL TO YOU.....BUT


I CANT LET YOU DO THAT ANYMORE WITH JAYS FATHER.....I WAS CALLED AT AN APPOINTED TIME TO SEPERATE YOU FROM HIM....

.DONT YOU SEE.......THOUGH EVERYONE IN CHARLOTTESVILLE WAS AGAINST ME...AT THAT TIME.....I WAS AWARE OF WHO YOU WERE.....AND I WAS AWARE OF MANY THINGS THAT CANNOT BE UTTERED WHEN I WALKED YOU AND YOUR SONS BAGS ACROSS THAT VERY SMOOTH FLOOR IN THE RICHMOND AIRPORT...
I WAS INSTRUCTED....YOU SEE....AND I KNOW I TOLD YOU THIS BEFORE....BUT A WEEK BEFORE I LEFT YOU IN CHARLOTTESVILLE.....I MADE MY OWN MOTHER STAND STILL IN HER GARAGE....ASKING HER TO TAKE OFF HER SHOES...which she did....and i knelt down closely...kissing Her feet....Praying outloud in gratitude....To this Same Father....for these Three Women....Cindy...My Mom....Tracy Diamond...And My Mother In LAW......And thats God's Law.....not man's
So....i know how much Youve sheltered Danny and Especially Jay.... But i was called to explain to You.....that it could NO LONGER COME AT THE EXPENSE OF YOU.....I SPOKE
WITH MY MOTHER IN LAW ONCE....AND THAT WAS AT YOUR DISCRETION....
LOVE YOU FAVORIT

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Diamond
4/10/2019 04:11:59 pm

I don't think you know how amazing you truly are my Love! Thank you for being so patient with me! Was out running errands today. So many synchronicities today, our love keeps me feeling so full at every millisecond. Our souls are merging I can feel you my love.
My ginko tree is starting to sprout little leaves, I love this tree nurtured it back to health after being scorched though a hot Smokey summer a couple years ago.
One time when I was kid my neighbor gave us a whole bag of cherries from their cherry tree. My Sisters were eating them all day loving it right. Oh these are so good you should try them. I am weird about seeds. Idk just don't like them in my .mouth so I finally decided to try them and guess what was inside them little maggots crawling beer the pit. So I cut open quiet a few more every single one had little squirming bugs inside. My sisters spent hours heaving and feeling sick. I have always had this feeling and knowing about things. I am learning how to listen to that.
Left my phone on top of the car today, so distracted with thoughts of us and our future. I am patient and will be patient. I LOVE YOU! KISS KISS! 😍😚😙😍

Diamond
4/10/2019 04:54:13 pm

Baby my life was so ugly before you, you have no clue how you changed everything for me. I am in my room cry-laughing listening to the same songs over and over. I am blown away. I look back now and understand so much more then I ever did. You are Perfection to me! In every way, we are made for eachother. We are the leaders of the pack per say. We are here to integrate new energy in this existence. I will not pressure or push you to do anything. I am reaffirming this to myself as that is something I have struggled with in the past. I was always so scared to lose myself in the past. Now I want to lose every bit of myself in you for always in every way. Fear my Love has lost its grip, it held me so tightly, now in your arms I find freedom.

RobertTWIN link
4/10/2019 04:51:32 pm

In All of this.....because i really do get So busy.. .it came to me today...that i have missed a Few points....In this ...
CELEBRATORY DAY.....
..April 10th, 2019.....My Sister has come to Some of the knowledge....of who she once WAS.......its ironic....isnt it....
But.......and i know its all in Truth...and Love....
But get this.....My Sister said to me today. . i am Her king....perhaps she didnt understand what she said......My Twin is a Jewess....She is of Royal decent.....God the Fathers choice LOVE....AND ONE OF MANY.....of the House of Judah....which stands today.....
She is the apple of HIS eye....and greatly esteemed.....why You ..ask????
This is His plan.....God brought the Jewish people....His people out of Egypt to demonstrate His Person to ALL THE WORLD....GOD IS LOVE.....
GOD USED MOSES TO HANDLE HIS LAWS.....TO HAVE THEM WRITTEN ON THE TABLETS OF OUR HEARTS.....AND OBEY HIM....
SO THAT WE CAN BE BLESSED...
WITHOUT GOD WE CAN ONLY FATHOM.....AND PONDER WITH THE IMAGINATION WHICH HE GAVE US.....
AND.....HE DOTH NOT WANT RELIGION WITH US....BUT OUR LOVE IN RETURN.....AND HOW WE TREAT EACHOTHER....
I AM A GENTILE MAN....
SAVED BY GRACE.....MERCY.....
I DO NOT DESRVE THIS GRACE..........OR HIS MERCY.....BUT.......HE DID CALL ME......
HE CALLED ME OUT OF A DRY AND THIRSTY LAND......THIRSTY FOR HIS KNOWLEDGE.....HIS TRUTH......HIS LOVE
LOVE I DID NOT UNDERSTAND.....
BUT I DO NOW.....
YA KNOW WHY.....????
Because i understand The purpose of His people.....
The oracle holders.....The Jewish Nation......
None of this because of who My BEAUTIFULLLLL TWIN happens to be......but ive learned it first hand....and even more so.....Since Her Souls character has come to reside fully ...inside me.....I STILL HAVE MUCH TO LEARN FROM HER.....A VERY BEAUTIFULLLLL PERSON......there's that word again....."BEAUTIFULLLLL"......i had gotten away from it a lttle bit....
The Father hath returned My sister to me.....and SHE IS ABOVE ME IN STATURE.... SPIRITUALLY.....simply because She is of the seed line of King David....and Many others...who it is said of....He was a man after God's own HEART......WOW....
I have certainly cried today...and am NOW.....MY SISTER HATH RETURNED.....AND IS BECOMING AWARE OF HER QUEENSHIP.....
..GOOD STUFF.....HUH....
MY SISTER IS MY QUEEN....
WHODA EVER THOUGHT IT.....
CERTAINLY NOT ME...
THERE IS HOWEVER MUCH CORRUPTION IN JERUSALEM....AND MUCH MORE TO COME.....BUT....GOD IS FAITH...."FULL"......He calls US TO REMIND HIM.....OF......HIS PROMISES......BOOK OF ISAIAH....
MY HEART GOES OUT TO MANY.....AN ESPECIALLY....THOSE WHO ARE DRAWN BY GOD....THROUGH THEIR TWIN/ SOUL......
I HAVE FORGOTTEN SOME OTHER WOMEN.....WHO ON THE INTERNET HAVE SHOWN SOUL LOVE TO ME.....I WILL NAME THEM NEXT.....I HAD FORGOTTEN THEM A LITTLE BIT.
LOVE YOU TRACY BAY !!!!👑

