Do you believe that the universe is blocking you from receiving love? Do you have a history of failed relationships where you felt you loved the other person more than they loved you? Does it feel like love is always slipping through your fingers and that you are powerless to get the other person to stay? Can you see a pattern in your relationships where this has happened and you've thought to yourself "WHY?!" and feel a sense of doom as you just know it's going to happen again?
Is this how you feel in your twin flame connection too? And this time it feels even more painful, right? That your twin flame keeps pulling away and it's such a struggle to try and keep him/her in your life? The sense of abandonment and rejection is insanely painful and you can't understand how they could want to run away from such profound love.
Are you feeling abandoned, rejected and unloved? Is it affecting you very deeply and causing you to feel utterly depressed and devastated? Are you confused as to why your twin flame is running when you know that deep down they love you just as strongly as you love them? Does it feel like some sort of sick punishment from the universe, as though "they" are telling you that you aren't good enough to have this love you want so badly?
Well, even though it may be hard to believe right now, the truth is the universe really, really wants you to receive the true and happy love that you deserve. Hear me out... It may feel as though they are conspiring against you, putting up blocks and deeming you "unworthy" but really the universe is desperately trying to help you receive love because they love you so much, they want to see you happy and they want the best for you. They KNOW you are worthy and it's got nothing to do with "worthiness" at all in truth, because we are all worthy and they know that. It's only our conditioning into separation-consciousness that has told us there is such a thing as "worthy" and "unworthy" of love. In truth we ARE love, it's not something outside of ourselves we have to search for or try and become "worthy" of in order to be allowed access to it.
"So why doesn't the universe just make it work out between me and my twin? Why are they blocking me from having this? And why did they bring me such horrible ex partners and painful experiences if they love me so much?" you may be wondering.
The truth is, the universe gives us what we need in order to become ready to receive what we truly want and what is for our highest good. You could even say that it's our higher self controlling this. If we want love in our life then why are we given the exact opposite? Because the universe and our higher self wants us to be TRULY happy and the only way we can achieve this is by finding it within. You've heard this all before I know, but it's important for me to explain this as a process that your soul agreed to embark upon by going through some pretty crappy times to say the least.
Basically the universe and our higher self wants us to be happy by reuniting with our true soul self, aka self-union. If the universe just gave us the relationship, the marriage, the union with our twin but we hadn't found the love, peace, joy, fulfilment, meaning, wholeness etc within ourselves first then we would not truly be happy. We think that another outside of us can make us whole and happy and take away our wounds of abandonment and rejection, but in truth that's just a band aid that could be ripped off again any second, and likely will be with our twin and all the triggering until we really have achieved self-union.
Our soul wants us to feel secure from within, to feel the constant safety of self-love, so that no matter what is going on on the outside, we still know our worth, we still know we are lovable and loved by the universe and we don't take anything as a reflection of our worth. We have reconnected with the truth of unity-consciousness, knowing we are always One with love and never separated. We trust everything happens for a good reason instead of thinking the universe is being unfair to us or "punishing" us.
I mean, can you look back at a time in your past when you were utterly convinced in your mind that a karmic person was the one for you and you just HAD to be with them even though the relationship was totally rubbish or even toxic and all the signs were yelling at you to love yourself more and not put up with such crap?! But you had convinced yourself that you needed this person and weren't going to change your mind about it any time soon! (Trust me, I did this many times years ago and so I'm not judging anyone).
The universe wasn't preventing these people from miraculously transforming into someone completely different (the fantasy person you had projected onto them and wanted them to be) just to be mean to you. In truth if you were wanting the person to change so much to fit it with what you wanted then you didn't really love the real them, you were in love with the projection. This is part of the lesson - if we want to be loved unconditionally, then we also need to love the other unconditionally. The universe was making it NOT happen with that particular person to try and protect you! The universe knew you could do way better! They were waiting for you to wake up and love yourself so you could attract what you really wanted - true love.