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Diamond
4/10/2019 05:11:34 pm

You are my King in every way, my Angel King and I your Angel Queen. You are so fucking cute. I just wanna dance Baby, I feel crazy right now a good crazy. I can feel the energy inside me surging. I do remember my King, that we have had so many lives together. This is magic, should I expect any less. We must discuss this me above you thing. I am in no way and will never be above anyone Queen or not. We are all equal. Everyone of us. However I put you on a pedistal too so maybe we can help each other with this sweet King of mine! Maybe that's how it's supposed to be my Love! You are my last puzzle piece! The one I had always been missing. The one I needed all along. The one I looked for every where and finally found right when I was about to give up. God almighty I thank you, our Father for bringing me to this beautiful love. Thank you for giving me the strength and perseverance to make it to this day. You know my heart and can feel how I exalt in your blessings. THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU!

Tracy
4/10/2019 06:26:53 pm

So I googled then name Tracy to learn the meaning. (I Love things like that) and this is what Urban Dictionary said.

Tracy

If you find a Tracy your very lucky. She is loyal asf to everyone that is loyal to her and she is a freak but doesn't like to show it. When she wants something she will do anything to get it and when she loves she loves with all her heart and won't give up on someone she really cares about.

This just keeps getting better every second my King!

You blow my mind, are you ready for this Baby?
Can you handle all that I am, all my flaws?
I know you can!
Even when I was mad at you, I felt in my heart that it would all be okay.
I care not of sweet Little Jays Dad anymore.
That's actually one of the things I regret most about our time, how much emphasis I put on caring for the feelings of another over This TRUE LOVE Story. It ate me alive for years. Felt like I fucked myself over. Now I understand it all so much better. I had to learn some things My Sweet 😁's . I had to clear my Karma and so did you I presume.
Just as I finished typing that my neighbor kids came in and gave me a stuffie, stuffed animal, I love them. Idk I am a big kid sweets! Anyways, her kids are total little jerks, THAT energy Baby, the kind I had to shed. It's clearing though, we just have to STAND OUR GROUND and know we stand in Truth and Love! I know you know this already. But guess what the stuffie is a peacock baby. Symbolic much! Hehe

The peacock spirit animal is the epitome of beauty. This graceful power animal offers lessons about self-love, honor, integrity and the importance of facing life’s challenges as well as the unknown with courage and confidence. When the peacock struts gracefully into your life you may be entering a time of rebirth.

Individuals whose power animal is the peacock possess a firm connection between the past and present and recognize its effect on the future. They readily see the importance of integrity and honor. Confident in all they do, those with a peacock totem also recognize the need for light-heartedness and laughter.

Commonly, the peacock animal totem is accepted as being symbolic of integrity and rejuvenation. In addition, this proud member of the pheasant family also represents:

Beauty
Balance
Wise Vision
Awakening
Immortality
Spirituality
Selfconfidence
Awareness
Leadership
Self-love
Resurrection
Laughing at life

IT'S time Baby!
GOD I LOVE YOU!!!
I also Love Us, just as much.
BEAUTIFUL

RobertTWIN link
4/10/2019 06:25:30 pm

Ok .....So..... I ......have made up My mind.....and.....i am gonna write this before i tell My Twin that Im coming to se Her....this week....A.S.A.P....IM NOT WORRIED....I'VE SAVED ENOUGH MONEY FOR THE TRANSITION...THOUGH I WILL MAKE THE CHANGES I NEED TO...BUT....HERE IT IS....
AND NOT IN HASTE......
I FOUNDY LINDY COWLING....cause i requested help through My cell phone....i had never done so BEFORE!!!
But i typed in....strong telepathy....into google.....Somehow....i found Lindy Cowling....i was very busy at work....and had but 30 seconds to look....but....i screenshot her page....and a day later...on the train i began to see 👀 what was going on inside of Me....
A month before i met Lindy....i had been calling out to My Mother In Law....with great tears....VERY AWARE OF HER PRESENCE IN MY LIFE.....a sure SIGN FROM GOD THAT I WAS ON THE RIGHT PATH.....AND DO NOT JUDGE.....NO MATTER WHAT....!!!!
But....I studied LINDY ONLY.....AND ONLY HER......i still continued to reach out to My sister/Twin.....i texted her phone eventhough it was disconnected.....and eventhough she said i would be in a relationship with Her..."ALL BY MY SELF.....I TOLD HER THAT WAS OK....AND I DIDNT MIND"
So i never contacted Lindy....i just went to WORK.....EVERYDAY....AND BEING AS OPEN TO WHAT SHE SAID AS POSSIBLE......MY HEART WAS VERY OPEN TO HER ....I LOVED HER LIKE ONE OF MY GRANDMOTHERS SISTERS...THOUGH MUCH YOUNGER.....
MOTHER IN LAW.....I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU KNOW......THANK YOU FOR BEING YOU....AND BEARING MY SISTER....BUG.....
AT WORK....ON another day....i somehow found Karen Burness...and Her book.."How to reunite with Your Twin/Soulflame
I dont like the flame word...not one bit..Thank You SO MUCH KAREN.....im not the type to forget....So bear with Me....I will be sending a few donations....for Your troubles....
Then one day...while in a grocery store i was texting My Twins old cell phone...from New York...and There was a library across the street....i studied the word PSYCHIC FOR ABOUT FOUR HOURS...then got on a library computer....where i came across The word TWIN SOUL....FOUND DR.MAURY AND PATRICIA JOUDREY.....and their book.....I read some of it.....library was closing...and i still had a four hour train ride.....plus a kitten in a duffle bag in the library...she had to pee..as usual....But Patricia would be the one Who leveled Me out.....i was at PERFECT PEACE after her work on TWINS....I recomend Her to the entire listening world 🌎... .if You so are drawn to listen...of course....
A few months later i left NEW YORK.....because it is a living hell on all its residents....a burden that NO PERSON SHOULD HAVE TO BE UNDER.....and i wont say anymore about that....except....i feel terrible for the working class there.....they are raped each day financially.....its bad !!!
I traveled with Lindy Cowling across the united states by car.....headed to the place My Twin said she wanted to Live....and prospectFULLY raise Her Sons near Her Mother....MY Mother in San Diego, California
But in New Mexico...i stopped to sleep...and i fell asleep listening To Karen BURNESS....and A video which i cant find anymore....
I woke the next morning to a sky like ive never seen to this day.....its 6:08...right NOW....my Twins Birthday 🎂.....
So i got my act together...and drove all the way to California....Talking to My sister....The one Who was part of me NOW....
IN CALIFORNIA....I found a Young Woman named Angelica ...also on the internet....she was very genuine....and truthfully honest...even to a fault.....I pray for Her still......
I appreciated Marla from Twinstrology.....though some of Her stuff is a bit heavy ...but i learned much....My Twins Energy is Something personal....at its core.....and Ive known from the very begining....to just trust what is inside of Me already.......i also watched Allison Lessard a few times.....and another Woman with A pussy Power video....i cant remember Her name....but i appreciated Her honesty..she was cool......So......im not the type to forget.....but Im Off to SEE....AND BE WITH MY TWIN....THIS WEEK....IM GONNA SEND HER MY NUMBER...IN ONE HOUR.....IF SHE IS READY....SHE WILL CALL ME......I AM MAKING ARRANGEMENTS RIGHT NOW TO COME TO WHERE SHE IS... .SHES NOT SCARED.... .IM NOT......LIVE YOU CAMPS.....TEXT NOW...💁💁

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Tracy
4/10/2019 07:23:36 pm

I have been ready and waiting for this day since that first second I saw you. We both were typing at the same time! Hehe I have only gotten little snippets of your voice which I treasure so very much. Haha Pussy power video! I actually saw a video of a chick lifting a surf board with her, Khooter... Funny and amazing at the same time... hehe
And as for the word Flame, I am the fire Baby, you are the Twin... What is there not to like. Words mean what you want them to sweet lips. .

RobertTWIN link
4/10/2019 07:24:03 pm

Im tired of typing....beyond.....
So...is My Very closest...and favorite amongst ALL WOMEN....in Virginia.....so Jay can be close to HIS DADS WORK.....KEEPING SOME CONTINUITY. .
OR

did You up and Move ...Dan.... Tracy and Jayden.....To Suny San Diego....to be around Mom....

Im quite curious on which way i should drive.....
You know what Im doin in California....i have a garage with Quite a bit of cool stuff For Dan and Jay.....
Lots of Clothes i picked out for You... .
Certainly You know Me....Some of the stuff from New York.....some from San Diego.....but im about to go through some of it....Its way too much stuff to pack in a car....
I was preparing for You in California.....but.....I will get a job near D.C....And.....When Jay is ready....We can still do the California thing.....talk about that...if necessary.....What matters to Me is that Your safe from Harm.....and control.....i dont trust Mr.Allen......believe Me when i tell ya......He knows what You do......Tracy......i know Your the type of person who cant be bothered with certain stuff......But as a Man Who payed 130,000...yes...thats one hundred thousand dollars for somebody elses child........Mark looks at You like a dollar amount....and how much Your costing Him.....and for HOW MUCH LONGER....
So......just trust me on this....i know how this guy followed Me....when You and i were speaking.....I was watched and followed everywhere.....I could kick his ass just for that alone.....and i know what IM GETTING MYSELF INVOLVED WITH......
THAT ISNT ME THOUGH.....IT NEVER WAS.... JAY IS FAR MORE IMPORTANT TO ME THAN ANY WAR OF ATTRITION BETWEEN HIS FATHER...AND HIS MOTHER.....AND I KNOW WHY I WOULD KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT.....
THERE IS NO WORSE THING ON EARTH....THAN TO BE A DICK HEAD STEPDAD.....
AND IM THE FURTHEST ....
F...U...R...T...H...E...S...T thing from that.....but i can still take the necessary precautions to protect the innocence of Two young boys......
I have much experience in this field....as do You......You with sisters....
Me with brothers.....
But.....Either way.....it is time FOR US........MY FAULTS .....YOURS...
I LOVE YOU STAR....SO....HERE IT IS.....IM LEAVING TOMORROW TO GET A NEW JOB CLOSE TO YOURS.. ..AND HOLD US FOREVER... YOU READY.....SEE YOU ...👀..... YOU TOLD ME BEFORE....."no You don't"... I didnt need to see You with my eyes....to actually see You.....
Cant wait to get those blouses off the top shelf....send You pictures....Lover....please dont make Me wait.....I got a long drive ahead of Me.....here it is...(619)846-3905

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Nichol
4/10/2019 10:11:28 pm

Robert, first and foremost, I must ask for your forgiveness , for I have deceived you. It was not intentional as I truly believed you were my "twin" for the synchronicities are all too real to deny.
I am not, nor will ever be Tracy, I am Nichol , born and raised in southern Oregon. To my Father and my Mother in 1986, my Mom still complains to this day that my Dad was drinking a beer and watching football in the labor and delivery room while I was born. It was Thanksgiving day, after all.

I WAS searching for my Twin. That path has ended. No longer do I search. The thing is Robert you are an amazing and beautiful man, and I do appreciate the time you took to talk to me tonight.
It helped me realize a very valuable lesson. That we need to follow a different path.
The twin flame connotations, have lost their luster. After searching, grasping fighting for breath under the pressure of seeking a "twin", tonight I collapsed into myself. I felt crushed. But at the same time through my faith in our Father God Above and the heart he blessed me with upon the day of my creation. I know and feel with every part of myself that no matter what, My True Love, The truest of Love will shine through.
Robert can I ask you a question?
What if Tracy isn't your "twin"?
What if Paul isn't my "twin"?
What if we don't have a "twin"
I do have a lot of gratitude for this journey though. For the twin flame path has lead me to the path of self discovery. Through seeking my Twin and wanting so badly to find union I realized I had it all along and the secret to union is union of self.
The signs God has provided us with are right in front of our eyes.
I tried to call you back to tell you all of this, but you did not pick up.
I no longer like the word Twin, it has lead me down the wrong path and caused so much confusion in my life.
I will never watch another Twin Flame reading.
In fact, When I do my readings, they will be called Divine Union readings. Because that's what it's really about. The Divine Union within us all, our own Union of self.
Robert I still do believe in the Love I have longed for my entire life. I still know in my heart that God will provide for us all.
Thank you so much for sharing all of those beautiful words with me tonight.
With so much Love and understanding.
Nichol Elizabeth Bracewell.