The universe has been trying to communicate with you and guide you down the best path for you the whole time through your own guidance system that is directly linked to your higher self and the higher dimensions. This is your intuition, gut feeling or heart truth. They've not abandoned you, you'd just forgotten how to consciously link into their loving guidance and forgotten that you could trust that guidance. This amnesia is all part of incarnating here on Earth. In all honesty, did you experience sinking feelings and negative gut reactions in some of your past relationships? Did you flat out ignore the red flags or neon-flashing signs and tell yourself "I can MAKE it work!" The universe was trying to show you that trying to force a square peg through a round hole wasn't in your best interest! They wanted you to stop looking in that direction in order to eventually bring you to the square hole you could slot into perfectly, or in other words, the universe was trying to guide you to your highest good.
They gave you the warning signs but out of fear and distrust you chose to ignore them and plough ahead with what you wanted and dreamed could become perfect if you just showed the person more love. It felt too scary to let go and surrender to allow something better to come in because you felt the universe was conspiring against you and so you had to control things yourself. You told yourself that this path was the best for you, that nothing better would come along. The universe knew otherwise and they were trying to guide you.
Hopefully you can look back with hindsight and see it was a Godsend that some of those past relationships didn't work out. You can see clearly now that they weren't for your highest good. The universe was trying to help you realise that all along because they love you and want the best for you.
When it comes to your twin flame connection the universe is equally trying to guide you on the best path to allow your highest good to unfold naturally. You have to believe that the universe is supporting you and then you will see their support affecting miraculous change. That's why we need to trust and surrender. It's hard I know, because when we've believed for so long that the universe was working against us it can be difficult to trust and believe they have our back and are trying to actually help us achieve everything we want. They want us to listen to our intuition, to slow down and consider everything from the heartspace, not bolt into action to try and "lock it down" from a place of fear about "losing" our twin and the love. We cannot lose it, but we need to slow down and align with it it within in order to become ready to receive the love we desire. This allows us to achieve self-union where we know that we are loved, that it comes from within first and then once we have become that vibration we can then attract it to us on the outside. But finding it within is most important and eventually we realise that along the way.
When we believe that the universe has been "punishing" us by "withholding love" from us or not changing someone to accommodate what we wanted them to be for us, we can mistakenly believe that the universe is always going to punish us or "withhold" love from us. We can lose faith in the universe and therefore create even more fear when it comes to receiving love. If we enter into relationships with the idea that the universe is going to block it or take it away from us then that belief manifests as our reality, not because the universe is taking the person away from us, but because WE believe that is what will happen and so we attract that scenario of "separation" and also contribute to it because our fears make us act in desperate ways which pushes the other person away. In truth we are Co-Creators with the universe and we have much more power than we realise over how our life and love life unfolds. The law of attraction is always at work you see.
These limiting patterns and beliefs of feeling separated from love and thus grabbing hold of it tightly actually prevent us from receiving the very love we are so badly wanting. When we believe we can't truly have love or that it's a struggle to keep ahold of then we energetically push it away because our beliefs become our reality.
These destructive patterns are nearly always borne out of childhood wounding. We look to our partners to love us in all the ways we were not loved in childhood. Have you ever noticed how your ex partners or your twin flame are emotionally unavailable like your parents were? Or that they mirror some aspects of your childhood wounding? Subconsciously we attract the exact people who will trigger the very wounds we are trying to heal. Mistakenly we believe the other can fill in the void, make us whole, but they cannot. They enter our life to act as a mirror to allow us to see all the ways in which we are not loving ourselves but need to in order to find true peace and happiness. These people also reflect every limiting belief we have surrounding our worth and love and the wounds will manifest over and over in the connection until we solve them within ourselves.
So all that's really going on is a set of limiting beliefs we learned from a very young age where we felt unworthy when we did not receive the love we needed from our parents and then it manifests in our other relationships until we see it's within our power to affect the change we desire to make in our life and relationships. It's never been the universe "cutting us off" or deeming us "unworthy" to have the bandaid. They just wanted our true healing.
What message does spirit have for you?
It's just a collection of beliefs manifesting. So all it takes is a little bit of effort to change those beliefs now you are conscious of what's been going on and that you have the power to create this change. It's not that the universe wasn't giving you opportunities to have love, it's that you hadn't yet learned how to RECEIVE love by loving yourself first and realising your worth to deserve only true love.