YourBabyLove
4/17/2019 10:24:33 pm

Dear ‘Silenced’

I felt your grip tightening around my throat, binding my chest...struggling to breath...unable to swallow

No-one cares what you’re feeling...they will not hear you, and if they do...they still will not hear.

There is danger in revealing your truth...I feel it. My hand goes to my throat. “If you speak, you make yourself vulnerable...you die...it’s happened before... “

...but where...when? “Shhhhhh...stay silent...it’s safer that way”

“See?! I told you so...he did not hear you...shamed you for your desires...again.” Better to suffer in silence than to keep reopening the wound and risk...death

I am dying...stifled...the walking dead

I look in the mirror and feel…empty…I don’t even know who I am...

Each time I remain silent your cycle of fear, unworthiness and pain is perpetuated...passed on...it increases its power over...I die a little more...suffocated.

‘No more’…the words begin to overflow from my captive soul and fill my body.

From my trembling lips, a softly whispered ’No more!’ escapes as my body shakes with fear…and I do not die!

’No more!’ I say more firmly and with resolution as my truth bursts forth and, though it is not truly heard, he looks surprised and sees me differently…cautiously…and I walk away leaving my truth echoing through that moment in time.

’NO MORE!’ screams from my soul, shattering the silence, tearing apart the cage that has kept me prisoner for so long…my voice, my breath, my body raging with the pent up anger, sadness, grief, ferocity and fire of the Dragon, once again unchained!

I can fly!!!

NO MORE will I stay silent, hiding in fear of those who might judge or attack the brilliant, glowing, passionate woman that I AM! I will not hold back my truth in fear of offending those who are not ready to hear. I SPEAK MY TRUTH! I raise my voice in ECSTASY!!!

NO MORE will I allow the sacred sacral fire of my pleasure to be extinguished by shame, hiding the glorious sensual, sexual essence of my divine nature! I AM here to re-ignite the Sacred Sacral Fire in every women and re-awaken the Sacred Warrior in every man…to inspire and AWAKEN all beings of all genders to their true beauty and power…to the essential beautiful nature of WHO they ARE!

I am ‘Silenced’ NO MORE!

I AM FREE!

~ Freyja Inanna

P.S. I found this and it resonated deep inside my Soul. No more are we separate, even distance can not come between our bond. I Love You Baby! Dream sweetly! I will be right next to you, and within you. Dream with me of our future. Our timing is perfect.

Nichol
4/18/2019 03:35:51 pm

You lied to me and that's where I draw my line. You said all these things only to fall back into the same damn cycle. You are my Twin this I know and I love you more then I could ever imagine. But that doesn't mean this is right, I will not tolerate the same things I always have. So goodbye until you realize my worth.
LOVE love love you. I hope you know I am not going to sit around and wait for you, You're with her and I cant change that. The dating pool isn't that shallow. It is what it is. I can't change you and your decisions. Thank you though! KISS KISS from this Sweet Miss.

RobertTWIN link
4/10/2019 09:24:44 pm

False alarm....Tracy I Love You...
I just spent an hour on the phone with another woman... Who had Ignored the things i had been telling her.....i dont wanna be harsh with Her.... Is God's child....one Who has THRER CHILDREN....SO I EXPLAINED TENDERLY... .THAT SHE IS REACHING.....I WAS NOT SPECIFIC WITH HER ENOUGH OVER A MONTH AGO THAT I AM NOT THE MAN WHO IS HER TWIN......AND EVEN AFTER I SPELLED THINGS OUT.. WHICH IS 100% transparent.. She reached even further....ignoring the things i said. .with desperate hope.....but i understand Her well now.....i spoke with Love....and dignity... .Giving her the best consolation i could from Gods Holy Word.....
Diamond... I Love Us.. .and will never leave You....nor forsake Your heart.. Twin Camps...got work early.....i really put things out there....huh......well im concerned for Your journey....and the tender journey of Your Sons
I did not believe it was You....not really .....but i had a certain hope....that YOUR COMING OUT...WILL HAPPEN IN SIMILAR FASHION.....TRACY

THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE MISGUIDED IN THE WORLD 🌎.....
HEART YOU JEWESS....KEEP YOUR HEAD UP.....OUR TIME IS SOON.....22

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Nichol
4/13/2019 02:42:24 pm

It's was you and it's been you all along, or maybe it was your Twin Brother, you turd! 😁😂😁 I Love You and See Us Baby!
COME HOME MY SWEET ~SMILES~
AND SO IT IS!
I LOVE YOU ALWAYS, IN ALL WAYS, ON ALL DAYS.
🐞

Tears
4/22/2019 09:18:31 pm

They flow tonight, streaming down my cheeks dripping onto my shirt as I attempt to wipe them away.
Why must it always be this way?
Letting it go. I don't wanna fight for love anymore. I just wanna love.
I don't care if you said hey Bug I need you. I would be there as fast as i possibly could, well Baby I am at that point. I need to feel you to hold you to feel the TRUTH of our love for the first time. It hurts that you ignore me... But what can I do? I can't change your choices. I can't explain to my self how you feel. Fuck it.
Bug-over and out.
Let the radio silence commence.
I shall bug, pry, and seek no more.

RobertTWIN link
4/11/2019 08:20:12 pm

Sleep tight
"BeautiFULLLLL"...text Tomorrow night at 11:11 Virginia Time....💑💑💌💌💎💎🐞🐞💚💚⏰🔭soon

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Bug
4/12/2019 12:58:46 am

I remember, I remember when we were alive eons ago, when our souls intertwined in the beginning of time it's self. I am ready for you in every way and I see you!
I exalt in the mighty power of our Lord, our Savior. He has shone his light down upon me today.
What a glorious couple of days this has been.
My head aches a bit, as this was all A LOT for me to remember.
However I handled it, AS YOU KNEW I could. Thank you for having faith in me. I rode with the wave of Love that came over me on the 10th of April in 2019.
This caused a Tsunami inside my heart.
This Tsunami is our Love washing over and into every part of me, covering every last spec of fear that resided within me.
I LOVE YOU For Always, in All Ways, on All Days! KISS KISS MY LOVE I FEEL YOU NOW! I finally See Us.
🐞

Nichol you sweet Love!
4/15/2019 02:53:19 am

It's the 111th comment, and I couldn't be more proud. We have made it Baby we are here it is almost Our time. Now that I have done my part, it is your turn Now sweet Lover. Do not leave me over here vulnerable as all get up while you hide. That is not one bit fair. I too deserve recognition at least awknoledgment. I have to be up at 6 to get our littles off to school and my first actual day of my new Job is tomorrow I start at 9, but I am so preoccupied with you as always. Sigh. Sleep evades me. I always used to get super stoned so I could fall asleep. I have trouble sleeping from time to time. I know you do too. When you come home I am sure we will not have any trouble falling asleep. The eminence of being in your arms has kept me holding on. I am getting really tired, need to go to sleep. I Love You Baby! Dream sweetly my Love. I See Us! KISS KISS!

US
4/17/2019 09:30:45 am

My Love, I tire of this form of communication can we please get some 3D action. I am feeling super down today. However what goes up must come down. Had a few too many beers last night. It did help me get out of my funk for a minute. But I always feel worse the next day. Aren't you ready for us? You sounded so ready but it's all about doing not sounding. I tire of this life without you. I know I am a strong independent woman who needs for no man. But you, I need in every way. This makes me feel crazy. Knowing what I have with you. It is truly magical my love. Synchronicities every where. I Love You and hope we can talk soon. I don't know what your situation is like or how you are doing. I am doing my best to be understanding. Baby I am so confused currently. Maybe I do need to quit smoking pot. My head is way clearer and I feel more connected to God and you when I don't smoke. I want you to know I am far from perfect. I know I am an amazing woman, but I also am aware of my own flaws. What do you want to do? Are you wanting me to call you again? I do tire of feeling like I am the only one making effort. Communication is key sweet Lover! I noticed my texts aren't getting though any more. Maybe I will try to text your old phone again. I LOVE YOU!

Nichol
4/18/2019 11:12:59 am

Do you think I am the only one who is supposed to make any real effort? How could you write to me for months and then when it comes down to it you ignore me? How is this fair to me? It's not. After everything we have been through I deserve more respect then this. So if this is your choice I will step back once again. You can't expect me to betray any of the trust we have built. I will not tell her we have talked on here. I also will not tell her that you haven't really blocked me. I enjoy being able to check on you. These are all your own decisions to make. Will you be honest or will you deceive? What are you so afraid of? This is extremely frustrating for me. But I know all goes as it should and I follow my heart. Just know I am not very happy with you right now. You're hurting me, I don't deserve that not one bit. I have been hurt enough in my life. Now I deserve better.

Nichol
4/18/2019 07:07:53 pm

Look I understand where you are coming from, I understand what you are going through I truly do. However, l know my worth. I will not settle and no matter the circumstances lying is wrong. The truth is the only way to go. With honesty we have the blessing of God on our side. Please know that I do love you and I am and will always be here for you. I also know my worth and it's not about what you want to do, it's about what you do. With out action words are just words. Words are all I've had for 2 fucking years. So over it and know I deserve better. You are the one who brought our the queen in me, can you handle it?
I Love YOU Baby!

Your Bug
4/18/2019 08:30:59 pm

Correction 3 fucking years! I Love You! Just come home with all your baggage, both kinds. Communication is key with me sweets. You'll learn that, and how I am! Many kisses from Your Bug!
XOXOXO

Nichol
4/22/2019 10:56:06 pm

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=dEHwGzMzjaw&feature=share

Leela
1/30/2019 02:03:04 pm

Thank you!
Makes a lot of sense...
During last couple of days I had this thought in mind: " it seems like things are reversed now!!!"
Valentine is close and I feel it will bring a powerful energy...

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Deirdre
1/30/2019 08:20:32 pm


I wrote this poem for my TF. Your insights are incredibly wonderfully helpful and I thank you. As I have started to give up "my role" of overmothering, overgiving, overcompensating, and waiting/pushing - I feel more lost than ever as I transition out of the 5D into 3D. However, your message give me comfort and hope. My TF actually thought I was going off the deep end when he read my poem. His reply was flatly "whats wrong"? There was such a disconnect. Now I see it may have come across as very needy and co-dependent but his response was a wake up call to me. Nonetheless, it is an honest expression of how I feel and have felt on my the TF journey. I hope it resonates and helps others a little who are also on this intense and confounding shared life experience.

SOMETIMES

Sometimes I feel you are the love of my life
Sometimes my love for you feels like a comet-a burning, red hot love passing by in space
Sometimes I just love you for who you are

Sometimes I feel we are just soul mates living parallel lives- Sometimes I feel we are like twin flames and meant for each other forever
Sometimes I feel we are simply the best of friends

Sometimes I just want to jump your bones
Sometimes I just want you to jump mine

Sometimes I just need to feel your tender touch
Sometimes I just need to feel and touch you tenderly

Sometimes I am screaming inside for physical affection
Sometimes I just want to be alone

Sometimes I feel lost when Im without you
Sometimes I feel lost when I'm with you

Sometimes I trust our love journey is always just beginning
Sometimes I dispair our love journey might end

Sometimes I laugh so hard my stomach aches
Sometimes I silently weep so deeply my heart feels like it's splitting in two

Sometimes I feel our love is real and true
Sometimes I feel our love is like a ghost- elusive and ethereal
Sometimes Im just afraid of such a powerful love

Sometimes Destiny lies with the stars-
Sometimes Destiny is where luck and opportunity meet and are taken
Sometimes Destiny is what we create in our lives


Sometimes, Sometimes, Sometimes...

Round and round it goes- but under all is the hope of living life with you and none of it living life without you. Our Destiny is up to both of us now. I will always love you...💙

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Danielle
2/1/2019 12:47:26 pm

Beautiful poem!

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Kyrié Rose
1/31/2019 07:06:15 am

Thank you, Karen. I definitely appreciate and resonate more with these readings than the more regular, previous ones.

The synchronicity of it all is appearing much more intensely as of late. And yet, what I notice is how differently they feel within me. Before any synchronicity had me feeling like I was on the edge of a precipice ready to jump, the anticipation was high. Now, as they come, they feel like a tremendous reassurance and affirmation of direction and bring a calm certainty without all the nervousness and anticipation of a five - year - old waiting for Christmas.

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Laura
1/31/2019 10:22:10 am

Thank you for this post. I am experiencing this shift myself and, yes, it is jarring. I am tired, so tired, of trying to instigate any type of conversation. I have received only short responses that are surface level. So, prior to reading this, I had decided I just need to live my life and to give my heart to a man I have kept at arms length in hopes my twin would finally return. I have to continue on my journey. If we are to unite in this lifetime, I need to trust that it will happen in its own time. I am done waiting for the 3D to happen. The 5D continues on, no matter how much I try to block it. It just is. It is quite annoying, I must admit. Thinking of him every single day for years and years is exhausting, but I am managing the best I can.