This is where I can really help you make a profound shift to open you up once and for all to be able to receive love. I can help you clear out these old limiting beliefs about feeling unworthy and about the universe punishing you. I can help you really see the truth of how the universe was merely protecting you and how they love you so much that they are really wanting you to finally break this pattern to allow true love in. They want your happiness and are constantly working around the clock to help you achieve this. They are excited for you to be more aware of the subconscious pattern that has been holding you back for so long so now you can finally shift it, release it and experience the true love you have been seeking like never before. I can help you reconnect with deep unconditional love within and help you trust in the universe again to achieve your deepest desires of true love.
I have created a brand new healing activation called "I BELIEVE, I RECEIVE: Releasing Blocks to Receive Love" which takes you step by step through the process of understanding that the universe is not blocking you, but trying to help you. I help you to see just how loved and looked after you are. I help you to shift the old limiting beliefs that have been on repeat for too long so you can now believe in your worth, believe the universe is assisting you, believe you are now aligning with love and union within yourself and with your twin flame. I help you to reprogram the negative beliefs that have been blocking you by transforming them into positive beliefs that allow love in. I help you really get clear in realising that it was simply a set of beliefs that have been holding you back - that is all! And that changing your beliefs to align with what you really want is within your power and so the manifestation of union is also within your power. I help to make this realisation clear and easy so that union can flow in more easily too. I help you release the inner struggle and truly surrender in knowing your highest good is coming to you. This then allows it to manifest.
The activation will help you whether you are within a twin flame connection or not because it is preparing you to align with true love and therefore your highest good in love will come into your life as a result.
Begin to relax and live in much more peace by truly knowing and trusting that the divine is serving your highest good. This will help you to release any control issues you may have been struggling with in your twin flame connection so you can concentrate more on your own wholeness and this will allow union to flow into your life in the best way intended for you.
If you would like to create HUGE healing shifts, finally release yourself from the old limiting beliefs that have been blocking your from receiving love and union then I invite you to experience this journey with me in "I BELIEVE, I RECEIVE: Releasing Blocks to Receive Love" .
All it requires is a small effort on your part to listen to this meditation on a regular basis. If you listen to it often then you will experience PROFOUND shifts.
I really hope you enjoy the meditation and all the benefits that come with it! I look forward to guiding you on this journey on the other side!
As always, Love and Light to you,
I Believe, I Receive: Removing Blocks to Receive Love Powerful Activation MP3
Has there ever been a time in your life when all you wanted was a loving relationship but you felt as though the universe was keeping that from you? No matter what you did a relationship would never get off the ground or would fall apart at the seams the second it did. Do you feel this way about your twin flame connection too?
In this powerful activation I guide you on a journey to see that past relationships didn't work out in order to steer you in the RIGHT direction towards TRUE happiness and love, towards true union. I help you to truly understand that the universe has always been supporting you to align you with what is best for you, your highest good even if it didn't seem that way at times.
You see, the universe always has our back and is truly wanting us to experience the best love possible for us. They were trying to help us turn our focus away from those who weren't serving us so we could look inwards and love ourselves first in order to achieve true happiness and attract the RIGHT person, our twin flame. It's all about resonance. If we aren't fully loving ourselves then we cannot align with true love on the outside either. The universe was trying to get us happy in our own skin on our own so we can love ourselves unconditionally and become that high vibration in order to have that mirrored back to us on the outside in the form of a happy and harmonious union.
However, when we still have subconscious beliefs in the background telling us that the universe is conspiring against us, or is "punishing" us by withholding love from us, then this subconscious belief manifests as blocks to us receiving love. Whatever we believe we receive.
In this meditation I help you reconnect with the universe so they can show you just how much they love you and truly want the best for you. I help you to break down those old limiting beliefs and blocks in order to integrate the truth that you deserve true love and union and the universe is assisting you in achieving that. All it takes is to shift into trust and faith that the universe is serving you and knows you are totally worthy of everything you wish to receive. And then you can surrender and give up trying to control things as the universe helps everything manifest in divine order for you. You see, it's about getting out of our own way to allow our highest good to flow in!
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