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Danielle
2/1/2019 12:56:34 pm

Hi Laura,
Thank you for your story here. I recognise a lot: especially the feeling in 5D and thinking a lot of him, even if you try to block or ignore. Sometimes I literally ask Universe/guides to set me free of this energy which comes to me.. I want my life in 3d and can't wait for him to come around. Lately I'm doubting if he ever will because it will mean 180° turning in his life.
Now it sounds all sad but I feel a lot better then years ago and I feel a lot more trusting myself and my proces, loving myself, healthy boundaries ect. I feel I AM love instead of wanting love (from another). I'm sure I will attract this kind of love that I'm able to give. Equally, free, unconditional! And I'm also starting to believe and feel that attracting a Devine masculine could also be another DM - than the one I used to call my twinflame!

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Laura
2/6/2019 05:12:22 pm

Hi Danielle,
Yes, I wish there was a way to no longer feel my DM nor have him in my thoughts everyday, all day. I pray constantly for my spirit guides/God to help it just stop. I truly feel we will never be together in 3D. Our first go around was 28 years ago, then again 5 years ago. Both times were catalysts for my own healing and for changes needed in my life. Then, the excruciating pain, loss, more pain, running, chasing, then complete silence. So frustrating and horrific. Definitely something I would not wish on anyone. The immense love, that deep soul, mind-reading love, is incredible and is something I will never experience with another. However, it almost seems like a cruel joke on me. Feel Heaven then it is ripped it from me.

V
1/31/2019 07:24:30 pm

I so resonate with yoyr channeling. 100% my situation!!! DFs, I strongly feel those of us who connect woth this challenging should actually get in touch with each other on Facebook or form a WhatsApp group. There is lot in common we can share and discuss and be together while going through these shifts ❤️

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Danielle
2/1/2019 01:06:32 pm

Thank you so much Karen for your message.

Do you have advice in how to block this energy of the DM towards me. I want to live my life without being thrown to his energy or suddenly feeling his (kind of sad) mood!?

So I feel a lot better then years ago and I feel a lot more trusting myself and my proces, loving myself, healthy boundaries ect. I feel I AM love instead of wanting love (from another). I'm sure I will attract this kind of love that I'm able to give. Equally, free, unconditional! And I'm also starting to believe and feel that attracting a Devine masculine could also be another DM - than the one I used to call my twinflame!

Karen: do you also feel like this term 'twinflame' soon will belong to an old paradigm? Like DM is a better way to describe and that DM is more like an energy th DF will attract in her life - because she's grounded now and she IS love - and is not particularly subscribed to just one person?

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Luna
2/2/2019 02:20:53 am

This is a really insightful question! I feel what you are saying & resonate with it!

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Luna
2/2/2019 02:13:48 am

This is so accurate, thank you a million times for your wisdom. My situation is at the core what you have described, however, I live with mine & right now it is no pleasure. To be doing this in close proximity is beyond difficult. We sleep in separate rooms because I was having reactions to his presence in my bed. I am doing my best to focus on my own growth but I’m seriously concerned because of the control he tries to take over my life & the hypocrisy. It has lead me to seriously consider never seeing this person again & doing everything I can to get him out of my life. I know there aren’t many doing it the way we are but I just feel so alone in this sometimes & would love to know what has become of others in this situation if any.

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Diane
2/2/2019 12:48:47 pm

This does resonate to me to a large degree & to me, while they were true, this energy report was more positive than your last few have been. Aside from seeing him occasionally in passing driving near my house for work purposes, there hasn’ been any kind of communication/messages for months. I did have a dream about him the night of my birthday, on this past January 9th. He’s still comfortably miserable with his karmic, as I am in a similar situation. I don’t know if that’s going to change or not but I’m not waiting anymore. I do still feel a pull to him & have a lot of synchronicities where he’s concerned. The 5D union isn’t enough for me; I want the 3D to manifest. I am this confusing crossroads & am waiting for the proof in the 3D. I am happier & more fulfilled in a happy lasting relationship. Just the way, I’m wired. I believe I’m doing the work for myself to make that happen.

I’m also wondering if you’re going to be posting a video of this most recent energy report?

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Laura
2/5/2019 02:44:44 am

Thank you so much Karen for giving voice to exactly what I live at the moment. Thank you so much for your work and support. Lucky you are there.
With infinte thankfulness,

Laura

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The lost one
4/3/2019 08:45:04 am

Well my DM just had a baby with his Karmic. Such a beautiful baby, I am happy for him yet at the same time, it's like watching my dreams come to fruition for someone else. 😭😭😭

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RobertTWIN link
4/3/2019 06:02:58 pm

Hi....My Name is Robert..Im from Pennsylvania.....and....Yes...I have a twin...and i mean a FOR REAL....TWIN SOUL...

I HAVE ALOT TO TELL YOU....AND I BELIEVE FOR SURE....THAT....ITS PERFECT TIMING FOR THIS. BUT
IM DOING LANDRY....GOT LOTS TO DO....AND I START WORK AT 4:30 in the mornings....So.....i want You to bear with Me....
I am going to write To You.wether You respond to Me..OR NOT.....ITS GONNA BE GOOD !!!...
I PROMISE....just bear with Me....its gonna be sporadic....and....i want YOU TO KNOW.....I CARE ABOUT YOU... ..
I PROMISE TO TEXT THIS SAME BLOG...."TWO OF SWORDS"....tonight....Im in California....so i have NO IDEA YOUR TIME ZONE....
BUT.....
IF INFACT......YOU ARE.....A BONIFIED....REAL TWIN SOUL.....AND THIS KARMIC YOUR SPEAKING OF.....IS YOUR TWIN....TIME MATTERS NOT !!!!!!

Ok

So bear with My work schedule.. I am here to help You...Me and My cat BUZZ......

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Isis
4/25/2019 12:30:22 am

The name which you speak does not matter, we have had many names.


Twin souls recognize each other with absolute certainty and can never truly leave one another. Two people may never have touched each other even with their fingertips, and yet they feel a powerful, indestructible link between them. Nothing and no one can separate them. Despite walls, mountains and oceans, they are together, because their love goes beyond the limitations of the physical plane.

There are but a handful of such twins incarnated and they know who they are.

They have always done this work in other incarnations, in other dimensions, and life forms, for they are cosmic and not of this earth.

Let those who have ears, listen with the inner ear.

Let those who have eyes, see with the inner eyes.

Let those who know, embark.

The time is NOW!

His Queen
4/30/2019 10:02:34 pm

Hey sweet Lover Synchronicities today! Gosh I Love You! So fucking much no words can describe our Love. ❤💚
(AM💚PK💚RS)
I know its been you all along sweet Lover. Every naughty fantasy, every beautiful dream. It's YOU! I feel you Baby. Union must be close because I feel our connection strengthening. Gosh I Love You, you are so perfect to me. In every way. No fault you perceive in yourself can ever cloud the way I see you. You rescued me sweet man. In more ways then you could imagine. I met you at such a perfect pivotal moment. I don't want to waste any more of our precious lives. Can we talk soon. For real this time, no more playing around. Well okay you can play around, as I do enjoy the fun you bring to my life. However you know what I mean sweet cheeks! Btw I have been extremely horny lately. Like more then I have felt in years. I MISS YOU! 😍😍😍
I LOVE YOU for always on all days in all ways! So many Kisses! Gosh all the Kisses, all over YOUR.... SEXY.... SELF! Some licks and nibbles too... I need to STOP I will get myself worked up. Tehe 😍😙
P.S. Call me Baby!
💚I LOVE US❤

RobertTWIN link
4/3/2019 10:55:16 pm

I cant accomplish EVERYTHING...in one group of words to You...let Me again say....i care about You very much....and...I DONT KNOW ALL THE DETAILS OF YOUR SITUATION...!!!
.WHAT I DO KNOW....is that it's NOT WISE TO COMPARE ONE WITH ANOTHER.....AND I DONT LIKE THE PHRASE..."tell YOUR truth....You know why.....because NO MATTER WHAT LANGUAGE...ANYONE OF "US".... Speaks......there ARE NOT words to explain the POWER....AND PRESENCE....OF THE SOUL....

I BELIEVE IN GUARDIAN ANGELS...AND I BELIVE FOR SURE IN FALLEN ANGELS.

AND TRUST ME.....FALLEN ANGELS ARE GIVEN POWER TO DECEIVE .....SO

YOU REALLY GOTTA BE CARE"FULL"..

As a Man.....My greatest desire....ALL ...my life....was to have balanced...and TRUE love with this specific WOMAN.... it's tragic.....BUT I DIDNT MEET HER UNTIL SHE WAS 44... And i was 43.
It was a FLUKE meeting....sorta like it was NEVER MEANT TO HAPPEN.... and never in a million years.....SHOULD SHE AND I HAVE MET UP......ONLY IF........

AND



I MEAN....."only"......if.......a Ton of tragedy hadnt come into MY LIFE.....WOULD I HAVE EVER MET HER......SHE AND I GO BACK ....YET WE HAD NEVER MET.....I EVEN TALKED TO HER AS A CHILD.....

BUT.....MY REALITY....ASIDE.....
KAREN BURNESS' experientials are what LED HER TO WHAT SHES BEEN UP TO.....HER TRAGEDIES BLOSSOMED JUST A CERTAIN WAY......AND THEY MULTIPLIED.....BUZZ CAT JUST KISSD/licked My left eye...she had a whole chicken breast tonight....both sides....

Im gonna get to Your words...this coming weekend... .AND.....
I HEAR YOU...CALLING YOURSELF.......LOST......
I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU NOT TO FEEL LOST.....IF THATS HOW YOU FEEL.... YOUR GONNA HAVE TO SEEK IT.....ALL THE WAY.....
I HAVE NEWS FOR YOU.....AND IM LOOKING FORWARD TO BREAKING IT DOWN FOR YOU....BUT ITS LATE....GOTTA GET UP AT 4:00 AM...
ROBERT AND BUZZ CAT 🐱...

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Your Queen
5/1/2019 01:27:36 am

So I was thinking, back when we talked before. Through a different medium... we had talked about having our Love child. Is that what Little Baby Boy is? OUR Love child? I remember telling you it would be a boy. I actually wrote it in my journal, back in 2016, that our Love child would be a little boy. Idk was just on my mind. I Love You and am so at peace with our Love. I hope you dream sweetly my Love. I See Us!

Lost and found.
4/3/2019 11:00:17 pm

What is Lost has yet to be found. What has been found is yet to be lost.

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RobertTWIN link
4/6/2019 03:24:13 pm

Hi.....Saw Your latest...NOT SURE I CAN HELP YOU...
Ever since i attempted to read it....It gave me a Migraine headache.....it started in my eyes....and went right into My temples.. . having trouble seeing EVEN... .
YOUR WORDS...DID THAT TO ME....YOUR ISSUES ARE GRAVE....WHY WOULD YOU WRITE SOMETHING SO OBTUSE...AND....MEANING"less" !!!!!!!
Wether You can afford it...OR NOT....I IMPLORE YOU TO GET PROFESSIONAL HELP....WITH A PSYCHIATRIST.....BUT FIRST...ASK FOR HELP FROM THE LORD ABOVE....TRUST ME!!!!

HE HEARS YOU.....

YOU CANNOT CON THE FATHER ABOVE....HE IS THE CARDIO KNOWER.....SO.......
I STRESS RELATIONSHIP.....
NOT RELIGION......HE DOES NOT WANT RELIGION WITH YOU... I WILL BE PRAYING FOR YOU.....
AND PLEASE......DONT WRITE WORDS LIKE THAT AGAIN TO THE GEN. PUBLIC.....YOU NEVER KNOW WHO IS GONNA READ THEM......AND MIGHT TAKE THEIR OWN LIFE.....TRUST IN THE HOLY ONE.....
WE ARE NOT HOLY.....BUT THROUGH HIM......WE CAN IMPLORE IN HIS NAME.....AND .....TRY CARING FOR A COMPLETE STRANGER....IT COVERS A MULTITUDE OF TRANSGRESSION.....
AND ...OF COURSE....HARD WORK....ALWAYS PAYS OFF...
ROBERT

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Misty
4/19/2019 01:29:49 pm

Who else is wondering what's happening with this union conversation? Updates please!

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Nichol
4/20/2019 11:15:11 pm

To be completely honest, Misty I feel as if Union is in shambles. He is stuck with his Karmic, or so he sees it. What he refuses to realize, is that I am here. I have always been here. I will always be here. I feel as if he is confused or something like he doesnt know what he wants. He says oh I love you, I will drop everything for you. Which honestly is exactly what I want and need in so many ways. However he shows no forward movement. Actions are where it is at. I have called both numbers I have for him and I have gone overboard trying to get him to SEE that he just needs to come home, his family awaits him. All shall change. It's up to him. I know eventually once he heals his own bull shit.and sees his own worth he will know what he needs to do. He is the most amazing man I have ever met. I compare every man to him. It's not even intentional, it just pops in my head. Any ways, I know he will come to his senses when the time is right.

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The bugger again... ???
4/29/2019 07:51:18 pm

So one thing you will learn about me is that communication is so very important to me. I value effort and that is something I have not gotten from you. Quiet the opposite actually. You triggered me, my love. Which I know happens within any connection. Also her beanie, that set me off too. I was spook Angry. Felt like a fool. Then the pictures of you life, your baby, wow. I know deep in my soul that you are my Twin Baby. Without one sure as of a doubt. But it hurt just as much today as it did back then, to see you loving on her. You are mine. Not in a possessive way, but in a territorial way. Like A step off my man you ravenous vulture. He is my glorious King to behold.
Honestly I feel as if a lot of the love you have for me got deflected onto her. I feel as if she reaped the benefits of our beautiful connection. But maybe that's my own past wounds surfacing for healing. I know our Love will be even more beautiful and she only got a taste. I will relish in the full course meal and all the dessert our Love entails. I am incredibly sorry for freaking out. Sometimes my emotions do get the best of me. I am not perfect. I know you understand. Just as I understand why you are not here with me. You have things you have to work out and I get that. I have waited many lifetimes. What is a couple months. I truly hope you have gotten those balls rolling as it's already almost been 3 weeks... 😊
On top of all of that, you jerk, you posted a bondage thing and of course I go check out the page, because I am a stalker like that and it had all the sex questions and toys... Sure hope you installed that special seat for me, but sometimes you'll have to ride in back so I can have the fun... Tehe... I Love You Baby cakes, and I hope you feel my Love within you, as I feel you within me! KISS KISS XOXOXOX ❤❤❤❤❤🤙💚💚💚💚💚

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Nichol
7/1/2019 06:10:28 pm

I Love You and nothing will ever change that. However you hurt me and that is where I draw my line. Thank you for the lessons, I am sorry for my part in this and I do wish you the best sweet man. As you once told me, Maybe in our next life. Tootles Baby Love.
Angel Queen

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ROBER TWIN link
7/3/2019 07:18:50 am

Yea...i still check this several times a day....why are You using the word Tootles...

It's not original of You....
Meaning.....Your taking it from someoneelse !!!!

Its the same stuff.
Your looking at something that is from My Sister Twin...
Now...
Nichol....You are a sister to me....
Lets please NOT get that misconstrued.....And.....
I suppose i believe Some if what You say.....
What do You want Me to HOPE FOR YOU.....???????

Very busy at Work....text You later..
Happy 4 th

Bob

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Nichol
7/6/2019 05:10:23 pm

Just be happy within your own life. That's all any of us can hope for. I am done with this form of communication. I too check these posts daily, not that it matters to you. You betrayed me, and that's okay. Thank you for showing me your truth. I must see the reality of you, not what I want you to be. Take care of yourself. Thank you for teaching me so many valuble lessons. I hope the rest of your days are filled with Love and beauty, you deserve that.

Rose
7/22/2019 10:02:06 pm

My heart wishes for your kisses.
Being apart from your words has created a sadness.
It grows with the moon, and fades with the sun.
At night I long to hold you.
During the day distraction is easy.
Oh how I long to be in your arms.
To hold something so precious is my only wish.
My life has been void of the Love I seek for many years.
I need you, and that scares me.
I crave the sound of your voice like I crave air in my lungs.
To hear you say my name.
To hear you sing to me.
When we unite, I will ask you to read to me.
I find comfort in the sounds that come from the lips I long to Kiss.
I have never needed a man as I need you.
Tears fall when I crave us the most.
I lose touch with reality on those days.
I am in dream land, wishing and waiting.
I have had a chance with other men and I believe your dream is incorrect, the one when you saw me with another man.
That is something I can not bring myself to do.
I can not open my heart to another when you have every piece of my infinite being.
I wonder what has come of you, I wonder how you feel.
I wonder if you have run off to Neverland.
I wonder if you shall ever return.
I wonder if you crave me the same way.
I am doing my best to understand the reasoning behind your actions, but I know Someday you will enlighten me.
For now the only things that distract me from Us is work and time with my kids. Even then I find my mind wandering to a time when we are together.
I will be here when you are ready.
Ho’oponopono
Angel Queen

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ROBERT TWIN link
7/23/2019 09:56:49 pm

Yea Yea...

I still look


And....Yea Yea...
I do recall telling You of a dream

Nicole....You gotta trace back...
I was very clear.. The US THING....

ITS FOR REAL WITH ME AND MY TWIN SISTER TRACY....
I RESPONDED TO A COMMENT YOU LEFT UNDER THE VIDEO KAREN DID... BACK WHEN SHE USED TO DO VIDEOS.. I THOUGHT YOU MIGHTA BEEN MY SISTER ..
YOU WENT BACK AND DELEATED...THOSE WORDS..
ITS COOL...
BUT....WORDS I SENT....I THOUGHT WERE FOR TRACY....LONG STORY..
GOTTA WORK IN FOUR HOURS..
STILL CARE ABOUT YOU
NICOLE....
ME....BOB
HAVE FUN TOMORROW.. AND...I WONDER STUFF FOR YOU...

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Nichol
7/24/2019 07:17:02 am

I do recall speaking with you on the phone, I recall your voice. At first I doubted US too. Hiding behind the name of another does not become you. I know who you are even if you are confused. I know our path. Will you answer me a question, why do you refuse to admitt that you are My Twin? We are safe here. I will never betray you. NEVER. Haven't I proven that. Why do I need awknoledgment so badly. Because we deserve to know, and to live in our knowing. God has a plan for us and it's about time we start living it. No more Tracy, no more Bob, Nichol and Paul. Those words together mean strength, and give us strength. I do wish to speak with you again. And hear you call me YOUR Bug. Those were such magical days, the 10th of April. I love you and I wonder stuff about you too! We vibrate high when we are in alignment. I feel you most days, and it drives me wild. I Love You Sweet Smiles. Gotta work in 45 mins, I wonder stuff about you too! Do you still have my number?


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